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Five days since everything shifted, since the letters, the gifts. Since the moment his face stopped being unfamiliar—and became something I couldn't escape.
I hadn't left the house once. Not for work. Not for air. Not even for something as simple as a walk.
At first, it felt like safety.
Now— It felt like a cage I had locked myself inside. The house was quiet. The kind of silence that settles into the walls and stays there, pressing in from every direction, the kind of silence that ends up being too loud by its presence.
Even the smallest sounds felt amplified. The hum of the fridge. The ticking of the clock. My own breathing. I stood in front of the open refrigerator, staring at the emptiness inside.
Nothing. Obviously, my nonexistent contact with the outside world also led to me running out of food and other necessities.
My voice sounded rough, unused. I hadn't spoken much these past days. There was no one to talk to, I hadn't even called my brother nor anyone except my boss to call in sick.. I feel awful for looking like I don't care, for making it seem like I forget about everyone. But I literally do not have the strength to do anything, even speak, and reaching out nonchalantly after a while might be even worse... I did not know what was the good or bad choice anymore, a solution to anything, a path. I have been stuck.
I closed the fridge slowly, the soft click echoing faintly in the kitchen. I just stood there, staring at the door. Thinking. Calculating. Leaving the house wasn't an option, not anymore. This man could be anywhere, planning God knows what, he knows everything about me... And I know he is everywhere around me, somewhere, in the shadows.
"Fine... I'll order something." I sighed out in defeat. The words felt like a compromise. A few minutes later, I was curled up on the couch, the faint glow of the television flickering across the room. The blanket wrapped tightly around me, tucked beneath my legs, around my arms—like something that could shield me from more than just the cold. The movie played.
Some horror film I had barely paid attention to. Voices echoed, music swelled, scenes shifted. None of it stayed in my mind long enough to matter. My gaze was going through the screen, my eyes unfocused, barely blinking and maintaining any sort of focus to the movie playing in front of me.
My eyes drifted toward the staircase again.
The upper floor sat in darkness, the faint light from below barely reaching the top steps. The shadows there felt thicker—almost tangible, as if something unseen had settled into the corners and refused to leave.
The word lingered longer than it should have.
I didn't want to go up there.
But the thought of leaving it alone—of leaving anything alone in that suffocating quiet—felt worse. The stairs creaked beneath my weight as I climbed, each step letting out a long, tired groan, the wood old and worn from years of use. The sound echoed too loudly in the stillness of the house, stretching farther than it should have, as if the silence itself carried it.
The air grew colder the higher I went. Not the natural kind of cold. Something thinner. Sharper. The hallway greeted me with dimness and stillness. The walls, once a soft neutral shade, now looked dull and lifeless under the weak light spilling from downstairs. Shadows clung to the edges of the ceiling, pooling in the corners like something waiting.
My bedroom door stood slightly ajar, I was sure I had closed it. I stopped, my breath shallow.
"...It's nothing," I muttered, though the words felt like they dissolved before they could even reach the air. I slowly pushed the door open, trying to be as careful as possible, as If I weren't in my own house anymore but exploring instead.
The room was exactly as I left it. And yet—It didn't feel the same. The curtains hung still, the fabric heavy, blocking out what little gray daylight tried to seep through. The bed was untouched, the sheets slightly wrinkled from the night before. The faint scent of fabric softener lingered in the air—familiar, almost comforting.
The doll sat on the chair. Exactly where I had placed it. Its small porcelain face tilted just slightly toward the door.
"...You're coming with me."
My voice sounded quieter now. Thinner.
I stepped closer, the floor creaking softly beneath me, and reached out. My fingers brushed against its arm—the surface smooth, cold, unnaturally so, like something untouched by warmth for far too long. The doll rested in my arms, its weight light but noticeable, its head leaning faintly against my shoulder.
Its glass eyes stared past me.
The descent down the stairs felt faster. The air growing heavier again as I stepped back into the living room, the faint glow of the television flickering against the walls, casting shifting shadows that moved just enough to feel wrong.
I dropped onto the couch, placing the doll beside me.
"There," I muttered under my breath, pulling the blanket tightly around myself again. As if proximity could offer protection. As if it mattered.
The movie continued playing, its distorted audio bleeding softly into the room—distant screams, low murmurs, the kind of background noise that should have been unsettling.
But it wasn't the movie that made my skin prickle. Time stretched. Unnaturally slow. Each passing minute dragging behind it. Every minute of my day felt like an eternity.
The sound tore through the house. I flinched hard, my body jolting upright as the blanket slipped from my shoulders. The echo lingered longer than it should have, bouncing faintly against the walls before dissolving into silence once more. My heart had already begun to race.
"...Pizza," I whispered, though it came out uncertain, I was not great at remembering the most simple things anymore including this. I stood, my legs slightly unsteady beneath me, and moved toward the door. The floorboards creaked softly under each step, the house responding to my movement like it always did—but now it felt louder. The air near the door felt colder.
A faint draft slipping through unseen cracks. I reached for the handle. Paused. Thinking of a couple scenarios that have been destroying my brain these days, before finally opening the door.
A man stood there, his figure framed by the dull gray of the outside world, rain falling softly behind him, blurring the edges of everything beyond. His face was partially obscured by the brim of his cap, shadows swallowing the upper half. He didn't greet me. Didn't move. Didn't breathe—at least not visibly. Like a mannequin.
"Oh—wait, let me get my wallet," I said quickly, stepping back, my voice just slightly strained.
No response. Weird. But I tried not to think too much of it. I turned, walking away, but something in my chest tightened. A quiet, instinctive discomfort that crawled slowly beneath my skin.
"How much is it again, sorry?" I asked, turning back toward him, wallet already in hand.
I stepped closer, the frustration audibly obvious by my tone. The air between us felt wrong. Heavy.
I reached out, my fingers brushing lightly against his shoulder, worried that the man maybe didn't feel the best. In a couple of seconds I managed to imagine him fainting and worse. But he quickly snapped me out of those thoughts, catching me off guard completely.
"I don't think money will be necessary."
Everything inside me froze. Time has stopped In my world, for a brief moment. The goosebumps felt like thousands of spiders crawling all over me, fear was eating me alive. My knees already weak, my mind blank, my eyes screamed the terror my mouth did not dare to voice. He's here.
The word wrapped around me like something eldritch. Something ancient.
Possessive.
My body reacted instantly, my hand slamming against the door as I tried to force it shut—but his foot was already there, lodged between the frame.
"Not today." His voice was softer now, almost amused. The door opened. The wood groaning faintly as it gave in under his pressure.
The staircase screamed beneath my feet as I rushed upward, the sound of my own movements betraying me, echoing violently through the house. My breath came out sharp. Broken. I reached my bedroom, slamming the door behind me, locking it with shaking hands.
"You can't hide from me."
His voice seeped through the door.
My back pressed against the wall as I shook, my hands gripping at my hair, my thoughts unraveling faster than I could hold onto them.
"Open the door." He demanded.
Followed by retreating steps.
I dropped to the floor, crawling quickly toward the bed, the wood cold beneath my palms, my movements frantic but controlled, desperate to remain unheard.
"I just need to hide..." I whispered, though the words barely formed. I slid beneath the bed, pressing myself against the floor, the dust clinging faintly to my skin, the darkness swallowing me whole. Hoping the obvious hiding spot could keep me safe for long enough, until I could dial someone for help.
After a few seconds of me trying to quietly reach my phone and try to make use of these shaking hands, I heard the front door open—and then close with a sharp, echoing slam.
Then—The window. A shift in the air.
My entire body went still at the realization.
The faint creak of movement.
The presence of something entering.
Tears blurred my vision as I pressed my hand against my mouth, holding back every sound, every breath threatening to betray me. His footsteps moved slowly around the room. Unhurried. Patient. Scanning. The bed dipped slightly above me. Then— The fabric lifted. And his face appeared in the darkness. His eyes locked onto mine instantly.
His hand shot forward, gripping me, pulling me out with ease. And everything after that—
Felt like something I could no longer wake up from.
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"Let go of me!" I shouted, my voice cracking under the strain as I struggled against him, my hands pushing, hitting, grasping for anything that might create even the slightest distance between us.
Every movement felt small against him.
He lifted me as if I weighed nothing, hoisting me over his shoulder with disturbing ease. The world tilted violently, my vision spinning as the room twisted out of place—walls, furniture, everything blurring into something unrecognizable.
Already slipping away from me.
His voice dropped, low and controlled, the warmth stripped from it entirely.
Something cold, something absolute—
wrapped around me tighter than his grip ever could.
But because my body understood something my mind refused to accept.
The house dissolved behind us as he carried me outside. The cold air struck my skin sharply, biting through the thin fabric of my clothes, stealing the warmth I had clung to for days.
Above us, the sky stretched endlessly gray—dull, indifferent, as if none of this mattered.
The car door opened, then shut with a heavy, final sound that seemed to echo far longer than it should have. And just like that— I was no longer inside my own home. I didn't fight anymore.
Instead, I stared out the window, my gaze unfocused as the world slid past in smeared streaks of color and shape. Trees bent in the wind. Houses stood still and silent, streetlights flickered faintly in the dimness. All of it familiar. All of it now distant. Gone.
His voice came from right beside me, close enough to make my skin prickle. I flinched instinctively. His hand rose, slow and deliberate, his fingers brushing against my jaw before turning my face toward him. The touch was gentle, and that made it worse.
"You're beautiful." he said with a faint smile. The words settled between us like something inevitable. Something already decided. I said nothing. My throat felt tight, my voice locked somewhere deep inside me, unreachable. His fingers slid into my hair, moving through the strands slowly, almost thoughtfully—like he was memorizing the texture, the shape, the way it fell. Like I was something to be studied. Something to be kept.
I lowered my gaze, biting the inside of my lip, forcing myself to stay still. Not to react. Not to give him anything. A quiet, soft sigh left him, as his arms wrapped around me, pulling me closer, holding me firmly in place against him.
"You're mine now." His voice softened again, dipping into something almost soothing—something that might have been comforting, if it weren't so completely wrong.
"And you're not going anywhere."
I turned my head slightly, just enough to look back out the window. The world continued to move. Unchanged. Unaffected. Tears slipped down my face silently, one after another, warm against my cold skin.
"Why me..." I whispered, the words barely audible, fragile enough to break the moment they left me.
that silence felt heavier than anything he could have said.
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