Hell & Home

Im scratching at my skin to take my mind off the absence we’ve created. The lines blur together like the veins in my arm, i wish i wasnt so alone. Youre the difference between hell & home. F | 26 | MDNI | SW: 120kg | CW: 70.9kg | GW: 55kg

[curiouscloudvandal1]

Hey everyone,. Ive been termed once again, previous accounts: absencecreated or curious cloudvandal.

i made this blog as a space for me to express emotions and process feelings. it’s not for tips, competition, or anything harmful.

MDNI - minor do not engage.

Disclaimer!!! I believe in recovery and support anyone working toward it. if you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out to a doctor, therapist, or helpline. in AU call Lifeline 13 11 14, in US/Canada call/text 988, UK call Samaritans 116 123.

you’re not alone 💙

Stats are as follows:

SW as of 2025: 120kg

CW as of June 11th: 70.4kg

GW: 55kg

LW: 36.5kg

[swan-moonlight]

i wish i didn’t eat today

[tnydoli]

collarbones <3

[gehaltlos]

[exctqsy]

jedyne co sie oatatnio pozytywnie zmienia to waga paradoksalnie czuje sie jak gruba kurwa coraz bardziej 🥳

[fairycosmos]

i really don’t have the time to be the way i am

[animeangelfromheaven]

-20lbs

-20lbs

-20lbs

-20lbs

[angel-lennon-222]

you can take the girl out of the eating disorder

but you can’t take the eating disorder out of the girl

[alwayshungrys-world]

Don’t you want this?

[kosmogrl]

[jo-meets-ana]

[eearth-deactivated20180601]

me, when literally anything happens: maybe it’s a sign 

[latehourss]

the best preworkout is just self hatred

[schwezeirkase]

I lowkey miss when i was at my peak in @4@

[curiouscloudvandal1]

Progre$s but yet it still feels like not enough

[4nacupc4ke]

How to drop 20 pounds no glue no borax

[piratepope]

I wish i was so skinny i could just cease to exist.