Forgotten Thoughts

librarian | slytherin | 25 | secretive and helpful

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❛ Man, I thought it would last, but it passed me by. ❜

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Freya scrunched her face for a quick moment before handing the male a new one. She keeps a lot of it around her desk because she knows herself how fast these things run out. It may look like it will last you for a while but with how much she uses it, and she’s sure Luke’s facing the same issue, it ran out a day or two later. After a quick moment’s thought, she took his hand before he retracted it, grabbed a few more from the box underneath the desk and placed it in his hands before retreating her hands back at her side. 

“I hope these will last at least a week for you this time. Don’t be afraid to tell me when you run out of it.” 

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You always told me you would be the one to help.

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Pushing a strand of hair to the side, she pursed her lips in reply to the student. Yes, she did promise him that but promises had its limits didn’t it? Caught between her morals as a librarian and her morals as a friend to the younger male, Freya slowly trailed her eyes away from him, now completely avoiding eye contact. Of course, she’d love to help him but as a librarian, there’s a border between being helpful and being a rule breaker. 

“Is it... really that important to you?” She hesitantly questioned after a long moment of silence. She was hoping the answer would be a ‘no.’ 

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Why can’t I let go?

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The librarian can only shrug in reply. She wished she had a way to give the younger female advice with her problems but there wasn’t much she could say to help. So instead of saying anything more, she gave Elizabeth a small smile and gave her the cold water bottle in her hand. Freya was the type to be awkward at comforting interactions. She hopes this small gesture gave the student the minimal amount of encouragement needed. 

“Letting go is hard but I hope in due time, you’ll learn to deal with the feeling.” 

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"You know that wasn't my intention."

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“Intentional or not, what’s done has been done.” The soft spoken female answered. The frown marred on her face morphed into puckered lips as a ‘tsk’ sound left her lips. As if the interaction wasn’t awkward enough, Freya found herself mentally digging an escape route. She was sure Konoka didn’t want to be around for much longer than she did so to make the interaction as short as possible, Freya simply waved her hand in reply.

“I’ll let you off this one time. I would like to get back to work if you don’t mind me now...” 

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"You know that wasn’t my intention."

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“I do understand that it’s not intentional but I cannot excuse such behavior. It is my job to keep the library in order.” and by far, she’s doing a good job. Freya isn’t too excited about the fact that her good record might be scratched now thanks to a mistake. She does not wish to have a hard time dealing with this so she hopes the boy will make it easy for her as well. It doesn’t seem that bad so nothing a little punishment won’t fix. 

“I’m sure you don’t want to stay here long so how about we come to a easy compromise?” She smiles with a small questioning head tilt, “What do you say?”

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"I just wish I wasn’t stuck between decisions."

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With a frown, Freya wished she could flick the girl on the forehead. Seeing as it wasn’t appropriate of her to act in such a manner, she refrained from doing so. A sigh seeped out of her lips. She couldn’t help but pull out a pack of sticky notes and jot down a sentence with the fountain pen in her hand. Don’t Let Yesterday Take Up Too Much Of Today. After scribbling it down, she stuck it on the girl’s arm. 

“I understand it’s hard but if you dwindle on it for too much, it will just ruin things in the future even more. Rather than letting it sink as it is, take it apart and look into the pros and cons. I’m not a very good advice giver but I hope this much helps.” A smile barely makes it on her lips as she tries to be as encouraging as possible. Sadly, Freya couldn’t be too optimistic herself because she also struggles with the same type of ordeal. She can only hold this much helps Karina just a little. 

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❛ Do it for the love. ❜

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The corner of her lips tugged downwards and her eyes narrowed in disapproval. Disappointment surge through her nerves at the student’s answer. She cannot excuse such behavior for as a librarian, it is her job to reinforce specific rules and make sure students know the proper way to behave in such place. A sigh left her lips, as much as she would like to let her off the hook, Freya’s too stuck to her justified reasons to do so. 

“I’m sorry... but a late item is a late item. I will need compensation for your mistakes.” 

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"Are you happy now?"

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She bit her lip for a moment, contemplating how to answer the question. She wavered between yes and no. She wished to return to her student state so that adulthood would not bother her yet but at the same time, she’s content with the job she got because it’s in her field of interest. The pen in her hand twirled and weaved itself between her fingers left and right. A sigh then left her lips, her free hand balls up and pushes against her cheek. Freya finally responded with an affirmative hum.

“I believe I am happy. I can’t turn back time but I can make the best out of the present and create a happier future.” 

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I just need a break right now.

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“That’s a mood alright...” She sighed softly, brushing the stray strands of hair away from her face. It wasn’t a very pleasant day for the librarian as it was quite stressful due to certain misbehaving students. Now that everything has settled down, she was also able to relax her tensed body as well. When Vince told her how he needed a break, she thought of a somewhat bright idea. Waving for the younger male to get closer, she quietly informed him to follow her.

“How about we both slack off a little and have a little tea in my favorite abandoned corner? It will be a secret between the two of us.”

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SENTENCE STARTERS

RUINER.

❛    Do it for the love.   ❜ ❛     If I’m being honest, I don’t know what I’m chasing.   ❜ ❛     I just wanna let you know you’re not alone.   ❜ ❛     I got people from the past probably hoping I’m dead   ❜ ❛     It’s just things aren’t the way that they used to be.   ❜ ❛     I lost my mind, then I lost my best friend.   ❜ ❛     Yeah, so what if I did and what if I didn’t?   ❜ ❛     I just wish I wasn’t stuck between decisions.   ❜ ❛     I just wish I didn’t feel like something’s missing.   ❜ ❛     Seems like every time I leave I end up thinking of us.   ❜ ❛     I keep fucking with your head like a lobotomy.   ❜ ❛     You’ll always be a part of me.   ❜ ❛     Things change when you come around.   ❜ ❛     They’re just memories now.   ❜

SAYER.

❛     I can still hear it all.   ❜ ❛     Every word that you said gets embedded in my head.   ❜ ❛     All the things never spoke now choking me.   ❜ ❛     I been on my own.   ❜ ❛     You never called.   ❜ ❛     We never saw eye to eye.   ❜ ❛     Wasn’t tryna hurt you.   ❜ ❛     You know that wasn’t my intention.   ❜ ❛     & I never meant for this to happen.   ❜ ❛     I turn regret into a habit.   ❜ ❛     There’s nothing to say now.   ❜ ❛     How could you be fine when I’m barely getting by?   ❜ ❛     Every word you said now, was it all a lie?   ❜ ❛     Just sucks to feel this way when I know you don’t.   ❜ ❛     Why can’t I let go?   ❜

VACANTER.

❛     I can’t help it, if I could I would change it.   ❜ ❛     Lately, I’ve been feeling so vacant.   ❜ ❛     Holding out waiting for something to change   ❜ ❛     Everybody always asks if I’m okay, & I’m mad ‘cause I don’t know what to say.     ❜ ❛     It’s like I’m going insane.   ❜ ❛     I got enemies that live up in my brain.   ❜ ❛     You always told me you would be the one to help.   ❜ ❛     Now it’s me & myself.   ❜ ❛     Funny how it changed up like that.   ❜

CHANGER.

❛     I been thinking of my problems.   ❜ ❛     I’m feeling like “why bother”.   ❜ ❛     Growing up, there was no drama.   ❜ ❛     Telling me “move on” But honestly I don’t wanna.   ❜ ❛     Are you happy now?   ❜ ❛     Pretending to mitigate all your problems, motherfucker.   ❜ ❛     I just miss the days on the playground.   ❜ ❛     Seems like everybody that I loved went away now.   ❜ ❛     How come as I grow I keep feeling less alive?   ❜ ❛     How come all I see is the past when I shut my eyes?   ❜ ❛     Man, I thought it would last, but it passed me by.   ❜ ❛     How come all I see is your face when I look to the sky?   ❜ ❛     I could lead you to the water, but I can’t make you drink.   ❜ ❛     I can give my two cents, but I can’t make you think.   ❜

WASTER.

❛     Please don’t go.   ❜ ❛     Think I’m gonna break right now.   ❜ ❛     I just need a break right now.   ❜

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Decorated Note

@crpreston

♦   It’s a common thing for Freya to be recommending books to students who like to read. Her love for literature was never really a thing until a little bit over a year before she graduated. The genres she enjoyed was a wide range and therefore was one of the reasons why she was able to land a job in the library of Hogwarts. As a muggle-born, Freya has a massive knowledge on both muggle and magical literature. Ask her and she will provide a brief, if not in-depth, overview of whatever you’re looking for. Her knowledge does not only end at works written by authors but also topics of research and beyond. She does not know everything but she knows enough to get around. It helps when it comes to connecting with certain individuals who also has an interest in literature. 

Today was just like any other day, she was done with recording the return dates of books and before she gets to re-shelving them, she makes sure to add a sweet note or life quote onto the inner cover of the book. She even went out of her way to decorate it and make it look nice and fancy. A tiny smile graced in her lips, closing the book and putting it down to the side so she can start a stack. 

She heard footsteps approach the desk while she was in the middle of sticking a note in the book. Quickly closing it, Freya looks up and gives a smile to the student. She was able to immediately recognize him. 

“Good day, Preston. It’s been a while. Would you like a new book?” She pulled a book out from under the desk, her smile growing bigger as she holds it for him to see. 

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Failed Attempt

@crperseus

♦   It was a common gesture with the librarian that she would give whoever was in the library a blanket when they end up falling asleep. Let it be that they were studying to the point they barely got rest and knocked out in the library or simply the library was a nice place to take a nap, Freya made sure none of the students caught a cold while she’s on duty. Part of the reason was because she didn’t want her library to contain a student with a cold or any other diseases and come in and spread it throughout the building. That’s the last thing she would need to work with, sickly contagious students who are coughing and sneezing everywhere.

Now the female was hiding between a shelf that had a small gap that allowed her to observe one of her former underclassmen. She was fond of him as he and her clicked well but after Freya graduated, she left Hogwarts for about a year before coming back to work as a librarian. Although the two haven’t been speaking as much to each other, they do hold small conversations here and there. With a few blankets in arm, she decides to watch the male a while longer. He had fallen asleep and she was sure that it’s from working so hard. 

So as quietly as she could, Freya began to her way towards Perseus. Unfortunately for her, it seems the boy was very sensitive to sound or felt her aura because he sat up and looked around. Frozen stiff, the librarian couldn’t do anything besides smiling sheepishly when his eyes land on her with her head peeking out from behind the tall book holder. 

“Hi there...” She softly greets. 

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Bookworms

@crvince

♦   One book after another, Freya scribbled down the dates they were brought back before stacking them onto the stack she organized so that it would be easier to put away later on. A sigh left her lips for her neck has been tilted down for quite some time now. Rubbing it gently to release the tension that had gathered around that area, she looks up to see that the library was pretty empty. There are days where it is slow in there and days where she’s busier than ever, today being the former type. 

After another stack was filled, she moved to place them on the cart. Counting the number of books before her to the books on record, she smiles as they matched. No more, no less, just the way she likes it. Now she doesn’t have to go through the extra trouble. When she turned around, she’s faced with a boy who just arrived at her desk. 

“Hi Vince, how have you been? Have you finished the last book I recommended to you?”

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Helloooooo it is I! It is Jem! I’m here with my second muse who’s even more quiet than Aelita. So here’s a few fun facts. Hit me up if you want to plot and if you just want a starter, give me a phrase (or word) to work on in the replies! 

She likes to leave a note in each library book that has a random fact written in it (she used to think it’s dumb) 

Used to jokingly call herself a mudblood as a teen because other slytherin housemates would make fun of her for not being a pureblood even though she was a slytherin 

Was a rebellious teen, grew out of it a little before graduating hogwarts

Freya is very soft spoken so she will not speak unless she feels the need to 

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I have never found a companion that was so companionable as solitude.

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