Shifting is pissing me off and it makes me wanna take a break... like a full on cold turkey. try not to think about shifting, dont be on shifttok shiftblr. trying to shift, all that shit. the text below is gonna be a vent, youre probably not gonna read it and i dont care if you do, i just need to get it out of my system.
ive been on my shifting journey since december of 2020 and shifted for the first time in the beginning of 2022 and last time i shifted was early 2024.
every single time ive shifted its been an accident. "how does that work" well ill tell you. every single time ive shifted i did nothing before hand, at least not anything that was shifting related. all i did was go to bed an then somehow randomly i shifted to a random reality each time this happened. ive shifted maybe a handful of time and with the collection of 20-30 minutes spend in other realities.
lately all Ive been doing is trying to get memories of my dr self to feel more connected which makes me feel like itll be easier to shift there bc i feel like i know that me more.
i dont really try anything shifting related, a lot. like i dont try to shift often, i dont try and get memories often. i do it maybe once a week. but i feel like all ive done for like months is getting memories, and ive been successful, cause it comes easy to me.
but what is pissing me off is that ive tried methods, they didnt make me shift. ive tried listening to subliminals, they didnt make me shift. ive tried saying affirmations, they didnt work...
every single time ive tried, it hasnt worked...
the worst part of it all is that, i dont even know what made me shift bc the only thing all of my shifts had in common was that i fell asleep... i didnt do any prep before hand.
so i dont know that special mindset i should be in, in order to shift, and its pissing me off because i dont know what it is or how to figure it out and obviously how to solve it.
me keeping on trying and failing pisses me off
me taking a break from shifting makes me sad.
i dont know what to do anymore...
we know jackshit about shifting. so how am i supposed to figure out how i shift? every single thing we have learned is either learned from personal experiences or from someone else, and that someone else might be lying, or whatever they did might not work on me, and as we know, others have said that sometimes they just dont shift and they dont know why bc they do the same thing they did when they shifted successfully. everyones experiences are different when it comes to anything shifting related. so how am i supposed to know what will make me shift when theres a possibility that no one knows yet. im not that smart. im not fucking... Albert Einstein figuring out the fucking "=mc2" thing im not the guy who invented the telephone or discovered gravity. im just not that guy and i probably never will. so why am i even trying when theres a possibility that itll take another 30 years to figure out.
it pisses me off to the point where i wanna cry (at least right now but thats only because im emotional right now and in a mood, in like 8-9 hours im gonna wake up and probably be embarrassed that i put this out for everyone on tumblr to see...
i just wanna be with the people that i love and it frustrates me why its taking at minimum 5 years...












