❤️ My name's Love! I'm a young adult that's an avid fan of romance and being self-indulgent. So it's no surprise I'm a self shipper!!!
❤️ I'm perfectly fine with sharing any f/o's I have! My current main f/o is MePhone4 from Inanimate Insanity.
❤️ This is a sideblog! My main blog- and the one I'll interact most from- is @lxvepup. I also have a carrd for some extra information (f/o "list" and a dni list! I recommend looking at those before interacting, please!) There's also my strawpage! it's slightly less normal
Shout out to self-shippers who feel like they're a failure.
Even if you see yourself that way, your F/O never would. They see how hard you're trying and they are so proud of you and your efforts, regardless of the outcome.
They don't care about how many awards you win, they don't care how much money you make, and they don't care if you struggle to do what is "simple" or "easy" for others.
They love you unconditionally, wholly, and indefinitely. You are their second half, and they are so, so proud of you for continuing to get up every morning and face the world, even if it's cruel and unfair in its expectations of you.
your f/o who’s kinda an asshole… but doesn’t hesitate to do something for you. want a snack? they’re up and at em. want to go for a walk? they weren’t doing anything anyways. want a hug? …go ahead. everyone’s shocked with how they treat you compared literally everyone else to exist .
Characters: Ticket (II OC), OJ II, Mephone 4 (mentioned)
Tags: Hurt/comfort, OC x Canon, Objects are Humanized, before Inanimate Insanity S4, Not beta read so be nice
It was a clear night sky. Not a cloud in sight. The stars twinkle and reflect on the lake beneath the dock. Mephone would've loved it.
Mephone should be here.
Ticket moves to lay down and lets his head rest on his arms. His legs still hang off the dock and his toes dipped the chilly water. He sighs as his mind wanders back to Mephone.
He was still mad at him for leaving without saying goodbye. Yet, he was mad at himself for not doing anything either. Ticket could've said something, but he was so mad at him. Mephone made Ticket, and Ticket still didn't know if Mephone made Ticket to fall in love with him. It made him sick to think about everything they had could possibly be a line of code. All those nights where they would laugh and end up kissing each other all over the place. Every kind action from Mephone that would make Ticket's heart flutter.
Tickets devotion to Mephone.
Ticket would've done anything for Mephone. It was ridiculous.
Ticket misses him so much. His stomach curls everytime he thinks about how much he misses his presence.
Tears threaten to prickle as he wishes Mephone was right here, letting him lay in his lap.
Then Ticket hears footsteps on the dock, and a light approaches closer. He shoots up to look who's approaching him, but he gets blinded from the flashlight. Ticket covers his face.
"Heh. Sorry to startle you," OJ points the flash light down. "What are you doing up so late?"
"Oh, thank God it's just you." OJ sits next to Ticket, "I'm just thinking about some... Stuff." Ticket pulls his feet out of the water and leans on his knees.
"Thinking about him?" OJ clicks the flashlight off.
"Mm," Ticket pauses, "why are you out?" His head perks out to make eye contact with OJ.
"Can't sleep. Ugh, there's just so much to do," OJ puts a hand on his head and crinkles his nose bridge. "Even when I have time to sleep, the stress just keeps me up."
"Heh. Yeah, it's been... Harder."
"You've been thinking about him."
Ticket sighs, "when am I not."
OJ shifts awkwardly. His hands fidget with the flashlight. Ticket already knew that OJ was glad Mephone was gone. He was finally able to make decisions for himself that wouldn't have to interfere with the show. He can build and lead without Mephone butting in and stopping him. Mephone won't trap anyone in his closet. Mephone can't hurt his friends anymore. Despite this, he knew how important Mephone was to Ticket. They did almost everything together - well until Mephone stopped talking to Ticket. That was until season three ended, and Ticket informed him that him and Mephone were finally working it out again.
Then the attack on the show happened.
Now Mephone is gone. Not because everyone wanted him gone, but Mephone chose to leave himself.
OJ glanced at Ticket. Face barely poked out of his crossed arms. His nose was planted on top. Tickets eyes glazed over the rivers water. They had dark circles and were sunken in deep. His glasses crooked and tears prickle at his eyes. Poor guy.
Ticket spoke up, "I really miss him."
OJ pierced his lip. He knows he can't say the same, but seeing his friend like this hurts his heart. OJ scoots closer and let's an arm wrap around Ticket. Ticket instinctively leans into OJs touch.
"I think I would feel the same if I lost paper," OJ replied.
Ticket's face twisted. His eyes focus on the water as tears roll down his face.
"Yeah, but, Paper's still here, and he didn't do a bunch of horrible things to turn out- Oh! He made you!" Ticket scoffs. "And then he leaves before you can ask what all these complicated emotions are."
OJ doesn't say anything, he just rubs circles into Tickets back.
"I can't tell what emotions are mine and what are his programming."
"I know a lot of people are struggling with that, suitcase for example-"
"Yes, I know about suitcase."
OJ huffs. He was really losing at this comfort thing.
"It's just weird to think back at all those romantic gestures." Ticket claws at his scalp, "was that all because he was controlling me? It feels so gross to think about. I just wish I got an answer. Am I here just to be in love with him?"
"That's not the only thing your here for."
"Then what OJ!?" Ticket shifts and takes his own stance, trying to look bigger than he actually is.
OJ pauses before he talks, "Well... You have been a very big help with our security. I don't exactly know what you did at the Jail, but some people hold you up in high regards."
Ticket's posture softens.
"And, you were a huge help at Hotel OJ. Always trying to make sure everyone was comfortable. Also keeping Mephone off the premises was a huge bonus." OJ nudges Ticket, "So- no. I don't think Mephone made you because he wanted someone to be in love with him. It may be similar to how me and Paper are. We just naturally fell in love."
A pause.
"What were you made for?" Ticket looks beyond the water.
"I- I think season 1 I was meant to be the winner. I had to be someone who is confident in himself to win, and confident enough to run a Hotel."
Ticket didn't respond. He just sat still with his hand resting on one knee. All he could focus on was the stars, and how this is Mephone's favorite weather. Mephone would love to bother Ticket at night. Excuses not to go would be made, "I have to stay at my station" or "I'm busy tonight". Eventually, Ticket would break and he would go out with him. It's not like anyone else lives on Inanimate Island.
Mephone's favorite location was the mountains. They would spend nights climbing them- sometimes teleporting because Mephone was lazy, and laying down to star gaze. Neither of them knew anything about the stars, but Mephone was absolutely enamored by them. Mephone could spend all night searching up constellations and trying to find them. Ticket was just glad to be there enjoying the time with him. His favorite part was how Mephone looked in the moonlight. The way Mephone's screen twinkled with the starlight. How his joints and decals had a faint glow in the dark.
If not most nights, Mephone was just too beautiful not to kiss. His screen glew faintly in the dark, and highlighted his hair with halo glow. Their mountain nights would start soft and relaxed, but could quickly become heated. Who could resist such a perfectly sculpted robot?
Sometimes they would immediately get to kissing. Letting the long days melt off between each exchange. They would kiss eachother until one finally got tired. Usually it was Ticket, and Mephone would walk him home.
Nights like these need Mephone 4.
Tears start rapidly rolling down Tickets cheeks. His breath hitches and he gasps for air. He grabs at his face to cry in.
OJ reacts quickly to hug him. Ticket ends up crying directly into OJ's shoulder. His tears getting soaked up by OJ's sweater.
"I- I miss him," Ticket heaves, "so much."
"I know."
Ticket continues to cry. His fingers tightly tugging at OJ's back. OJ follows by rubbing circles into his back. He also coos soft affirmations and telling Ticket to breath. Ticket's quick breaths eventually slows as he focuses on his breathing. His breathing evens but is still shaky. He unwraps himself from OJ to wipe away his tears.
"Shit," he chuckles. "Sorry about your sweater."
"It's fine." OJ smiles.
Ticket sighs as he reaches for his shoes.
"Hey, um. I know there's a curfew but-" OJ drags out his "but".
Ticket slides his shoe on, "but what?"
"Wanna get some hot chocolate from the restaurant?"
Ticket chuckles, "wouldn't that be illegal or something?"
"I'm OSC, you're security! It's fine. It's business." OJ waves his hand around nonchalantly.
Ticket slips on his other shoe, "you're a rule breaker."
Ticket gets up and OJ follows, "So is that a yes?"
"Mhm, lead the way, 'Leader of the OSC'" Ticket says in a mockish tone, but with no disrespect in his words.
OJ clicks the flashlight on and starts walking forward into the forest. Ticket lingers to look at the stars for a second longer, before shaking himself back into reality and following OJ.
artfights coming up and i wanted to add a bit onto Notebook's page.....so I doodled this!
it was kind of funny having to make everyone's designs Slightly different just to avoid breaking the copyright rule LOL (also if anyone wants my AF user here's the link 😇)
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