KILLED WITH KINDNESS.

INDEFINITE HIATUS.

[crueloath-blog]

& WITH THIS I AM LITERALLY OUT FOR NOW. 

okay seeing as i have never been truly active on here ( despite being semi-active but you know ), i think i will leave this blog behind for good because i literally have zero muse at all for 9S which pains me to say because 9S is actually so goddamn precious and i wish i could do him not only justice but actually write him but ahaha… it is literally not happening at all. my stay was incredibly short and i honestly feel like i got lit not one thing done on here so i am lowkey a little bit … very sad but … i just can’t force it.

a big apology also goes to all my thread partners which i will link just below this so you know wassup and that i am no longer here & that through default i dropped the threads! like honestly, i can’t say sorry enough for literally giving most of you just the starter / answering once ( or not even at all … ) and then dropping things like this but aaah. 

@fragilefated , @prcmising , @missninetails , @umbranbled , @meaningless-code , @androiide

for now i will be @oathmori && i will be very open to crossovers ( seeing as it is a kingdom hearts muse ) if you still would like to interact and don’t mind if that it isn’t a nier muse please feel free to follow me over there. i’ll still be a semi-active account but i can do roxas definitely more justice than 9S. 

one last time, sorry for this long post & semi-unnecessary post but – i didn’t want to just disappear without another word, w e l p s. 

[crueloath-blog]

& WITH THIS I AM LITERALLY OUT FOR NOW. 

okay seeing as i have never been truly active on here ( despite being semi-active but you know ), i think i will leave this blog behind for good because i literally have zero muse at all for 9S which pains me to say because 9S is actually so goddamn precious and i wish i could do him not only justice but actually write him but ahaha. . . it is literally not happening at all. my stay was incredibly short and i honestly feel like i got lit not one thing done on here so i am lowkey a little bit . . . very sad but . . . i just can’t force it.

a big apology also goes to all my thread partners which i will link just below this so you know wassup and that i am no longer here & that through default i dropped the threads! like honestly, i can’t say sorry enough for literally giving most of you just the starter / answering once ( or not even at all . . . ) and then dropping things like this but aaah. 

@fragilefated , @prcmising , @missninetails , @umbranbled , @meaningless-code , @androiide

for now i will be @oathmori && i will be very open to crossovers ( seeing as it is a kingdom hearts muse ) if you still would like to interact and don’t mind if that it isn’t a nier muse please feel free to follow me over there. i’ll still be a semi-active account but i can do roxas definitely more justice than 9S. 

one last time, sorry for this long post & semi-unnecessary post but -- i didn’t want to just disappear without another word, w e l p s. 

[warpromisedarchive]

DEATH ISN’T A PROBLEM. YOU ASK YOURSELF OVER AND OVER, WHY COULDN’T I SAVE THEM. I COULD HAVE DONE MORE. YOU ASK YOURSELF WHY. WHY? WHY DID THEY HAVE TO GO. IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN YOU. YOU RATHER TAKE THEIR PLACE THEN SEE THEM GO. YOU’RE SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS AND YOU FEEL LIKE NO ONE CAN HEAR YOU. YOU JUST WANT THEM TO COME HOME BUT THEY’RE ALREADY GONE.

letters never sent: stories not meant for the world; c.f. (via padshiy)

[fragilefated-closed]

                                                             private & canon divergent                                                        YONAH of nier gestalt / replicant                                                                     adored by draken

[delsinsfire]

grief - intense sorrow, especially caused by someone’s death.

[crueloath-blog]

androiide replied to your post: random fact of the day: i started...

I CANT BELIEVE THIS

I CANT BELIEVE U 

[crueloath-blog]

random fact of the day: i started calling @androiide kami bc she is actually god bc wow, her entire existence is truly a blessing in my life. 

[feymemoriae]

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so stay in my memory you can hide away out there dont take all my thoughts today so i cant start to begin again and you and i we had the stars and you and i we had the stars that you left over and over again

[feymemoriae]

-Stay In My Memory by Bim

[faithdoll-blog1]

and to the caged bird , the sky asked : the door is open  /  why have you not left ?  —-  &  to the sky , did the caged bird reply : this home of mine is cramped  &  cold , it’s true , but it  is all i’ve ever known  /  i wouldn’t know what to do  /  would you , would you ?   &&.   selective  &  private 2B from NieR Automata  /  written by stevie.   &&.  PERSONALS DO NOT REBLOG. 

[crueloath-blog]

Someone: You know, maybe you should try to stay with canon...

Me: FUCK THE CANON

[crueloath-blog]

it was a first. seeing how mercilessly she killed the tiny, metallic baby. thinking about it again; he wasn’t sure if they had been able to do it this swiftly -- this ruthlessly.

 “ there isn’t anything much more to discuss.... ” the female android finished their mission for them. it wasn’t supposed to happen like this. her train of thoughts ( if you could even call it that ) was a mystery to the scanner. 

“ but... is there a reason why YOU had to kill the king of these machines--? ” did he truly want to reason with someone who left YoRHa behind? this was not like him at all --- to pity those stupid machines. not only did he let get the words of the ‘guards’ get to him, but he was acting like someone completely different. 

・ ・ ・ @yorhaforsaken ; eppic & poppy - hide and seek

[hassansan]

(x)

[ryzza-deactivated20200505]

“Proposal: Continue to provide care for this pod.”

[crueloath-blog]

sorry for my lack of activity these past two days, i kind of ended up making a new blog because i have no self control. EHEM anyways, i’ll work on my drafts & the rest of the starters i owe as soon as i finished doing chores! 

[allenerie]

.･ﾟﾟ･(／ω＼)･ﾟﾟ･. have some more 9S…

[zumixiv]

Square-Enix: Nier: Automata: Scenery - 1/ ??

[crueloath-blog]

you & kami seem to be so close. do you have a ship planned?

shoutout to @androiide first of all but,,, 

kami and i just have been friends forever. we met through one mutual friend and for the first few years we didn’t even rp with each other bc i felt too intimidated to ruin quality™ writing. somewhere along the lines we just clicked really well and ever since then we have been kinda in each others life a lot i guess?? sorry for the random storytime but tbh i am so proud to be one of her close friends, r i p in pieces. kami-sama is a 10/10 recommended friend, istg, go love heR, anon. buuuut anyways, i think we just mention each other so much bc it has been lit forever since we actually were in the same fandom so we kinda just end up screaming at each other abt every little thing all day on dash and on skype.

to the ship thing: i HONESTLY don’t know? we didn’t make any official statement like “ok ay but 2b and 9s will now love each other forever bc we say so” but seeing as we both adore them together – there will probably a lot of fluff moments and all that because we have both no self-control, love to make each other suffer and we can always throw weird stuff at each other.