“Can I tell you the truth Dr.Crane?”
Trigger warning: Suicidal mention
Jon had always felt something off about Jervis, the answer was no mystery. It was that’s smile, that consistent smile that never leaves Jervis’s face.
Jon couldn’t make sense of it, ”You’re in a mental asylum, you are clinically insane, almost everyone here thinks you’re annoying and or hates you, so why bother?” Jon finally mustered up the courage to ask Jervis this question. Jervis stared at him for a few moments as if in deep thought, Jon stared back waiting for an answer from his blonde short-stack. Jervis laughed in a playful manner however that manner slowly declined into more sorrowful chuckle.
Jon raised an eyebrow still paying very close attention, “Can I tell you the truth Dr.Crane?” Jon was surprised he hadn’t had ward Jervis refer to him by his Doctor status in a long time, but perhaps that helped him to get his words out. “Yes, go ahead.” Jon sternly stated becoming slightly impatient though still trying to be somewhat compassionate for whatever the hatted fellow before was going to state.
”I’m not as happy as I pretend to be.” Jervis looked at his feet, body slouched, Jon could read the sadness on him like a children’s book. “You see, March Hare...” Jervis’s mind was Slowly descending, into a delusion to aid him in coping, Jon recognised this instantly and immediantely proceeded to snap him out of said delusion.
”Take your time Jervis, I have plenty of time,” Jon attempted to calm him, Jervis sighed, clearly uncomfortable with the situation but he knew that Jon had to know, a time least eventually. “Jon....when I look in the mirror Im surprised it doesn’t shattered, when I eat I mmediately want to barf, sometimes I wish I just didn’t wake up....”
Jon started in awe barely being able to comprehend what he just heard, Jervis? Depressed? Impossible. But Jon ten reminded himself, a condition such as depression can affect anyone, but suddenly everything began to piece together, the obssessiveness, the constant need for affirmation from others, the constant need for affection, all the little things he does are his own little coping strategies ones that have all went overlooked by everyone.
”Jervis...I’m sorry, I should’ve noticed it sooner.” “It’s Alright...you’ve helped a lot...” Jon thought for a moment “Is there anything else that you need to tell me?” “Well...sometimes I look up a Wayne Tower and wonder if jumping off would relieve me of the pain...” “But it wouldn’t.” Jervis merely nodded knowing Jon was correct.
Jon wrapped his arm around Jervis, knowing how much pain he must’ve been in just discussing this. “With everything that happened with your Mother Of Hearts That must’ve made you even worse?” Jervis nodded “Can I go lay down..?” “Of course, want me to join you?” “Please, I don’t think I can be alone right now...”.
Jon scooped up then blond Brit in his arms, taking him to get some rest, Jon told himself that he would make sure to watch Jervis’s behaviours much closer.
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