a pixies digital diary

[cannibalisticswan]

me adding like 30 tags for every post knowint damm well no one gaf

[awkwardbrunettegirl]

Real

[crazyunicornsparkles]

[girlblogherbooks]

⟡ ◟˚✰˳. ℬℯ𝓁𝓁𝒶 𝒮𝓌𝒶𝓃 .⁺⁎˚ ⋆˚.

"I'd never given much thought to how I'd die. But dying in the place of someone I love, seems like a good way to go."

[cherryglittrbomb]

my tt vid

[un1c0rn-g1rl]

STAY SWAG

S uper

W eird

A nd

G ay

[cryingpixiedust]

Why does it take 2 months to lose weight but 2 minutes to gain it like I hate calories

[monrome]

going to crash out so bad if I don't look at least a little bit skinny for the hangout in a few weeks...like it's time to LOCK IN

[vonwantswings]

wdym the more i lose the less i burn

WDYM THE MORE I LOSE THE LESS I BURN

[fawnzquee]

Happy fourth in an anti-trump way

[crazyunicornsparkles]

[cryingpixiedust]

I either spent it on nic or food

[whimsyyangel]

[vonwantswings]

10k steps only burning 230 c@ls has to be some kind of sick joke being played on me

[meluneira]

[cryingpixiedust]

Meaf

[unicornedup]

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧mutuals? i follow back!

[just4g1rlyth1ngs777]

i love getting cute morning texts like ‘your order has been shipped’

[bows-of-satin]

No one tells you that eating disorders don't always arrive like a villain...

No one tells you that eating disorders don't always arrive like a villain.

Sometimes,

they arrive

like a sister.

Everyone says,

"Starving yourself

is bad."

But they don't hear the reply.

"It's the only thing I can still control."

They say,

"You need food."

"Maybe."

"But control is the only thing

that still feels

like hope."

They say,

"You're going

to die."

"Aren't we all?"

"At least this

makes me feel

lighter

than living does."

No one warns you that one day

it becomes

your therapy.

Your crutch.

The first place

your mind seeks

when the world

becomes too much

No one warns you that it starts commentating on your life.

I dropped

a glass.

Just an accident.

The kind

I've always made.

But I hadn't eaten.

In the loving tone that I crave she whispered,

"See?"

"Look how well

you're doing."

"We'll let this one

slide."

Another day,

the same glass.

The same accident.

Only this time,

I'd eaten.

She says in a way I'm all too familiar with, malice wrapped in sticky sweet 'love'

"Look at you."

"I told you."

"You don't deserve

to be forgiven."

" This would have been forgiven if you didn't eat. But you never listen to me"

The glass was never the problem.

It never cared whether I'd eaten.

But eating disorders have a way of turning

ordinary accidents

into evidence

that they were right

all along.