Crying bitch

This is a diary of times when I cry

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10.2.2025

0:35

Crying bcs im so jealous that Romily (girl bestie of my lfbf) is staying at Filips (my ldbf) place. And i feel like he's cheating. But like logically ik that it's not happening. Im just so mad and sad idk, might be period hormones. But like why is she staying over for 2 nights? Like hes my boyfriend, you had the chance to fuck him when you were younger get off of him. I hate it here. I just hate the feeling of knowing that he'll leave me someday. I just dont know what to do. Why do i feel so bad? Why have i been ugly crying for the past 20 minutes in silence.

[crycounter]

5.2.25

Cried bcs i was angry at mom and confronted her about it. She brought me food to work without telling me or asking me beforehand, and also yesterday convinced me to take the car to work even tho i was at busstop already.