one step closer:

I'm one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break.

[cursedbeater]

(( I HAVEN'T BEEN ACTIVE FOR WEEKS, SUCKS FOR ME. AND NOW I OFFICIALLY LOATHE PHYSICS ODG. ))

[his-kyoudai]

Hope's Peak Academy: High School of Mutual Dating

All along…we were wrong. The school was actually meant for finding your true love and getting with them. It wasn’t about killing at all! Damn…I wish Monobear would have cleared that up better from the beginning. Think of how much trouble we could have saved ourselves…

[izayalogy-blog]

☣ AOD MEME SUNDAY! ☣

☢Headcanons - Send a word and the mun will write our a response of how it relates to their character. ☢Truth or Dare - We all know how this one works, don’t just overrun it with dares! There’s a truth part to it y’know! ☢Ask My Character/Mun - Ask the character anything, they are even allowed to break the fourth wall. Even send questions to the mun, this can help to know them better! ☢Drabbles -Give the muse a prompt and they may write a short drabble on it. ☢Dandelion- What is an embarrassing nickname you have? ☢Tulip- Would you rather have eternal wealth, beauty or intelligence? ☢Sunflower- Do you have any scars on your body you wish you didn’t? If not, are there any scars you’d never want? ☢Lavender- What do you smell like? ☢Carnation- What is a habit you find disgusting? ☢Rose- Favorite place to hang around in the school? ☢Nerine- What are your top five wishes or goals? ☢Caspia- Free Question

[cursedbeater]

intro | open

  A murderer. I never dwelled on becoming one. It was something I believe is inhumane. Nobody ever has the right to decide whether someone deserves to continue on living or not. It was the last thing I ever wanted to be.

   Murder just didn’t come to me, with killing people first-hand. Oh no, It was something way despicably worse. I’ve paid the price for hiding my one true color, afraid of being judged, excluded. Because of that, I’ve earned an unwanted front row seat to their untimely demise.

 I let out a hugely depressing sigh while falling down to this uncomfortable sack that seemed to be a bed. I asked myself with cold uncertainty, “Is this really the place for me? A murderer?” I admit, most people wouldn’t even recognize me as such. They would have probably told me that it wasn’t my fault, I’m over thinking it, and what’s done is done. It took a toll on me. It was my fault. Every single inch of it. I was overthinking it. I could never forget it.

   I closed my eyes. What’s done really is done. I could either move on, or choose to follow on the path I think I was destined to be on. I moved on. I will change my destiny, overwrite what’s written in my stars. I will always protect the people dear to me, with every bit of my willpower. I will protect them even if it means killing for them.

“I need to get some sleep. I’ve had enough of thinking for one day.”

[rita-anon-blog]

Rita sighed as she overheard a boy talking to himself nearby. The guy seemed kind of homely or something, but she just couldn’t tell. Either way, he was near where she was studying information on the school, so his talk was slightly annoying the tsundere.  "If you want to become a murderer, that’s you’re business, but don’t go around talking about stupid things like that out loud. Do you even comprehend how suspicious you sound? Honestly!" She closed her notebook, of which she previously had been writing in, to give the boy an annoyed glare.  "If you don’t want to be a murderer, then don’t do it! If you don’t want to seem suspicious, then don’t go around talking to yourself about the pros and cons. It’s that simple! ….Geez, I am SURROUNDED by morons, aren’t I?" 

[cursedbeater]

Kazuto noticed the girl who seemed a bit annoyed by what she overheard from him. He stood up,looked at her with his seemingly unamused eyes, and gave out a loud yet subtle sigh.

Someone noticed him talking to himself. That hardly ever happens even if that's all he does, which is undeniably inconspicuous. He never had any friends in this school. Could she be a friend to him, or another wall in his path to block him?

"You know, you could have just ignored me, and second, I didn't ask for your opinion. Is it that wrong to voice out my thoughts to myself?

I have no plans of becoming a murderer, anytime soon. If ever I do, expect nothing from me, but a swift and painful death for all those who come into my way." 

[cursedbeater]

(( too much stress of being a senior ;~; ))

[cursedbeater]

/sulks in a corner

[cursedbeater]

a-any..one... star--ter... ple---ase.....

[cursedbeater]

((dropping by because lol here at school's computer lab))

[cursedbeater]

(( I want to make friends,and add them on skype but I'm just that socially awkward))

[cursedbeater]

((introduction time!

Hi, my name is Sylvester. I'm Asian! Besides Kazuto, I also rp Hiraga Saito from Zero No Tsukaima, both of which I'm terribly inexperienced at in the moment so forgive me ;~; follow me on twitter! @fob936! skype is also fob936! add me up! let's be friends please c: ))

[cursedbeater]

"Prom, huh?"

"Guess I won't be going, then."

[cursedbeater]

“Is that so?” he says, as he slightly sighs. 

”.. It’s seem like you’ve had a lot of experience with that. Why is that so?”

[shslmysterious]

Shrugs. “People tend to let other people down. Stick to yourself. In this school of killing, you are the only person you can really trust.”

[cursedbeater]

"So I've heard.Though, there's one thing I've learned way back."

"There's a limit on what you can do all by yourself, and I'd rather trust and regret than doubt and regret."

[cursedbeater]

“I guess I’ve seen a lot of people now since I was able to scour the whole campus. Do I make friends?” He shrugs. 

[shslmysterious]

“Good question. In my experience, friends are overrated.”

[cursedbeater]

"Is that so?" he says, as he slightly sighs. 

".. It's seem like you've had a lot of experience with that. Why is that so?"

[cursedbeater]

"I guess I've seen a lot of people now since I was able to scour the whole campus. Do I make friends?" He shrugs. 

[cursedbeater]

"I haven't made any friends. Would I stay like this? Maybe it'd be for the best. I don't want to cause them any trouble."

"But even though, I shouldn't be just lying here all day. Maybe it'd be fun to explore the campus, to get fresh air and all."

[cursedbeater]

((I hope it's good enough.))

[cursedbeater]

intro | open

  A murderer. I never dwelled on becoming one. It was something I believe is inhumane. Nobody ever has the right to decide whether someone deserves to continue on living or not. It was the last thing I ever wanted to be.

   Murder just didn’t come to me, with killing people first-hand. Oh no, It was something way despicably worse. I’ve paid the price for hiding my one true color, afraid of being judged, excluded. Because of that, I’ve earned an unwanted front row seat to their untimely demise.

 I let out a hugely depressing sigh while falling down to this uncomfortable sack that seemed to be a bed. I asked myself with cold uncertainty, “Is this really the place for me? A murderer?” I admit, most people wouldn’t even recognize me as such. They would have probably told me that it wasn’t my fault, I’m over thinking it, and what’s done is done. It took a toll on me. It was my fault. Every single inch of it. I was overthinking it. I could never forget it.

   I closed my eyes. What’s done really is done. I could either move on, or choose to follow on the path I think I was destined to be on. I moved on. I will change my destiny, overwrite what’s written in my stars. I will always protect the people dear to me, with every bit of my willpower. I will protect them even if it means killing for them.

“I need to get some sleep. I’ve had enough of thinking for one day.”