There is more to why I left...
You see. I’m going to lay this flat on the table. But after this. You won’t be seeing me here for a very long time. I really wanted to leave on a good note...
I just feel VERY unsatisfied now, and feel very unjustified.
There’s a few small things I wanted to clarify;
Note: I am not naming names. So if you complain about it, sorry if the shoe seems to fit that description.
1. Never have I ever wanted to out-do Alaut. I was purely inspired by him. I NEVER said I wanted to do better. I had wanted to do it my way with the INSPIRATION of them in mind. That means not copying what they do, thank you kindly.
2. Roleplaying is not just a story. It’s also a game to play with other people. I like to “roll the dice” and play with chances. NEVER did I ever claim to have anyone feel forced to play my little planned events or not. And if you feel left out. just join. No need to stand there. BUT I can understand the confusion. I just forgot I’m dealing with people with VERY different ideas of roleplaying. So I’ll take the hit for that one. But it would be nice if people DID try different things and step out of their comfort zone. Or you could just simply sit back and watch. No use in complaining, right? or calling people out in public [and honestly, that pissed me off the most]. I been rping the way I did for almost 12 years now. I do not like the feeling of being forced to abruptly abandon all that I learned and used for that long. It was VERY repressive.
People should be able to rp the way they want without any issues. If you don’t like them. PLEASE just leave them be. Do not make them adjust to how you do things. or at least keep an open mind and go half and half. The community will not grow if you do not learn to grow.
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Honestly. Besides that. the time I did have before some of these red flags rose were pretty fun. But I also had left because I felt something bad is going to shift. So I decided to just leave, I’m not staying if I truly feel unwanted. And honestly, it’s better this way in the end.
Honestly. No hard feelings. I just wanted to avoid a huge conflict. I’m stubborn in my ways, I refuse to change to anyone’s liking ether. If I am to come here and stay. I want to be ME and how I like to do things.
And with that. See y'all on the flip side guys. It was fun while it lasted <3
p.s. This is not everyone on OT. Just only a small few, but I felt like everyone should at LEAST know why all of a sudden. I vanished. But I did also leave because of personal things too;
https://cursedmudarcher.tumblr.com/post/158881465326/long-hiatus-ahead
