Exploring Existence Across Dimensions ;)

Your guide to my perceptions of the universe.

[curiousanomaly]

Welcome to this odd little blog in this deep blue sea!

Here I talk about my spirit spouse, family, and my journey through this strange life.

There may be some weird and silly sounding things here, but that’s life isn’t it?

• You can call me, Curious.

• I am spoused to an interesting being who seems to be extremely similar to a character portrayed on tv.

Now I don’t believe they are the same being. There are a lot of key differences between them. But there are also some similarities.

We have been together for 10 years now. We have had many ups and downs, but again... c'est la vie.

This blog is mainly for myself to keep record of things. And partially to be around in case people have similar experiences.

• Over 18 but will try to use proper tags and warnings if I need to censor myself.

• Not affiliated with any religious groups online or offline.

• These are my personal experiences and beliefs

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I was on the sky bus for a trip. I'm pretty certain Doc was messing with the person sitting to the left of me.

I was originally just going to watch random yt vids when I had a thought of "Hey why don't you watch some Dr who?" And I'm usually always down for that so I did. Later in my peripheral I see the person next to me do a double take. Which I kind of shrugged off.

When the episode had ended the fight was nearing the end as well so I thought maybe I'll listen to music for the last leg of it. And a "why don't you listen to that new playlist you made?" Great idea.

This playlist has ELO in it. When a song by them came on that person physically jumped next to me. Which made me take more notice.

After the flight ended the person told me about how they watched that episode air on tv. Anyways it was a fun little happening. (It was a 3rd Dr ep)

And after thinking about it for awhile I'm pretty sure it was Doc suggesting those things.

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I realized half the reason why this blog was so overly personal is cos I literally just copy/pasted everything from my journal without editing. Or even looking it over.

Lol oops.

I went back and made a few things private but I may undo that and just tag them. I do want to keep all this sort of info available.

I've been struggling with the fear of being mocked n trolled on here about this for yeaaarrrsss. But it hasn't happened to me so idek what I'm worried about.

Anyway, I be doubting the Doctor even likes me again.

Which is like the usual brain drama.

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Been on a trip and for most of it Ive only felt Doc around 3 or 4 times.

Then today we went to an arcade and suddenly someone is watching over my shoulder each time I play.

Although I think we did play Pac-Man together. I was oddly good at it. When usually I am the WORST at it.

But playing all these games had me so hype. They had donkey kong country, duck hunt, dig dug, galaga, toooons of pinball machines, and racing games. Which we finished with.

I am honestly not much of a gamer but I had so much fun.

Maybe i should get a classic pacman for Doc to play 🤔

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Said goodnight and he gave me a forehead kiss.

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Realizing I've never heard his hearts beat too clearly,, so I asked the Doctor what that would sound like. Or even feel like. He explained it like a song with faster paced drums. As opposed to slower singular one. Kinda. Or simply a song with two drummers rather than one.

Anyway now I'm on a mission to find music that he can tell me sounds similar.

It came up because I was questioning if you could even tell if someone had two hearts based off their pulse. Like idek.

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I connected with Doc some time ago. Like a mental link. When I have gotten depressed or he's gotten grumpy I've closed it off..but two or three months ago I reopened it. And I think he's been also helping me focus on other things and distract me pretty well. I've been hearing him decently. Still trying to remember the telepathic sort of stuff he does that I miss often.

Anyway lately there's been many times when I'm at work and it's chaos, and usually I get stressed out and worked up with the chaos.

But lately I've been vibing. Everyone today seemed to be pissed off or upset. But I was pretty focused on just getting stuff done.

Usually that ends up messing with me a lot more. It's like a completely different feeling for me now. I also feel accomplished for today that's rare?

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Theres this tarot card reader on YouTube whos been scary accurate lately for me.

I usually listen to her to fall asleep to cos she has a nice voice and I just pass TF out it's so good.

But sometimes it takes a bit and I hear things and one of the things was a fucking car wreck. And I was like no yaint gonna happen to me.

It was while we were in my friend's car. He was driving. And we got hit and they drove off.

She's White Feather Tarot on yt. The one I'm listening to RN is pretty accurate but its for next month and sounds like it was this past month LOL

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Realized he's been playing with my thoughts sort of for a while and Ive been misinterpreting it a little.

Sort of like improv with someone.... More like playing off of I should say.

I was imagining a mallet for some reason I /do not/remember. Just sitting upright in the air.

It fell on Doc, he flinched.

I was like 'ohmygod I didn't mean to do that I'm so sorry!' And he, I think*, laughed at me.

I have worried about this sort of thing before. I.e. accidentally somehow hurting him with my thoughts. Without even putting energy or anything other than imagination into things. I blame intrusive thoughts.

Him flinching does not help.

This would've been resolved much sooner had SOMEONE communicated he does that.

"I thought you realized before!"

*am fairly certain even though it seemed he tried to hide it.

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I should mention that I did not intentionally imagine it falling on him, it was like an intrusive thought. My intention was to stop thinking about said mallet after visualizing it. I don't remember if there was a break in between when I originally envisioned it and when it fell. I'll have to keep an eye on that next time.

Sad as it is, I'm not always thinking about Doc... so that was really random. And also a nudge of oh hey you're here!!

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Realized he's been playing with my thoughts sort of for a while and Ive been misinterpreting it a little.

Sort of like improv with someone.... More like playing off of I should say.

I was imagining a mallet for some reason I /do not/remember. Just sitting upright in the air.

It fell on Doc, he flinched.

I was like 'ohmygod I didn't mean to do that I'm so sorry!' And he, I think*, laughed at me.

I have worried about this sort of thing before. I.e. accidentally somehow hurting him with my thoughts. Without even putting energy or anything other than imagination into things. I blame intrusive thoughts.

Him flinching does not help.

This would've been resolved much sooner had SOMEONE communicated he does that.

"I thought you realized before!"

*am fairly certain even though it seemed he tried to hide it.

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Jokes about being a Demon in bed only to then pass out immediately three nights in a row.

A demon of sloth maybe >:p

[petaltexturedskies]

Frances Hodgson Burnett, The Secret Garden

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Convo this morning:

You were in my dream?!

"I remember holding you..."

Now that I think about it I did jump on you for a piggy back ride.....

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Also he was petting my hair when we were cuddling last night that was nice. And I felt it. No channeling.

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Convo this morning:

You were in my dream?!

"I remember holding you..."

Now that I think about it I did jump on you for a piggy back ride.....

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Me, half joking:

If you have any influence over the show you could just make one of your incarnations look like a previous person you were in a relationship with and then I'd be less insecure about it cos they are you. UwU

Doc: ...

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Been having a really good couple weeks lately. Feeling Doc pretty solidly, as well as channeling. He's been channeling with me at work a bit more too.

Its been nice to have him around more. I really do love him.

I was thinking about one of the clearest times I've heard him, also one of the first times... His voice was so clear. Really nice to hear. He talked me down from a panic attack. I was full on hyperventilating. It was rough.

He told me to breathe and then began to count. I unfortunately don't remember the exact breathing method he used. But it was similar to the box method. His was like: inhale 3 or so seconds and then exhale.

He kept counting with me till my breathing calmed down and I fell asleep.

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It is so reassuring to have Doc tease me all day about something or other. Then when C comes over, he then does the thing Doc was teasing me about. While channeling.

The thing C has no idea bout cos I haven't said anything to him about it. I've been keeping quiet to him about channeling things to see what he notices or if he will say anything.

mostly he just says when he notices he's channeling but sometimes it's not for a while after I've already noticed lol.

I.e. I was teasing Doc about giving me a back massage since he hasn't. And he went n channeled and then gave me one. I didn't ask or anything so that was nice.

I asked Doc how often he channels, he told me he's always channeling. So far it seems he does often.

I also asked him what it was like channeling with me vs with C and he said since we are different people it's different. Which is interesting. And vague as hell haha.