Terrible realization.
I am a child of a narcissistic parent. They only care about being right and being the authority. They make me feel like shit and they don't want to change no matter how much evidence is given to them. I am going suicidally insane and all they can do is lay blame at my feet.
I can't continue living like this. I can't continue living in mental and emotional pain that will not heal. I feel like I need death as a release because I am too poor to get away from this situation. It is either that or die on the streets from starvation or murder in some form whether it is from other homeless and poor or aggressive police who see the poor as things to be eliminated.
If you don't hear from me then I am probably not alive anymore













