(the blog formerly known as /c u ntboysl u t/ with no spaces, got deleted at 1k) strictly 18+, TW for everything, do not read unless you are into disgusting & dark kinks like misogyny, objectification, refeminization, hypnosis, dollification, detransition, transphobia, domestication, etc. DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE A MINOR This blog is written by a 23yo authentically ethnically roma gipsy who was born female but made many mistskes in life. Currently living as s model, live-in fucktoy housewife, and somewhere in the fog between FtM & FtMtF... This is all FANTASY ;) - I write abt my real life experiences, but this is still fiction. Most of it is real life,, most of it is exaggerated for the thrrilll of it, and ALL of it is kink. I am working through my own goddamn problems w this. If you dont like it dont read it, but if you just dont understand it please just ask me.
okay so they nuked cvntboyslvt which suckss bc that was like, my biggest blog ive ever had on here and i can no longer message from it so im gonna continue posting on there but like i i made this one as backup and gonna gradually migrate over here so i can message ppl again
Something I've noticed about us ftms girls is we are more cock obsessed and desperate for pregnancy than other girls. I think it's cause we looked masculine in high school and couldn't get a dick in our pussy, so we got confused, but now it's time for us biologically to breed so we open our legs up and let anyone with a pair of balls smack our cunts.
New Baba? Looking forward to hearing what's been going on
oh sorry i just realize its probably been confusing .-. any post that refers to “Baba” instead of “Daddy” is referring to my new man, thats how ive differentiated the two of them in my writing, hope that clears things up😅
Basically it happened very slowly, naturally, and for the most part without conflict, there was no big breakup or cheating or anything. I wont go into detail but basically throughout the fall/winter there was a string of insane tragic incidents in my life that left my Daddy unable to provide for me and left me unable to perform the submissive kink role of domesticated sex toy in a everyday lifestyle anymore for a while there. We are both still in the process of getting back up on our feet but sadly might not be able to make any more content together.
The good news is that during the whole lengthy saga, one of Daddys friends that he shared me with often, was there for me and made sure that I didnt have it too rough even tho I lost so much during those months, Baba was there for me and made sure i was fed and made sure i was pretty and sexed up and made sure i was cared for🥰🖤 there was no “official” transference of ownership, lol, and its just been a slow change as ive been moving into his crib and serving him more and more often, and theyre still friends, dont worry.
I am aiming to get content going again within the month! as soon as i have stability i promise ill be back creating and camming. I miss it so much i cant wait!😩💫🤞🏼
So have you quit plans for the Onlyfans page? Was looking forward to seeing more of yourself on display
NO absolutely not omg! i have a lot of things on hiatus while i put my life back together - many things have changed but i also have a lot of backlog content. I have a new owner and soon a new home and just its been a crazy year so thanks for sticking around
Found a guy who'll become my daddy and sponsor if i get the boob job (i had top surgery some time ago) and he'll even pay for it! I can't wait, just in a bit more than week I'll have pretty tits again!
oh my lord this is so hot. omg. congrats!!!!! 💕✨🌸 youre such a icon & role model for doing this. this is so inspiring. lately baba has been telling me hes gonna get me a boob job too, i hope he means it, bc the fact this could also be me in the near future makes my cunt drool & ache 💦💦💖
this is likeeee exACTLY how ive been feeling towards baba lately omg yeeeeeeeeeee🥰✨!!!!💦🤪💞its so life changingly perfecct to like be so totally owned by a real man who sees me for like, the female fucktoy that i naturally was meant to be🌟😭💓🥺i love love love how dumb baba makes me! hes so smart and clever its like so hot how easily he empties my mimd🤪💖i love that im so deeply conditioned by him already🌸💖😩i love feeling his hard cock deep inside me even when hes not there!! even hours n hours after he bruises n forces my cervix open!!💦💕💫💘😍i wanna be babas cumdumpster for life!!!! i NEED to be his ftmtf forever fucktoy!!!!!!!!!
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oh fuck. baba broke my brain today...🤤🥰 he was pulling me down onto his cock hard and slow and deliberately while calling me my deadname and calling me good girl and describing how every time he called me his good girl it made my pussy get wetter and ihh hhhh ahhhhhghh i started to cum from that 😵💕💕💦
but right then he tells me HES abt to cum and that hes gonna breed my pussy and like. i mean this guys got massive meat like just a huge cock and the biggest heaviest balls out of anyone whos ever fucked me before. and hes got multiple kids so like i always know its a danger lmao. and weve absolutely played with the breeding kink before but this time he hit me with, “beg for my cum, Jemma. Beg for my seed. Beg for me to breed you, Jemma. Beg for me to knock you up,”
and of course (but also to my shock) immediately without a single thought or hesitation I sighed “oh baba pleeeese knock me up” and i think it was the combination of the real risk of the situation and that specific scummy phrasing and the fact that he made me say it out loud myself and the fact i was already about to cum but 😵😩🤪💖💦 never have i ever felt so absolutely blissfully brainless and never have i ever felt a mans cum spurting so forcefully directly into me as i orgasmed like holy fucking shit i was so delightfully shocked and mindfucked and just absolutely bred
someone pls break down my identity slowly & sweetly just gently push me back to full femininity while i lay here and rub my brains out as the progestin cream kicks in🥺😩🥺
Ik ive barely been posting lately but like please dont worry abt me, ive just been dealing w a lot, and me and daddy moved out of the apartment so there hasnt been as much of chance to be as slutty as i could there:(
i miss it so much!! i cant wait to be done taking care of all this moving and working and shit so i can just go back to being fulltime boywife fuckdoll for daddy and his friends omg😩💖
Lately ive been feeling more and more comfortable in femininity too mostly thanks to my daddy & his bestie doing that slow burn conditioning ... its crazy like i dont think i want a hysto anymore, at least not at this age, so it was rlly a blessing in disguise that last year it got cancelled for covid!! 🤍life is crazy and i even let both of them deadname me now😵if you havent found a powerful man to break your brain yet, you have no way of understanding the fulfillment and bliss that it brings to your life
All good girls need a man to help guide their thoughts. Girls think of stupid things and worry about problems that don’t really exist. Just let your minds melt out those desperate needy holes and let your master’s thoughts fill your head. Brains are for boys, girls are just toys.
i cant get over how i have a hole that was made to fucked and breed, how good it feel when its filled, how it throb whenever i get called a good girl, how it get wet when i think of all these things... ill never get over how between my leg, i have a vagina, that is just waiting begging to be fucked for hours and hours on end.
i used to feel dysphoria over my pussy and i used to wish i had a dick, but now? i cant even believe i ever felt that way! having a pussy make so happy and im so glad i came to accept and love my hole!
Now im just,, so happy to have a vagina! i want to keep it always shaved so nothings get in the way to show it! to keep it full at all time, ready to be filled with cock like it was meant to be! to play with my girly clit and fantasize about being the best slutty girl for anyone who want to play with my feminine body!
i love having a vagina and i hope every other ftmgirl like me love it too!!