CARMELA

{ sensitive content } personal diary :: she/her ☆

[crrmela]

About me

I am a teenage girl with many thoughts. I post what I think, regardless of how absurd it is. It’s my way of getting things off of my chest. I will be openly discussing sensitive topics.

I love the late 90s - 2000s era & the kawaii pink aesthetic. I am obsessed with makeup, gaming, animals, politics & music.

Right now, I will be sharing my weight loss journey. DNI if in recovery. Welcome to my diary :3

Mutuals?

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Merry Christmas, kinda late… I gained a little weight during christmas, but atleast I didnt binge the days afterwards. Im back on trackkkk (^_-)

this shirt is so cute

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I am still so fat, I just wanna lose weight! especially before christmas

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This combination 🤌🏻

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my country is depressing

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hair inspo ^_^

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rottweilers are so cute >_<

not my photo

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I don’t even bother eating healthy, I’d rather eat a bunch of candy for the same amount of calories…

[mia-is-a-fuker-deactivated20230]

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(not my photo, just inspo)

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Am I actually gaining weight or is it my bdd playing tricks w/ me（−＿−；）

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cola zero 4 evah <3

safe food

(not my photo)

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dream body ( ^ω^ ) 

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My BDD is getting worse. I can’t stand the person in the mirror. I just wanna be skinny. I just wanna be a Y2K teen with low rised jeans :<

NOT MY PHOTO! Just inspo.

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clint eastwood movie has a rape scene, i was watching with my mom. ugh

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The willow project got approved.

Sincerely, FUCK YOU BIDEN. im not into american politics… infact i avoid talking about politics at all, but this will affect me in the future and we TOGETHER need to speak out. im physically tired of this shit, im so done. ughhh.

they only EVER think abt

“now now now”.

they fail to consider how damaging it is for the future… and even if they did understand, they wouldn’t bother to care… simply bc theyre desperate for goddamn money. always money.

he prob dont need to worry abt it anyway, he will be dead by the time it starts affecting us. He is selfish.

Biden is old with very little sympathy, just like most presidents in the USA, he has no interest in trying to understand what this means for the younger generations at all… us who will need to live on a destroyed earth in the future, if this keeps on going.

what happened to ,,caring abt the climate”, Joe?

Isnt it sad that people young as 10 have spoken out,,, when y’all are the ones who bear full responsibility? I am SICK AND TIRED of white old men ruling the world with OUR future in their hands.

I am so sick and angry.

poor animals.

Now, im by no means a trumpie, i think they’re all shitty absurd people. No, im not fucking sorry.