Cruel Suggestion

Vitriolic

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i will make you wish you’d never been born. i will rip your heart out and tear it to shreds with my own bare hands. i will spit on your grave and wish you the best in hell. maybe not now, but one day. whenever i get out of this household, out of this town, i will destroy you. before all of this, before i realized how much of a monster you are, you had raised an innocent little girl. you are going to regret ever giving me life at all. i will never again be anything like i used to be. i will forever remain tough and angry and cold and unkind and unforgiving and empty. i plan on being sad and angry and lonely for the rest of my life. and it’s all because of you. i will make you suffer.

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I did not deserve all the pain you’ve caused me, and I promise you that you will regret it. I will forever haunt you.

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Wishing for you to die so young isn’t what I want. I want you to grow old and suffer slowly. I want to lose your ability to see, walk and hear. I want your kids to abandon you and leave you to your fate. Then, you will know true suffering. Abusive cunt.

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I want you to be silent, but not just for a moment. I will bring roses to you as well.

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God you make me so fucking sick and so pissed off. I fucking hate your guts so much you disgusting bitch. You mess with my head so much, so badly I want nothing more than to kill myself because of you. Being in the same room is enough to irritate me and your voice is so fucking annoying. If I could get away with it and face no consequences I'd slit your throat while you sleep and be rid of you from my life forever. Maybe then I'd know what peace and safety feels like.

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I hope my suicide sends a shockwave through your body that destroys every fiber of your being. maybe then you'll finally realize the emotional pain you've put me through. maybe then you'll realize what you've done to me.

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You're unforgivable for the uncaring acts you've committed. I can't wait to see the hurt in your eyes when you realize I have lost all sympathy for you as you have for me.

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I wasn't lying to make you feel better, I was trying to see how delusional about yourself you can get.

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You just love to scream don’t you. Yell for everything under the fucking sun. I can’t even fucking tell what a joke is from you because it sounds like more anger. And you try to compliment me? Your “compliments” make me feel disgusting and angry. Now I’m beyond afraid to even ask a simple question, answer a small question from you,call someone, talk online ect in fear of them getting mad at me.

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You took advantage of me. Used me.

You knew I was weak. Fragile.

Now I’m stronger. No dignity.

I’m going to fucking destroy your heart.

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i hope you never know fucking peace in your life. i cant describe the pure hatred i have towards you; this is the last time you ever make me feel less than what im worth, you stupid fuck. i hate you and you should be rotting to death. i cant wait until the day maggots rip into your stupid fucking existence.

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i want to scream at him. make him hurt like i did. like i did. make him cry himself to sleep. make him not eat for nearly two fucking months. i want him to feel the anger i feel. the anger deep in my soul. the anger where my heart used to be. i want him to feel like he could fade away and the one person he wants to be with to completely abandon him. i want him to feel the pain and misery i felt for months after. i want to make him feel his heart ripping in two. i want him to throw himself on the ground at three am screaming as hard as he can but no sound coming out. i want him to feel how i felt. i hate him with every fiber of my fucking being. i hope he’s never happy again. no actually i hope he finds the love of his life. i hope they fall in love. once he’s comfortable i hope she rips him apart. tears his heart out and spits on it.

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I hope your mother never comes back for you. I hope you sleep every night knowing she chose drugs and a new family over you. I hope it eats you alive. Fuck hope. I know.

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I don’t need to get revenge on you because there is no amount of anything my human brain could construct that is good enough punishment for you getting to fucking breathe and exist you slimy disgusting piece of shit

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you need to know how much it fucking hurt me.

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I want to tear you apart piece by unholy piece until you feel the hell you’ve put me through

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i wish the absolute worst for you. i hope someone detroys you exactly how you destroyed me.