hii :3 ! my name is tobias, or just toby.
im 19 ['05], and i use he/him/his and it/its prns !!
i am a real, actual dog [cynanthrope]. not dogkin, not a dog therian.
i have autism, adhd, schizophrenia, agoraphobia, narcissistic & borderline personality disorders w antisocial traits, and substance use disorders, and between everything i am not the easiest to communicate with sometimes. so, any patience regarding that is appreciated [:
i had pretty bad childhood binge eating disorder [prob. around ages 8-15], and binging is still something i very much still struggle with, but my disordered eating has been in more atypical anorexic territory since around 16-17.
i had started at 250lbs in 2020-21, and stagnated a bit at the beginning, but then gradually lost around 120lbs [down to 130] up until mid-2023 when i was put into unofficial forced recovery by my family/housemates. luckily now ive been able 2 sort of break out of that.
im an active drug addict [weed, ice, horse], and a semi-active alcoholic [been trying to learn moderation with that at least :p]. i used to self-harm pretty badly, but i haven't done it in a while, and i don't see myself actually picking up a blade 4 a hot minute.
im rly big into all of the following series/topics [many are special interests and/or hyperfixes], so if u share any in common, just shoot me a msg and we can chat abt them—— ^w^
