not enough to go around

it feels like my language skills are deteriorating 🤔

Is there Any Way to perhaps mitigate this.. I Dont really want This to be forever. Thinking has felt like digging through haystacks And Ive managed to have some Incredible "WORD PULLS" When trying to speak. I dont even remember which one it was Z oriented for sures

i want to go outside and take candid pictures of my item

it feels like my language skills are deteriorating 🤔

>intense migraine and headpressure relieve into extreme dizziness >

too sick to smoke even one(1) cigarette.. im washed up..

makes sense

#⛐ palindrome #i thought i was crazy!!!! and within 5 minutes a fear ive had since kindergarten was proven to be real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#there is no escape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eating my secret oatmeal trying not to think about todays events

inside-fishs-mouth

Fastest turnaround from hearing my voice and letting me make a profile though so Lilac is improving

I just realized that all my offline code work for my neocities was wiped away.starts bleeding everywhere

#⛐ milly

I can't tell if the pain im experiencing right now is "new" or if It's just been more noticeable as of late.

#⛐ palindrome #my ribs been out of place for a week and i cant fix it and everyone in this house got the stomach flu #and my body just hurts #And i just burshed my teeth for 15 whole minutes #whatever

Slight lull in motion. do i use this time to work on my neocities... i want to make a whole new one. i need to reinstall my programs.

#⛐ palindrome #im waiting on responses from applications. and i cant leave right now. so i feel less guilt about using my time on this

I am sick + going to die

#I think part of this is food poisoning.. from the poison 😿#⛐ milly

I do want to be more social...

I Think I am finally Able To sleep after 30 hours of Not.! I Hope! Please!

Vaguely Related, I Think it's Funny (kind of) how I Believe, All?, of the People who Had Great grand impact on me Age 11-15, Be it Friends or Enemies, Have No recollection of me. At least none that Comes to their Minds. Thankfully There's physically evidence of Me Being there but I still Worry that I've Developed false memories Of These people, somehow.

I Was kind of a Bystander To most things Online Back then, It Wasn't even that I Was a "Lurker" I was Just Very ? Faint ? Like attempting to Remember Every Fish in a School of them.

Okay I got really ( ) Off track from What I was originally going to Write. I Really enjoy archival work Of artists and Musicians and being able To Participate and Hold Up archives Is Fun