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📂 CTRLHOPE : An Internet Archive of BTS fanfiction! Founded by lily ‧₊ 22 ˚ ⋅ she / her

✰ status update : if scientists don’t find a way for me to get jimin pregnant im going to loose it ! ™ ☻ currently in thesis hell </3

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Okay I’m going back to my thesis again #soz for yelling at yall like that I just needed….. I needed a minute…… BC WHAT TFFFFFFF MAN WTF WTF WTFFFFFFFFFFF

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FUCKKKKKKK!!!! FUCK! FUCK!! FUCK!!!

I need to buy a gun.

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Hi I’m still not here I just need to know if jk knows im actually crazy?

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Happy late 420 to those who celebrate toooo !!! 🫶🫶

I, unfortunately, cannot bc the last time I had a gummy, every time I closed my eyes for too long I thought I was in the cannibal woods with the yellowjacket girlies 🫶 it was horrible and I greened bad 🫶 yall stay safe out there

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Mama are you alive and kicking

hello yes i am unforch 😔😔😔i am just currently in thesis hell 😔 and have had no time to do anything but work on it bc were coming down to the wire in terms of due date/ presentation date 😔 so unfortunately most of my time has been dedicated to it and i hate ittttttttt i just want to be graduated already :<<<<<

slowly whenever i have time i have been working on the new chapter though!! i don't have a firm date for it yet, but i imagine it'll be done by the 15th of May <33 so sorry about the wait for it :<< legit like, as soon as i get all the major things done with my thesis, i'm locking myself in writing hell to finish it bc im TIREDDDDD of not being able to go to my little bit of escape aka over here and my little summer rain world DDD:

anyway tldr being a stem girly and trying to get papers published is a NIGHTMARE but i love the little critters so its worth it iggggg <///3 i miss summer rain and am currently working on the new chapter though!! i prommie <33 the sr guys are helping me get through LMAOOOO

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For the wip, dw if it doesnt bring anything up but i love they way you write him and who knows this could hit a spider jimin memory 👀🥰 i'll leave the status

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OOOO!!! Okay, so it's actually crazy bc for the bts member who I have the most completed fics of, I actually have the least number of like,, written wips for him LMAO!! I guess that means my success rate for completing his fics is THROUGHHH THE ROOF!!! Like the only unfinished ones I have for him are one where he is a side character and heavily flirts with the reader, and another that I'm going to reply to another ask I got with lolol!!

I do have one SCRUMPTIOUS idea planned for him though.... like finger licking good type shit GODDDDDDD I need to write it so bad you don't even understand. As an omega x omega TRUTHER!!!! I need to write it cause GOODDD Arirang Jimin is scraping at the corner of my brain... long blonde hair... FUCK!!!!

But essentially, the concept is Omega popstar Jimin, angel on stage known for his heavenly voice, every alphas wet dream, absolute pr nightmare off. He hates alphas to his core, doesn't keep it a secret either-- every other week he's in a scandal for cussing one out trying to get close to him/ court him. Yells at paparazzi, is at every new club opening in the town, new dating rumors practically every day. To the media and his company, he's a nightmare diva; to his fans, he's just doing what omega's should have been a long time ago by standing up for himself against all the alphas that try to drag him down.

He truly hates their guts-- alphas that is. What he doesn't hate? What he keeps secret from the rest of the world? His real heart and soul? His perfect omega who has been with him through everything? You. Perfect you who is not known to the public, who lives a humble life working at a cafe part time (only out of boredom, obviously, Jimin provides you with everything you need financially). Who is always there to hold and support the grump when all his walls fall and he comes home, just wanting to hold you in your nest together.

You, who he is so disgustingly in love with, he would tear the whole industry apart if anyone from it ever made you frown. His sweetest sugar cookie in the world :(( (You tease him about it, he grumbles but doesn't argue back.)

So... what exactly is he to do then when one of your co-workers just happens to mention that one (or maybe a few? they aren't quite sure) alphas have started hanging around the cafe during your shift? What is he supposed to do when he goes to the cafe to see for himself only to realise he recognises the scent of the man in the baseball cap and mask?

GOD IM FUCKING OBSESSED WITH HIM MANNNNNNNNNNNNNN IM GONNA WRITE THIS SOME DAY MARK MY WORKS I SWEARRRRRR ITS JUST A CONCEPT RN BUT JUST KNOWWWWWWW HES ITCHING AT MY BRAIN EVERY TIME I SEE THAT JIMIN WITH LONG BLONDE HAIR MAN FUCK ME FUCKKKKKKKK!!!!!

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Hooligan mv jimin is this exact Jimin btw.

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Ahem. I have taken a nap, done a pilates class, and returned to nature. Idk who that was this morning but it was NOT 🙅‍♀️ me I swear. I was out touching trees and being a beautiful child of this earth ☺️

Anyway for entirely unrelated reasons!!! Here’s a Taehyung wip <3333

cw. Tae x f reader, oral (f.receiving), implied “enemies” (rivals?) to lovers, implied best friends brother, spit, pussy slapping, taehyung is a tease <3

The soft, gentle click of his lips as they remove themselves from your clit has your thighs shaking from unsuccessful restraint. Your hips still at a little pitch, hardly settled from their haphazard, uncomplacent bucking.

“Mmm…” His voice is drawn out, husky like it always is when he’s indulging in something he shouldn’t. Acting like he has all the time in the world, like the planets simply just revolve around him. “Feels good, huh?”

Your eyes trace his face– his blown out pupils, the red swell of his lips. The pink of his tongue as it comes out to lick some of your slick from them, air huffing just slightly from his mouth as he savours the taste.

… Maybe the world does just revolve around him. Maybe that’s why you’re lucky enough that no one's caught onto your little escapades yet– because he’s the universe's favourite.

Your hips jerk upwards again at the thought. You ignore it.

“Shut up.” You groan out, lower body wiggling in annoyance. “Can’t you just fucking– Ah!”

Did he seriously just slap your thigh?!

Your eyes pinch, cheeks feeling like they’re heating up for a different reason entirely, “What the fuck was that for you dickhead?!”

“Shhh… shhh shhh…” And now he’s cooing at you?! Oh! Oh! You know what?! You know what?! You’re never going to let him fuck you again! Ever!!

His biceps flex, fingertips digging into the plush of your thighs. Arms winding just a little bit closer to himself as he pulls you in, as he shuffles himself a little on his tummy, eyes never leaving the saliva and arousal covering your slightly parted folds.

While your thighs stay propped up on his forearms, cunt nice and pretty for him to view, his cock pinned to the bed– you know it’s leaking, it has to be. There has to be a stain on the front of his sweatpants. You can’t be the only one going insane. You refuse to accept it.

With your legs higher up, he finally has use of his hands once again. His pointer and middle slowly moving over your pelvis, only ending their feather light search once they’ve reached the top of your lips. Slowly– too slowly– moving downwards, middle finger giving your clit gentle taps, lilting rolls before his pointer joins in once again. The two fingers parting, spreading you open. Letting him get a look at how desperate of a little thing you are properly.

“Hmmm…pussy looks like she likes me…” You hear the slight chuckle in his tone– it makes you want to slap him. You should– it would fucking serve him right for–

The crest of his jaw rolls, the muscle flexing as he gathers something on his tongue. A little gust of air causing something warm and wet to land right against your clit, your back curling as the only response your brain can provide. Your back arching the other way as he gives a sharp slap against your sore, used clit.

“Ah!” Your eyes are wide as you look down at him, brain scattered as the pain conflicts with the pleasure. As it conflicts with all this slow, drawn out teasing. Your breath panting as his fingers take their turn slowly running between you once again, spreading his spit. His mess all around you. His fingertips just barely fucking dipping into your hole when he gets close enough before moving away once more.

“You think she likes me? Need to impress her, don’t I?”Those dark, half-lidded eyes stare at you. Testing. Waiting. His tongue once again rolling against his bottom lip like he’s taunting you.

He fucking is.

Your body’s reaction is instant. Your hands automatically tugging his hair, forcing his face back into your poor, begging cunt. Your back already arching the second he groans against you, entirely too enamoured with the taste.

“Shut the fuck up.” You try to say it with some sort of conviction, but it breaks off into a moan even then.

…After this time… yeah… you’re never going to let him fuck you again after this time. For sure. Totally. Never again.

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EVERYONE GO HOME THE TOUR IS CANCELLED!!!! GO HOME!!!!! I CANT TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS GO HOME!!!!! IM SO SICK

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🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣🤣😂🤣🤣Yall omg this is so crazy 🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣 what a silly guy 😂🤣😂😂🤣🤣😂🤣🤣😂 he’s soooo funny 😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣🤣😂😂🤣😂man who even posted this video fr 😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣🤣😂🤣🤣😂😂🤣😂 can’t believe whoever this ctrlhope is why would they put this on my dash 😂🤣😂🤣🤣😂😂🤣😂😂🤣🤣😂🤣🤣🤣😂🤣🤣why would they make it 2 hours long like that’s crazy 😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣🤣😂🤣🤣😂who even is this taehyung guy 🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😞🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣

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EVERYONE GO HOME THE TOUR IS CANCELLED!!!! GO HOME!!!!! I CANT TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS GO HOME!!!!! IM SO SICK

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THATS SOOOO FUNNY OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

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Taehyung. Taehyung is going to be a problem.

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…………………

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Jimin whining like a dog while acting like a complete brat during the wired interview…… I need a moment…….

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HOOLIGAN MVVVVV ?!?!?!?!???

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Speaking #mytruth but no one understands the beta jungkook agenda 💔💔

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Everyone look at my bcd layout RN ITS SOOOO SEXY GODDDDDDDDD