hey friends! i know I’ve been away forever and actually I think that’s a really good thing. sometimes i feel as though this blog was used as something to keep me hooked on to my eating disorder n i think a way to make myself feel heard n validated which i really wasn’t getting in the real world.
life is wild n full of so many unexpected turns (something my therapist reminds me of regularly). It’s truly amazing what can happen when you put your all into creating a better life for yourself. It hasn’t been one straight road of recovery, yes i am still in recovery n wobble n mess up & completely convince myself im going to relapse. But here i am, not only feeding myself but ALSO my baby (wahey to breastfeeding)!! Elias is now three months old and he honestly fills my whole heart with so much joy and love💖. It’s coming up to our first Christmas together as a lil family of three and I’m so grateful to be in this world.
Here’s some pictures of me and Elias💜