PRINCESS. (SH)

[csmicwarrior]

i think i am going to take a break from tumblr and will be a low activity account until i can catch up to my drafts. i will still be working on them whenever i find the inspiration to, and i won’t queue them until i get a majority of my things done, but i will primarily be doing discord roleplays for a bit. they’re easier for me to focus on, because i don’t have to be on laptop in order to do things.

so if anyone wants to start anything new, or move our things there, feel free to hit me up and i will give you my handle. i wont be gone from here entirely, but i’ll be more active with more casual things than plot heavy things.

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[csmicwarrior]

I'm making a new blog but .... 👉👈 I no longer have a photo editing program, does ... anyone wanna help me make a avatar/mobile banner, please? 🥺

[csmicwarrior]

Me still looking for the motivation to make a blog to come back.

[csmicwarrior]

Literally the only thing that's stopping me is the fact that I'm yoo lazy to build a blog up again lol

[csmicwarrior]

Me still looking for the motivation to make a blog to come back.

[csmicwarrior]

So, a lot of things have been going on irl, but things ... are finally looking up. The household kicked out our abuser of seven years out of the house, and once she's gone for good ... and all her shit is packed up ... im thinking of archiving this blog and starting new. So, keep an eye put for that!

[csmicwarrior]

So, a lot of things have been going on irl, but things ... are finally looking up. The household kicked out our abuser of seven years out of the house, and once she's gone for good ... and all her shit is packed up ... im thinking of archiving this blog and starting new. So, keep an eye put for that!

[csmicwarrior]

God I wish I had the time and energy to come back. I miss everyone but I have been so tired and too busy to sit down and write.

[inboxedgames]

REQUESTED! by @csmicwarrior All lines are taken from Beth Crowley’s songs. Feel free to change any pronouns / wording & combine lines as desired! CONTENT WARNING: potential mental health mentions

WARRIOR

❝ You fascinated me. ❞

❝ Teach me how to fight, I’ll show you how to win. ❞

❝ You’re my mortal flaw and I’m your fatal sin. ❞

❝ I’ll prove that I am strong. ❞

❝ My memory refused to separate the lies from truth. ❞

❝ Open my eyes, I must be dreaming. ❞

❝ I’ve heard that seeing is believing. ❞

EMPIRE

❝ I can hear the whispers in my sleep. ❞

❝ You claim you trust me. ❞

❝ You think I don’t see the doubt behind your eyes. ❞

❝ It's lonely at the top. ❞

❝ Nobody will ever convince me to stop. ❞

❝ I was born to play this game. ❞

❝ You can say I’ve lost my mind. ❞

MONSTER

❝ But I’m not fine. ❞

❝ If you knew the truth, you’d probably hate me. ❞

❝ I need a fight. ❞

❝ I’ve got you in my sights. ❞

❝ Only one of us will make it out alive. ❞

❝ You’d better run and hide. ❞

❝ My tongue is a weapon and I’m locked and loaded. ❞

❝ I’m merciless. ❞

❝ When will you learn? ❞

❝ I bet you never saw me coming. ❞

❝ You’re just another casualty. ❞

HARD TO KILL

❝ Why do I need friends when I’ve got plenty of enemies? ❞

❝ The world owes me a debt. ❞

❝ Now I’ve come to collect. ❞

❝ So don’t get in my way. ❞

❝ I came up from nothing. ❞

❝ I belong to the city. ❞

❝ Maybe I’m too obsessed with retribution. ❞

❝ I’ve already won the game. ❞

❝ I let the rumors turn me into a legend. ❞

❝ A good myth is hard to kill. ❞

❝ The odds are stacked against me. ❞

I SCARE MYSELF

❝ They say I’m crazy. ❞

❝ The whole world has gone mad. ❞

❝ They think I’m dangerous. ❞

❝ I scare myself with the way I need you. ❞

❝ I’d crawl through hell If it meant I could keep you. ❞

❝ My head is spinning. ❞

❝ You make me feel insane. ❞

❝ There’s nothing left for me to hide. ❞

[csmicwarrior]

adversaryss​.     (     childe.     )

For once, Childe allows her to escape his grasp easily, simply straightening to his full height once more and pressing that same hand to his own chest in a show of decorum.

“Oh, of course, of course,” he says, tone light and airy once more. If it’s a matter she doesn’t want anyone to know about, he’ll act the same as he always does. Let any onlookers draw their own conclusions to what’s being said. “A lady needs her privacy, I understand that much.”

He places a hand on her once more, this time a light touch between her hunched shoulders as he guides her out of the main lobby of the bank and down the hallway. There’s plenty of private spaces outside the public eye, considering the kinds of business the Fatui conduct, so it doesn’t take long to reach one of the empty conference rooms.

Childe opens the door to allow Lumine in first, then closes the door behind them, taking care to lock it with a small key from his pocket as he does.

“How about this then? Private enough for you?” he asks with a small smile, twirling the key between his fingers before slipping it into his breast pocket once more.

꒰ ✶     It could very well be all in her head, but it felt like all eyes were on her—most were polite enough to try and pretend that they weren’t staring as they pass or mingled. Some, however, weren’t as tactful as others. Intentionally or not. Lumine honestly couldn’t blame them, necessarily. She supposed, if the roles were reversed, curiosity would get the best of her.

       But she’s always hated being in the spotlight. Now, more so than usual.

       The woman offered the harbinger a tight smile, bobbing her head up and down as she started forward after him. The way her arms wrapped around herself, to appear smaller than she already was, was unlike her. She was known for being mighty and fierce, despite her size.

       The moment the wooden doors swung shut behind them, Lumine felt the tension in her shoulders relax. A little. Not by much, but it helped being away from watchful eyes. Stopping in the middle of the room, she looked over her shoulders towards Tartaglia before she nodded her head once more.    “        It’s perfect,      “     she responded simply before she leaned against the desk there.

         Head hanging forward, her brows furrowed before she let out a small, bitter laugh.       “     I honestly ... Don’t know where to even begin.      “   ꒱

[csmicwarrior]

OKAY, so i cleaned  out my draft box some and i am going to be here!! tomorrow!! to do drafts since i am off tomorrow! so i hope youre ready for me.

[csmicwarrior]

After some thinking, aside for some of my fatui!lumine threads ... im going to wipe out all of my drafts older than a few weeks and start over. I think the main thing that's keeping me from coming back are the piled up drafts I haven't touched before my move hiatus and it's been stressing me out and killing my motivation to fully be here.

[csmicwarrior]

After some thinking, aside for some of my fatui!lumine threads ... im going to wipe out all of my drafts older than a few weeks and start over. I think the main thing that's keeping me from coming back are the piled up drafts I haven't touched before my move hiatus and it's been stressing me out and killing my motivation to fully be here.

[naughtyandnicerpmemes]

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY/COMMENT, JUST PUBLISH.