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     this  is  an  independent  and  mutuals  only  blog  featuring  canon  and  original  characters  from  various  fandoms  including :   tasm ,   the  hundred ,   own  universes .   activity  on  this  blog  can  be  extremely  low  and  may  run  off  the  queue .   pyro ,   she/her ,   21+ .   i  can  also  be  found  at  @lowsurvival ,   @delusiela ,   and  @trinitied .

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one day ill be here

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. *   jay ,   rapunzel .

“keep your eyes closed!”   she squeaks, giving his hand another squeeze as she continues to tug him along.    she’s faster than she’d anticipated,  and she’s just glad that he can keep up.   he always can,  always has.    always will,  she suspects.    “trust me,  it’ll be totally worth it and you’ll be thanking me forever in the end,”  she adds with a joyous laugh.   it’s one of the only times on earth she’s felt such joy,  such happiness,  such peace.   and she’ll keep it close to her heart forever.    “okay….”    she instructs,  slowing down her pace and turning to face him,  knowing that the sound of the waterfall is a dead giveaway now.   “open!”   // @crueal​ liked !

      whatever  clever  idea  she  has  in  mind ,   he  trusts  her .   given  that  she’s  leading  him  by  the  hand  and  that  his  eyes  remain  closed ,   and  he’s  more  surprised  by  the  fact  that  he  manages  to  keep  his  footing  on  the  uneven  terrain .      ❝      oh ,   i’m   sure   that   whatever   it   is   will   be   amazing ,      ❞      jay  breathes  out  with  a  laugh  and  as  the  two  of  them  get  closer  to  the  destination ,   he  can  hear  the  rushing  of  water .   he  is  already  smiling  by  the  time  rapunzel  slows  down  and  faces  him ,   to  which  his  eyes  open  to  look  at  her  before  casting  a  brief  glance  to  the  surroundings .      ❝      zel ,   how   did   you   even   find   this ?      ❞

[iseeingstars]

RUDY PANKOW photographed by Justin Campbell for Tings Magazine 2021

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blood sentences. *potentially triggering content.

“ are you bleeding ?” “ you’re getting blood everywhere.” “ i can’t get the blood out.” “ you’re gonna bleed to death.” “ that’s not blood.” “ i’m bleeding. ” “ why the hell are you bleeding? ” “ i’ll get something to clean up the blood. ” “ why do you always end up bleeding ? ” “ he bled out just like that ? ” “ i can’t stop the bleeding.” ” i’m not drinking blood, that’s disgusting.” “ its a blood sacrifice. ” “ you’re covered in blood. ” “ it’s okay, it’s just blood. ” “ they’re gonna bleed to death if you don’t help. ” “ have you ever tasted human blood ? ” “ they say that the blood of another tastes like nothing else, even for a human. ” “ you get used to the blood lust. ” “ we need to clean up the blood. ” “ i’ll need your blood. ” “ there’s something in his blood, something wrong. ” “ why do you need eight gallons of blood ? ” “ tell me that isn’t blood.” “ who’s blood is that ? ” “ he bled out because of you, this is your fault. ” “ blood can only be payed with blood. ” “ there was so much blood. ” “ it’s okay, i just get nosebleeds sometimes. ” “ i think i broke a blood vessel or something. ” “ your blood tastes like no one else’s. ”

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🐝  *  ―  𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓  𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  some  random  sentences  for  your  angsty  needs.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

❛  hey … it’s okay now. you’re safe here.  ❜ ❛  please don’t leave me alone again.  ❜ ❛  was it all just a lie ?  ❜ ❛  you have to trust me on this.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t mean it like that !  ❜ ❛  i can’t do this anymore.  ❜ ❛  promise me not to do anything stupid.  ❜ ❛  we’ll see each other again soon.  ❜ ❛  i can’t lose you , too.  ❜ ❛  this is how you wanna end it ?  ❜ ❛  whatever this is - it’s over.  ❜ ❛  i’m not gonna let you die !  ❜ ❛  we have to stop this before someone gets hurt.  ❜ ❛  i’m fine … it’s gonna be okay.  ❜ ❛  please don’t do this to me.  ❜ ❛  just talk to me , okay ?  ❜ ❛  don’t close your eyes. stay with me.  ❜ ❛  you’ll have to save yourself.  ❜ ❛  stop lying to me !  ❜ ❛  you have to do this for me or i’ll never be able to forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i deserve better than this.  ❜ ❛  just leave me alone.  ❜ ❛  we’re too late …  ❜ ❛  save yourself while you still can.  ❜ ❛  you’re gonna be fine. just stay awake for a little longer , help’s already on their way.  ❜ ❛  please don’t cry.  ❜ ❛  stop moving , you’re only making this worse.  ❜ ❛  does it hurt ?  ❜ ❛  if this is the end , i’m really glad i get to be here with you.  ❜ ❛  whatever you do , do not let go of my hand.  ❜ ❛  i’ve got you.  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry for not telling you sooner.  ❜ ❛  this is all your fault !  ❜ ❛  we’re gonna survive this , right ?  ❜ ❛  we’re screwed.  ❜ ❛  just do this for me and we’ll never have to speak to each other again once this is all over.  ❜ ❛  i thought you were better than that.  ❜ ❛  one of us is gonna end up with a broken heart.  ❜ ❛  i’m scared.  ❜ ❛  so that’s it ?  ❜

[olivia-crain]

[quietvoiced]

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aeron ,   magnolia .

             there’s a tenderness which grows in her expression.  ❛  you’ll never be able to block it out,  ❜  she admits  ❛  most people when they find out you’ve been through something traumatic they tell you it’s not who you are.  but that’s wrong. it is.  it’s part of you.  it’s made you how you are today and pretending it didn’t only makes it take longer to heal.  trust me…i’ve spent a lot of time trying to run from what i was.  eventually you have to accept what you are.  only once you’ve started to do that,  accept what’s happen and process it—  then you can decide what you want to become. ❜

❝      but   what   if   i   hurt   someone   again ?   if   i   let   myself   accept   who   i   am   now ,   i   fear   that   i’ll   hurt   the   ones   i   love   and   i’ll   be   alone   all   over   again .      ❞      and  she  would  blame  herself  again  for  it .   the  animal  inside  of  her  is  still  a  predator ;   creeping ,   clawing ,   biting  at  her  skin  for  release .   and  she’s  afraid  of  him ,   but  he’s  also  the  only  one  keeping  her  comfort .

[poohsources]

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rosalie ,   emmett .

    he catches sight of the bear after it’s too late .  by then ,  it’s already charging .  by then ,  he knows that he is done for .  some say that life flashes before your eyes right before death ,  but he hadn’t lived enough of a life to see much more than the faces of his siblings .  his mother .  and then — her face is blurry .  tinted red .  wisps of blonde hair and delicate features contorted in rage and power and… beautiful .  she is beautiful .  pain sears through him ,  blood gurgles in his mouth as he tries to form words — but they refuse to come .  an angel .  his mother used to speak of them .  they came to collect his younger sister .  and now she is here to collect him .  she kneels beside him ,  blonde hair falling into his face ,  and he has not lived much of a life but he knows with certainty that she is the most beautiful thing he has ever seen .  the most beautiful thing he will ever see .  every breath brings new pain ,  but he manages to nod .  here to help .  his angel .

there’s  so  much  of  it ,   the  scent  of  blood  that  fills  her  nose  and  how  dark  her  eyes  become ;   like  the  pupils  of  her  eyes  expanded  and  swallowed  her  colored  irises  whole .   she  tries  her  best  the  avoids  touching  his  wounds ,   too  afraid  that  the  action  alone  would  make  her  lose  control ,   but  there’s  blood  everywhere  and  even  as  her  shaky  hands  cradle  his  face ,   blood  still  paints  her  pale  skin .   save  him .   save  him  now !   her  own  thoughts  are  screaming  at  her .   her  lips  part  momentarily  with  a  curl  of  her  lips  as  if  contemplating  whether  or  not  to  use  her  own  venom ,   and  then  she  lets  out  a  whimper  and  gives  a  shake  of  her  head .      ❝      i   can’t   do   this ,      ❞      rosalie  murmurs  softly ,   thumbs  brushing  against  his  cheeks  before  she  lifts  her  head  to  look  around  her .   carlisle  is  over  a  hundred  miles  back  at  home .   there  could  be  a  chance  to  save  this  man  and  she  is  not  about  to  let  him  slip  through  her  fingers .      ❝      it’s   going   to   hurt   and —      ❞      she  pauses  to  breathe  out ,   trying  to  get  rid  of  the  aroma  that  keeps  sneaking  in .      ❝      when   we   get   there   it   will   excruciating ,   but   you’ll   be   safe .      ❞

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independent + private  MULTIMUSE SIDEBLOG  curated and adored by lia ,  featuring muses from:  the mummy ,  marvel ,  tomb raider ,  uncharted ,  and miscellaneous muses from movies ,  television ,  and literature !  follows back from seesgood . 

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if  you  see  me  change  my  psd ,   no  you  don’t .

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#emo ft. @fightear .

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      @fightear​​  sent  for  cole ,    ‘ this can’t be happening. ’

they  started  off  as  a  group  of  five  friends  and  now  there’s  only  three  of  them ,   at  least  it  was  supposed  to  stay  that  way .   in  the  dead  of  night  cole  slowly  awakens  to  the  sound  of  struggling  beside  him ,   how  he  can  feel  the  sand  that  pricks  at  his  skin  with  a  sense  of  urgency  and  his  eyes  widen  when  he  turns  his  head  to  catch  sight  of  isaac  wielding  a  knife  above  peyton ,   mouth  covered .   in  a  quick  motion ,   cole  moves  to  get  onto  his  feet  and  he  scrambles  to  tackle  his  friend ,   knocking  him  off  and  away  from  peyton  with  a  rolling  motion  knowingly  taking  the  brute  force  of  the  blade  into  his  right  thigh .      ❝      what   the   hell   is   wrong   with   you ?      ❞      he  voices  out  with  a  groan ,   holding  isaac  down  and  now  it’s  cole’s  turn  to  take  control  of  the  fight  with  him  on  top .   isaac  mumbles  nonsense ,   the  crazed  look  in  his  eyes  giving  away  that  he’s  not  fine .

❝      peyton ,   i   need   you   to   go !      ❞       cole  yells  as  he  lifts  his  head  to  look  at  her ,   but  he  knows  her  and  she’s  a  fighter ;   he  just  can’t  let  her  be  in  this  one .   he  has  a  sick  feeling  in  his  stomach  about  it .   the  weapon  swings  up  and  he  catches  his  friend’s  wrist .   the  both  of  them  are  weak ,   but  that  didn’t  make  it  any  less  dangerous .   they  struggle ,   both  their  backs  taking  turns  against  the  sand ;   both  of  them  taking  turns  hitting  each  other  and  isaac  couldn’t  be  snapped  out  of  it  no  matter  how  hard  cole  tried  to  yell  at  him .   until  finally  with  cole’s  back  to  the  ground  and  his  hands  keeping  the  knife  away  from  his  chest ,   he  manages  to  twist  the  weapon  and  dig  it  into  isaac’s  abdomen ,   pushing  his  friend  away  and  sitting  up  with  hyperventilating  breaths .

there’s  a  panicked  and  hurt  look  in  cole’s  eyes ,   quickly  glancing  between  peyton  and  their  dying  friend ,   and  his  shaky  hands  hover  just  over  the  wound  slightly  before  one  of  them  press  down  on  it .      ❝     isaac ,      ❞      he  whispers ,   shock  coursing  through  his  body .   this  can’t  be  happening .   cole  hears  peyton  and  gets  up  with  a  struggle ,   collapsing  to  his  knees  halfway  to  her  with  a  sob  that  rips  through  him .      ❝      peyton .   peyton ...   pey ,   what   did   i   do ?   what   did   i —   ❞      but  isaac  was  going  to  kill  peyton ,   he  wasn’t  going  to  stop .   chocolate  eyes  are  filling  with  tears ,   sandy  and  messy  strands  of  hair  sticking  to  damp  skin  due  to  his  sweat ,   and  his  hand  shakes  rapidly  as  he  glances  down  at  his  bloody  hand   —   too  distracted  to  feel  his  own  wound  that’s  made  a  home  on  his  right  thigh .      ❝      peyton ...      ❞

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hate  me ,   hate  me ,   tell  me  how  you  hate  me .   ft .   @fightear .