ᵍᶦᶠᵗ // curse

i understand that your tender heart feels so tired, so overwhelmed by the heaviness of life here. you don't understand how people can be so mean, so cruel, so vindictive and so angry. but even moreso, you just don't understand why everyone expects you to also be that way. it's just not in your nature... ( independent original character. penned by rae. private and selective. mutuals only. please read pages before interaction. this blog is on an indefinite semi hiatus w/ periods of really low activity. )

[gentleruin]

cursedempathy‌:

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

i’ll be on @endfights and then also probably bringing back @magictaint​ and potentially another. damagemade is on an indefinite hiatus until i figure out why i hate it. thank you for your patience.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[tatteredfur]

and  i  watched  the  world  fall  //  and  i  rebuilt  it  piece  by  piece                                                credit.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

okay, so here’s the deal:

when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focus on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, i’ve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.  and because of this, no one is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like i’m so far away and i’m not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, it’s who i am. i’m a writer.

so!!! i’ve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, i’m still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and it’s probably a lot to do with my floating brain but it’s no fun to me.

i will still be writing on tumblr, though! i’ve decided that i’m going to make a small multi of characters that i intend to have in the novel i’m going to try to write outside of tumblr. i’m hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.  i can’t say that it’s going to work and i can’t say that it’s going to last long, but i’ve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what i’m going to wake up wanting to do from day to day. 

i’ve still got some work to do on it, but if you’d be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

is anyone around to talk?

[cursedempathy-a-blog]

good morning! announcement to come later today or tomorrow maybe, im unsure. until then, find me on disco ( rae of fkn sunshine#0723 ) or ims! 😄

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rae of fkn sunshine#0723!