the sun rises but flowers die.

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                                                       Shin Crispin     ⏤  [ Creator Warning + NSFW  ]                                                                ero guro lover + original sadboy 

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❛ You wanna fuck with me? I’ll show ya who you’re fuckin’ with! ❜ - From Taehyung

MOVIE STARTERS VOL.4 → meme [ sentence ] : ❛ You wanna fuck with me? I’ll show ya who you’re fuckin’ with! ❜

— re:🌙 [ @spilledinnxcence ] 

The laugh that’s left him sent such vibrations through his chest that he had to hold himself up right to even look the person in the eye again. He didn’t know if it were the alcohol or what but this was just unreal, who were they to threaten him this way. “ I’m sorry, let me just catch my breath first.” doing so he looks around them and inhales before his clouded vision returned back to the male in front of him. “ Look, that’s great and all and as much as I’d like to be put in my place you sure as hell won’t be the one to fucking do it, so bite your tongue and spit your shit to someone who cares to listen cause I do not, but I should thank you… ” He smiles, a very shit eaten grin that only showed what he was saying was true. He didn’t care and he didn’t plan to stay and listen. Walking forward he managed to brush his long locks out of his face before finishing his words. “ Thank you for the laugh, deep down I really needed it. ” chuckling he turned on his heels picking up his drink on the way and started towards the crowd of people they some how ended away from. It wasn’t that big of a club but somehow the alcohol in his system lead him to do the most poorest of things including talking to idiots who think they can scare him. Only one person could manage to bring fear to Crispin and that fucker was not them.

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❛ Fuck you! I’m fucking dying here! ❜ - From Peter

MOVIE STARTERS VOL.4 → meme [ sentence ] : ❛ Fuck you! I’m fucking dying here! ❜

— re:🌙 [ @spilledinnxcence ] 

He was clearly embarrassed at the performance that was happening in front of him. He just couldn’t believe a person could be this messy in public, how did they even meet in the first place… “ Who the fuck laughs like this anyway, you must be on drugs. ” covering his face with his hands he just knew people were staring at them, and he certainly had nothing nice to say now. “ Honestly if you die, you asked for it yourself. Please, please die so this laughter can stop, people are staring at us and i’m this close to flicking them all off." 

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❛ Let me tell you what ‘Like a Virgin’ is about. It’s all about a girl who digs a guy with a big dick. The entire song. It’s a metaphor for big dicks. ❜

MOVIE STARTERS VOL.4 → meme [ sentence ] : ❛ Let me tell you what ‘Like a Virgin’ is about. It’s all about …

— re:🌙 [ @seouleste ] 

Cutting his friend off with a pillow he threw he just couldn’t stand that shocked expression that came with it, so he did his best to explain. “Look as much as I’d like to hear how the hell you know so much about that i’m going to need you to hush up and let me nap, that’s all. Let me have this nap!”

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❛ Goddamn you. Don’t make me do this. ❜ - From Hoseok

MOVIE STARTERS VOL.4 → meme [ sentence ] : ❛ Goddamn you. Don’t make me do this. ❜

— re:🌙 [ @spilledinnxcence ] 

" Make you do what exactly ? " Crispin being the person that he was didn't exactly care about anyone outside of his home. To him all of these people could just walk around him and avoid his path, it's what he'd like - and anyone who picks to walk in it deserved his attitude comes with it. " Surely you didn't expect me to just give up my spot in line or pretend that I know you, because that would be lying. You can wait like the rest of us have for hours honestly, what makes you so special anyway, get out of my face already, the lines moving. " he just couldn't believe some people. Yes he looked like a pushover but you have another thing coming if you think coming up to speak to him with that in mind will get you anywhere.

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seouleste:

There remained an underlying spill of fluster beneath his demeanor, somewhat palpable if one were to pay it any mind– it was playful, in a sense, but Jinam’s attention appointed itself toward the light-hearted insult that he’d never actually grown to understand in his time around those before him. “I spent a lot of time at the book place! The one where you can read for free and all that… it’s oddly quiet in there.” The younger remarked as an afterthought, canine sinking against his lower lip thoughtfully. “Do you ever wonder why it’s so quiet? I think it has something to do with concentration but– I don’t think that helps! I was almost falling asleep so I had to play a bit of music and–”

He surely knew how to ramble, a talent only he could feature best, as much kept evident as he’d finally found a way to reign in his thought process, shrinking back instinctively. Jinam never knew when to stop more than likely because he was unaware of when he’d started, to say the least. It wasn’t until it’d grown late into his mistakes that he’d come to an absent realization, most of which had to be indicated by a quizzical stare, or a subtle roll of the eyes.

Crispin reacted otherwise, choosing silence as he spoke, and it was a little less awkward for Jinam to take the hint in situations as such, mildly comfortable in the other’s presence; he found their relationship to be that of an effortless one, riddled with smaller moments of tease, more so outlined by their similarities. He wasn’t necessarily sure why Crispin would allow him a chance at friendship when he was somewhat of a socially inept mess, but he was certainly grateful. Brows knitting, he lifted his gaze, “What if you do… Think about it, that’d be really cool! You’d be the tallest person I know.”

{👽—SS } Tilting his head he tried to paint a clear picture in his mind to what the other was speaking about but he couldn't put his finger on it till the mention of books lead him there easily. " Jinam.. Cutie I think you're referring to a Library, they're supposed to be quiet, it helps people concentrate better or some shit like that. I personally think the people who work there just have huge sticks up their asses and didn't want loads of people taking about bullshit where they had to hear it so they made it a quiet environment. " 

Amused by the fact that Jinam continued to ramble on he just listened. It always seemed like the better route, Crispin knew Jinam had tons to say and if no one would listen to it he would take one for the team every time. " I think if I were the tallest person you knew then we'd be stared at often while out in the open with these people. . And we already get stares cause of you being around I think that's enough. I'll just keep my height. "

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ghastlychase:

*&— @crxspin requested a starter!

She pulled her NIMBLE body through the window leading out of a crawl space not expecting anyone to have been standing in the alleyway when she did.   Alice blinked up at the stranger for a few seconds before pulling the rest of her bottom half out of the window and jumping to her feet.   Pale hands dusted off her clothes and then she held a finger to her lips.     ❛ Repeat after me, kid:  you didn’t see ANYTHING. ❜

It was late, later than he wished to be out but he was starving. Usually he'd have food ready for himself the day before but lately he just hadn't felt like or desired to cook at home. There was always something so empty about it so going out was always the best thing to do, it’s just he just hated how crowded it would still be even at these times of the night, people just weren’t his thing and confined places leaving him open to be bumped or touched was rather frightening, so he took his usual shortcut. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary until he heard and stupidly followed the sound of something suspicious happening around the corner. He was never the type to place himself in these type situations but being a dumbass today - he just grew way too curious of what could be around that corner. 

To his surprise it wasn't something small that was going on, not even an animal making racket but instead a female making her way out of somewhere she obviously had no reason to be and he didn't exactly want to know details to. He had started to turn and walk away but the sign of his presence already been caught. Shockingly seeing this didn't surprise him but the fact that it was a woman made him uncomfortable.. He's always had trouble with females and now being in such an awkward spot literally made his skin crawl.  " I-I ... Are you- " failing to form words he felt a small feeling of relief when she stopped the mess spilling from his lips.. least till the words kid left the woman mouth he just couldn’t help himself now. 

" Y-You don't look much older than me, especially crawling through such a small opening.  "

[seouleste]

                                                 Kim ‘ Jinam ‘ Jiwoong | INX                                     semi-au ↻ reblog for a starter ♡ like for a follow           ❝ As the ground vanishes                                                              I wonder –                                                                                    will the sky be the next to fail me ? ❞

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             MOVIE STARTERS VOL.4  ( RESERVOIR DOGS ) ( WARNING : NSFW & OFFENSIVE THEMES )

❛ No way, no way. Tried it once, doesn’t work. ❜

❛ Who cares what your name is? ❜

❛ Fucking forget about it. It’s beneath me. ❜

❛ I’ll move on when I feel like it. ❜

❛ She was okay. She wasn’t anything special. ❜

❛ Hey, you want me to shoot this guy? ❜

❛ I don’t give a good fuck what you know, or don’t know, but I’m gonna torture you anyway, regardless. ❜

❛ You can say anything you want cause I’ve heard it all before. ❜

❛ All you can do is pray for a quick death, which you ain’t gonna get. ❜

❛ Listen, I’m not gonna bullshit you, all right? ❜

❛ That sick fuck! That fucking bastard! ❜

❛ Fuck you! I’m fucking dying here! ❜

❛ You keep talking like a bitch, I’m gonna slap you like a bitch. ❜

❛ I don’t wanna kill anybody. But if you’re standing in my way, one way or the other, you’re getting outta my way. ❜

❛ If I knew what kind of a guy you were I never would’ve agreed to work with you. ❜

❛ I don’t know what you think you know, but you’re wrong. ❜

❛ You’re barking up the wrong tree. ❜

❛ If you shoot this man, you die next. ❜

❛ You really think we were set up? ❜

❛ Let me tell you what ‘Like a Virgin’ is about. It’s all about a girl who digs a guy with a big dick. The entire song. It’s a metaphor for big dicks. ❜

❛ I don’t trust you enough! ❜

❛ Don’t fucking patronise me! ❜

❛ For all I know, you’re the rat. ❜

❛ I’m hungry. Let’s get a taco. ❜

❛ That’s your excuse for going on a kill-crazy rampage? ❜

❛ You don’t need proof when you have instinct! ❜

❛ There’s two ways we can do this job. My way… or the highway. ❜

❛ You wanna fuck with me? I’ll show ya who you’re fuckin’ with! ❜

❛ You’re making a terrible mistake. I’m not gonna let you make it. ❜

❛ Goddamn you. Don’t make me do this. ❜

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              shin woogil. 061295. snuff film enthusiast.

SNUFF FILM:

     an often pornographic genre of film that depicts the actual murder of a person                                      circulated amongst a jaded few for the purpose of entertainment

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                       he PRETENDS that he’s o k a y                (( but you should see him in bed, late at night ))

                        HE’S                     PETRIFIED.

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❝ What did you have to go and do a thing like that for? ❞

ＬＡＢＹＲＩＮＴＨ → meme[ sentence ] : ❝ What did you have to go and do a thing like that for? ❞

— re:🌙 [ @candiedish ]

It was night time, possibly Crispin’s only favorite time of the day to be out in the open. Crispin always  felt a bit braver during these time, and the glow from the moon always made things feel more real like in his dreams, the good ones anyway. He was late, he was late to a thing he had planned with his best friend mainly the reason being because he was too busy admiring the moonlight to even pay attention to all the taxi’s that were stopping and passing him by - he probably had stood there for ten minutes with his arm raised out to signal the passing  vehicles that he needed a lift. It was more ridiculous to them of course when they’d stop and call out to him to get his attention only to have the time wasted , and wasted time they could not do cause time was money to people who drove these taxi’s. Crispin was basically daydreaming, stuck in his thoughts on the side of the rode not even bothering to notice he wasn’t alone until a girl appeared in the corner of his eyes clearing her throat in the same stance as he was. He doesn’t know how or why she was standing so close to him but he didn’t care he was now alert and looking for the next arriving car. He spotted it only a few feet away.

 During the time of his daydreaming he hadn’t known the girl had signaled this specific taxi down and once it arrived she had started for it but him, with his long arms beat her to it, which completely and he hoped even for a second left her in shock. To him she was stealing his ride at first,  it wasn’t until he heard her speak as he slid into the car that he realized what he had done. Sighing to himself not really wanting to be an asshole like he normally would he looked back at the lady to say something, and like always his stuttering followed suit as it did with all females. He just didn’t know how to speak to them. 

“ Y-You can join me and s-split the fee or no… I’ll pay for it. It’s just i-i’m really late and need this. ” with a sincere look on his face he still doesn’t look at her, he really just had hoped she’d understand so that no more time was wasted on his part. 

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“Yes, that’s exactly it!” He confirmed, expression growing bright rather briefly as a tidbit of information slipped into the vicinity of his memory; allowing himself a slow nod, Jinam dared not to question to smile painting across his lips as he spoke, severely taken with his own knowledge of such he hadn’t the slightest experience in. “I read in one of those library books a while back that those with testosterone running dominant throughout their systems stop growing at a later time than the estrogen walkers, but they stop nonetheless.” Goodness, he was proud– that much was evident in his demeanor at the very least. “But you… every time I see you, you’re tal–”

Eyes blown wide, a pair of ebony pupils dilated in offense, “Cooties?” Jinam breathed in physical discontent. “I don’t have those!”

{👽—SS }  He chuckled, it was all he could do after a reaction like that. " I'm glad after all the rambling you finally noticed that I said that and stopped. Though I've got to admit, I find it fascinating that even you know that much about these common people than I do. " He spoke softly towards the end while his eyes drifted elsewhere looking around them, staring at the many oddly shaped people walking around them. He couldn't believe that the people in the sky wanted things to be this diverse. Everyone was just different but all the same inside and there were probably few people who had the same thought process as he and Jinam, especially Jinam. 

He had never met someone so clever and outspoken and even though the male across from him rarely said much... talking with them always made him feel normal, and feeling this way had always been dream he's wanted but for some reason could never reach on his own. " What other facts do you have up there in that brain of yours, maybe if you tell me I'll take back my " cooties ".. maybe anyway. " He smiled and fiddled with the key chain attached to his phone, it was laying flat in the palm of his other hand as a distraction so he wouldn’t be looking up so much, he just left his ears open. 

He didn't want to be taken back by the glow that for some reason he always noticed in his friends eyes, he swore the guy was a living fairy-tale and that these feelings of worth weren't real, things would just fade if he started to get attached - and he couldn’t just risk that till he grew with them more.  “ Also - I’m not that tall, Jinam, but if i couldn’t stop growing I would, I don’t want to become a giant. “ 

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❝ Where you goin’ with a head like that? ❞

ＬＡＢＹＲＩＮＴＨ → meme[ sentence ] : ❝ Where you goin’ with a head like that? ❞

— re:🌙 [ @insanitum ]

Squinting due to the question, he didn't exactly have a clue of what to say. The male was a complete stranger to him and he knew there was nothing wrong with his head - if not mentally of course, his head was just perfectly fine, but decided to go along with it giving his most honest response. " Where am I going? Well to hell if I don't change, isn't that where most people go anyway, especially with a head like this i must be careful, right? " a grin makes it's way to his lips and he nods obviously very pleased with himself at this point.

[nohshinshin]

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A  VERY  DESCRIPTIVE  &  DETAILED  PROFILE  OF  YOUR  MUSE. repost  with  the  information  of  your  muse,  including  headcanons,  etc. when  you’re  done,  tag  other  people  to  do  the  same !

NAME:   Shin Crispin  AGE:  19 95′liner SPECIES:   human GENDER: Non binary. He’s very fluid and you can tell on certain days even with how he dresses. Around certain people he’s maybe even more in your face about it because he can further express himself that way and not feel like he’s to cover it up.  ORIENTATION:   no real preference . Crispin has always been stuck in between of things when growing up, either with how he comes off as a girl or as a boy he’s always felt in the middle. He’s attracted to everyone, but more so people he’s a connection with and can communicate with on personal levels. He feels if you can get him to open up you’re obviously worth getting to know more. But even though he’s attracted to everyone he still suffers from his fear of women and scaring people away, though if the right female came along softer than what he’s thought women to be ( cause of his mother ) he can change. He’s not normal at the least and probably will never find out what the meaning of love is with either sex but it won’t stop him from adapting and learning what true affection is if it’s offered.  PROFESSION:  he’s in school right now to be a graphic designer, he’s always loved the craft of creating thing in ways that most people can not. He also has a website for himself, selling his artwork and sharing his love for ero guro with people who have the same interest as he does as well as offering his work to those needing things designed .  

❀ ᵈ ⋮    PHYSICAL   ASPECTS

BODY TYPE: He’s thin but build at the top having some muscle definition, not much fat on him expect for in the face which attracts people to him cause he’s the face of a child and looks softer than he acts. He’s got a model build about him really even though he doesn’t have the height.  HAIR:  straight black hair, which somewhat past his shoulders framing his face well   EYES:  his eyes are dark almost black   SKIN:  he’s rather pale and it shows differently with the change of weather, his tone tans but he can never seem to get a tan even if he tried.  HEIGHT:  178cm

❀ ᵈ ⋮    FAMILY

SIBLINGS:  no siblings, he was never lucky.  PARENTS:   his father and step father have left the world but his mother is still around, he doesn’t talk about her though so he’d rather claim to have no parents.  CHILDREN: nah son  ANY PETS?:  yes  [ ✓ ]  ||   no  [   ] he has a rat named Mei. His friend was planning on feeding her to their pet snake but Crispin became too fond of the poor rat keeping her as his own. He’s had her since he was 17. 

❀ ᵈ ⋮    LIKES

COLORS:   black, sea blue, orange and creams SMELLS:   lavender, coffe and peppermint/mints  FOOD / DRINKS:  chicken, salmon, tuna, pancakes, meat meat meat, sushi || water, smoothies  ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES?:   yes  [ ✓   ]      ||      rarely      [ ]   ||  no  [    ]  he doens’t drink often but he drinks enough to know what he likes and what he hates.  FAVORITES: Reading, drawing , singing in the shower , observing his surroundings, arcade games, taking photos, having photos taken of himself music and learning new things that involve common folks. 

❀ ᵈ ⋮    OTHER   DETAILS

SMOKES ?: yes  [  ]   ||   no  [ ✓ ]   ||   occasionally  [  ] never even thought about it. DRUGS ?: yes  [  ]   ||   no  [ ✓ ]   ||   occasionally  [   ] once again, s’not crossed his mind. DRIVER LICENSE ?: yes  [  ]   ||   no  [   ✓ ]  only an ID. EVER BEEN ARRESTED ?: yes  [ ✓  ]   ||   no  [  ]   ||   almost/detained  [   ]  he was taken in after the death of his step-father suspected to have killed him instead of his mother, and again for a fight he started with a man on the train after the man publicly harmed an older lady. 

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