⚠️TW⚠️ @crybaby-1998 - Tumblr Blog

I really feel like im losing. Like I feel so controlled by my trauma, anxiety, depression, disorders and it's overpowering me. It controls my life. Everything in my life. I feel so paralyzed and so fucked up. Why can't I just be normal. How does everyone else make it look so easy. I'm tired, exhausted, really.

I want to kill myself, I'm fed up with life. I'm such a coward that I can't even end my life

fairycosmos

no i’m not lonely yes i tear up when i see random families and friend groups in public. i do it on purpose. i do it for fun. ok

quotemadness

“You think too much because you are seeking for something beautiful inside yourself.”

— Juansen Dizon

thoughtkick

“One of the risks of being quiet is that the other people can fill your silence with their own interpretation: You’re bored. You’re depressed. You’re shy. You’re stuck up. You’re judgmental. When others can’t read us, they write their own story — not always one we choose or that’s true to who we are.”

— Sophia Dembling

thoughtkick

“Keep going. Your hardest times often lead to the greatest moments of your life. Keep going. Tough situations build strong people in the end.”

— Roy T. Bennet, The Light In The Heart

memewhore

omwb1234

Baby, you're so incredibly smart. You amaze me all the time and I am constantly in awe of just how capable you are. It's for exactly that reason that I want to dumb you down for a little while. You're always handling so much, let me help you relax. Focus on how sweet my fingers taste when they're pressed against your tongue. Grind onto my hand while your brain turns to a lovely pink haze. I know you're smart, love, but for right now, I jusr want you to be pretty and dumb for me, okay?