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ig- cupidb0yy | Anti-Social Wizard

[nixscriptum]

[cupidb0yy]

My fire isn’t just my shield anymore, it’s a spotlight only I can control.

[melonramune]

2026-03-24

[gengario]

staying up really late is comforting. the world stops expecting things from you. it’s just quiet for a while.

[mournfulroses]

Jane Hirshfield, from a poem titled "To Drink," featured in The Asking: New and Selected Poems

[waterbottle-official]

Keep your friends close and your mutuals inside you.

[cupidb0yy]

I’m such an Aries, literally gave permission to my friend today that we can always fight it out anytime he wants if he ever has a problem with me.

[uss0]

my biggest red flag is that i’m always subconsciously prepared to spend the rest of my life alone.

[licentiouslip-deactivated202208]

[pynkshawtt]

[cupidb0yy]

I can’t tell if I have bpd or just a very very very short fuse for delays and bullshit

[my-dailydreams]

[intairnwetrust]

If I won the lottery I wouldn't tell anyone, but there would be signs.

[cupidb0yy]

When people try to get into a relationship with me, it makes me feel like Rapunzel—but not the fairytale kind.

Imagine being chosen because you were radiant, wild, full of light—someone whose spirit climbed out of towers long before they were rescued.

But instead of being celebrated, you’re kept hidden.

They loved your fire, but now they fear it.

They don’t want to share the magic they found in you—so they lock it away.

No posts, no parties, no world beyond the walls they build.

They wanted the sparkle, but only if it stayed in the dark.

Theirs a reason why I enjoy my solitude over anything else.

[vee-dmsr]

[junkfoodcinemas]

Don't Look Up (2021) dir. Adam McKay

[karlvsn-deactivated20240312-dea]