MOVING ~
New theme pretty much complete.Â
All of my muses will now be found here at @highstrxngeness. Instead of separate, Iâll be bringing all my muses back to one page.Â

if i look back, i am lost

PR's Tumblrdome
Misplaced Lens Cap
The Stonewall Inn
đ

No title available
Doug Jones
Mike Driver
Aqua Utopiaď˝ćľˇăŽĺşă§č¨ćśăç´Ąă
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open

@theartofmadeline
untitled
Today's Document
Sweet Seals For You, Always

Andulka

Origami Around
No title available

blake kathryn
No title available
YOU ARE THE REASON
seen from United States

seen from Portugal

seen from United States
seen from TĂźrkiye
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Canada
seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom

seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from Venezuela

seen from Bulgaria
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from Philippines
seen from Bangladesh
@crxwfish
MOVING ~
New theme pretty much complete.Â
All of my muses will now be found here at @highstrxngeness. Instead of separate, Iâll be bringing all my muses back to one page.Â
âUsing someoneâs name during a conversation was like a casual caress, like stroking their hair.â
â Harry Mulisch, from The Discovery of Heaven (Penguin Books, 1998)
@bchemianrhapscdy¡:
Michael got a little lost in the kiss. At the taste of the otherâs lips, how perfectly they played along with his. And it was addicting. Yes, he felt the need for air but he was selfish. For once, he didnât think of what would be best for the other, instead what was best for him. And his lips on his was something he didnât want to end right now. He had to continue kissing him. But to his own surprise, and even sadness, Ford pulled away, only a moment later, leaving the other with no words, just staring at him.Â
He wasnât sure what drove him, why he did this to the other. Was Ford hating him right now? Sure, he was kissing him back but that wouldnât mean he wanted what he were doing. No, he felt like he had to apologize. âI-Iâm sorry⌠I didnât mean to lose control like that.â he said, taking a step back but he kept back in place because Ford had his hand placed on his neck, like he didnât want to let go of him.Â
âNo -- no, no... shh...â Ford hushed, quick in his attempt to quell Michaelâs fears. Such alarm didnât sit right with Ford. The hands around the younger manâs neck stayed firm as Ford replaced Michaelâs backstep with his own forward one, again flushing his body against Michaelâs. Pressing their foreheads together, Ford closed his eyes, keeping his voice to a whisper.Â
âMichael, no... donât apologize, mon cher, please.â Moving his hands from Michaelâs neck to his biceps, still solid in his grip from that underlying fear of allowing this moment to slip through his fingers. âI... I donât want to stop, actually...â He said, a sense of guilt weighing heavy on his shoulders. There was a âbutâ in there somewhere; unspoken. He knew Michael was young -- inexperienced, and despite all the bad that lay brewing in Fordâs heart, he wasnât about to take advantage of the man heâd dedicated his eternal soul to.Â
Downton Abbey (2019) dir. Michael Engler
Levan Gelbakhiani by Anka Gujabidze
Source: Bellecs
lucille and thomas
âDirt Devil - Exorcistâ by Florian Maas - CC BY-NC-ND 4.0
I LOVE YOU PHILLIP MORRIS dir. John Requa, Glenn Ficarra
WINTER LIGHT (1963) dir. Ingmar Bergman
the two bad fatigue moods:
gets super emotional, cries over the smallest things, empatheticâ˘, canât handle anything, irritable, overstimulatedâ˘, anxious
canât feel anything, barely able to think, apathicâ˘, canât relate to anything, emptinessâ˘, canât cry, slowâ˘, dissociating
Oh worm itâs me.
Michael âwhen all else fails throw a temper tantrumâ Langdon
cajuncurâ:
She could smell his anxiety like perfume, could sense the hesitation, the tension, in the way he positioned himself in her house. Standing up, ready to bolt for the door. Marion didnât blame him, couldnât rightly hold it against him, but it still stung to see him that wayâŚafraid of her, for the first time.
She took a long sip of tea, licked her lips, and kept her eyes off him, focused on Beau and the movement of her own knobby hand stroking the old dogâs head.
ââŚAhâŚAh donâ râmembah muchâŚ.â
Ford hadnât stopped to think how long heâd reasonably see himself walking around on eggshells with Marion. As of right now, he couldnât put a measure to it. Throughout all of the terrible things Cassidy had done, Ford had found himself quickly forgetting their âdifferencesâ, and compartmentalizing to the best of his ability. Heâd told himself he could do the same with Marion, but it wasnât yet the case.Â
âI suppose thatâs for the best then, yes?â He said absently, not really allowing that to be his final answer as Ford then continued on, dropping both gaze and voice. âYou put me in the cellar...â
Retire Ford and forget the creation of the twins ever existed????