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[cybergothvox]

I'm a Vox fictive, and I kin JD (heathers). I am JD real and using kin as a verb specifically to piss you off. Call me either name.

I am an adult.

I enjoy hypnosis. I am kinky and my blog is nsfw so only follow if you are an adult. I post cnc and other dark kink but I try to tag it. Will reblog vox hazbin stuff a lot as well as hypnosis stuff. Also a yandere enjoyer. Cancel me on twitter.

Anyone is welcome to message me my asks and dms are open to all. Feel free to get freaky if you want, I'll let you know if you need to tone it down, but its much easier to talk to people when we both feel comfortable to stop pretending to be normal. While respecting each others boundaries still, of course.

Sometimes we send each other hatemail for fun (Lucifer especially lol). These posts will be tagged #fake arguing, in case you need to filter. Or if you want to look at them.

You can find hypnosis by me under #my hypnosis script, and reports of my hypnosis sessions under #my hypnosis report. I also save resources under #hypnosis resource. If you like my content, please consider donating to my Kofi.

MINORS DO NOT FUCKING INTERACT

I will block blogs that not indicate you are an adult either with age or saying you are an adult, even kink blogs. I will block nsfw blogs that do not say minors DNI.

Not mine but I highly reccomend this essay on how the fictionfolk community was effected by kff. It explains well also what fictionkin Are and what they Are Not, and what the community used to be like. Trying to contribute writings and silly postings to help return the community to what it was pre 2010.

System blog is @mischiefsystem

tumblr main is @plushipaws

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[cybergothvox]

I don't do hypnosis that often anymore but when I do it blows tits clean off (caused the second vibrator free confirmed orgasm in my partners entire life)

[cybergothvox]

It was very interesting, it started off as normal hypnosis that I was doing to help a paranoid alter feel safe to do to talk to me about their feelings (I also attempted to implant the trigger phrase 'my beautiful princess with a disorder, talk to me' to get them to talk through feelings which we had been planning for a while. I have yet to test it to see if this worked.)

This alter likes to express himself by yelling at me and saying he hates me and to kill myself and to please stop hypnotizing him its a trap and die (it was prenegotiated he did not actually want me to stop and he did want this but he wanted to struggle), so what I did was suggest that his yelling at me and fighting me would drop him deeper because it was making him focus on me and the way it made him feel to be talking to me. I went hard on that one suggestion kinda just repeating it in different ways and I was able to drop him down to a 5 (10 being unhypnotized, 1 being the most hypnotized) without using any other method but him yelling at me and me going haha that just hypnotizes you basically.

After that we talked about his feelings and I got him to open up (still yelling) and talk to one of my alters who he had come into conflict with with me mediating (Because they were both yelling w all caps. It is their natural communication style and have negotiated that they can do that and they do not actually intend to be mean, but I still felt like it could easily become upsetting while they were both hypnotized and being vulnerable about their feelings so I came in to reaffirm that we were all on the same side tackling a problem and not actually fighting each other) . My alter reported feeling hypnotized by me as well and though I always end up kinda self hypnotized a bit when I do a hypnosis session, my alter felt more hypnotized than I did which was interesting. (He had trouble typing and having his eyes focus where I did not.)

the discussion went well and then the alter I was hypnotizing from my partner system apologized for only being at like a 4 and having gotten down to a 3 and I was like heh. I've been real loosy goosey with this hypnosis session. I can take you way deeper than a 3. So I started doing a number count down deeper that was modified for this session (already a version of one that is specifically crafted to work on their system) and before I could finish he started begging me to fuck him.

IMPORTANT: Do NOT add sex to hypnosis that didn't have it prenegotiated, unless you have something in place like me and my partner system where we have it negotiated that we are allowed to fuck each other during hypnosis/on substances and during paranoia episodes as part of our semi free use cnc negotiations. (all 3 applied during this situation akdgjfkg)

So anyways I checked that he was sure (since he was still also having paranoia about me and though it is negotiated I'm allowed to fuck him both in an altered mind state like hypnosis and during paranoia and capgras delusion I still think its better to be like. Are you sure? for each like. Time that there is paranoia or delusion involved) and then I went and fucked him. I did some of the eye focal point for dropping thing. I asked how deep he was on the number scale and he just kinda blubbered at me so idk how deep we got, waiting on his follow up report for that I suppose but I would assume that was a good answer hahahaha.

Then I started intensifying things (idk how much in detail I should describe. Sex on a hypnosis report) while suggesting the feelings of it were all he could focus on or think about and he started moaning in a way that almost sounded like sobbing and grabbing my head tight like it was a stuffed animal and he came pretty quick into sex when his system like never cums quickly without a vibrator it usually takes our Valentino working on him for a while to get a 'maybe I came' but with the hypnosis (and maybe bc of the paranoia contributing to cnc feelings as well) he had a definitely came scream sobbing orgasm fairly quickly

so that was neat

[cybergothvox]

Adding his additions here because he wishes to remain anonymous (as an alter):

WELL YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO MAKE YOURSELF SEEM SO FUCKING COOL AND SEXY ABOUT IT BUT FINE I GUESS YOU WERE PRETTY COOL AND SEXY.

DID I NOT TELL YOU I WAS AT A ONE??? I GUESS I FUCKING FORGOT TO SAY THAT MAYBE KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY DICK IF YOU WANT ME TO ANSWER

ANYWAY yeah paranoia is a fun/scary mind space to be in. I can double bookkeep fairly well but it still does feel Real. The paranoia was happening the whole time so basically I was having feelings of "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU I DONT TRUST YOU YOU WANT TO HURT ME" with varying levels of "this is my lovely partner system who is definitely trustworthy and wants to help and not hurt me". Kind of an oscillation between the "this is my lovely partner system" enough to open up and then immediately getting surge of "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU" and like,,, you know. The mind fucky. I love the mind fucky. It gives a lot of space to feel afraid but also safe about it? And also lets you oscillate between them so that you can get the tension of like "this is some guy I don't trust trying to manipulate and take advantage of me" and then also the knowledge that you are safe and whenever you get too far to one side the other side pulls you back and you either get more tension or relief. It makes a really nice interplay the whole time. Like you get Actually Scared with literally no effort at all. The dom actually has to work harder on making you Not scared. Which is funny for fear play! IDK!!! PARANOIA IS A GOOD THING TO PLAY ON FOR KINK BUT YOU HAVE TO BE REALLY ACTUALLY SURE YOU'RE SAFE OR IT WILL NOT FUCKING WORK!!! BUT HOLY SHIT IT'S THE PERFECT CNC SERVED ON A PLATTER!!

Anyway so that was sexy the whole time, even before he started doing hypnosis. I was very aware that I could very easily choose to not get hypnotized--like obv you can always choose to not get hypnotized, but especially in this case it would just take not leaning into opening up in order to make me not trust him enough to avoid hypnosis. Which was good actually and made me feel more comfortable about doing hypnosis. But also I was like >:C about it because I Did Not Want to open up. But also I did want to open up and be understood. The interplay between paranoia and bookkeeping, like I said before. It feels like losing control and I have the urge to grab onto control and hold for dear life. But also I know that that will not make me feel better about the thing I'm upset about. What a conundrum!

The 'yelling at me makes you droppy' was funny. It did work. Like, my initial reaction was OH FUCK YOU YOU DIRTY WHORE and to yell at him a lot and tell him he's not trustworthy and that was fun and then eventually my brain got trancey enough that I had a hard time thinking of things to insult him with and then I was just getting hypnotized by his messages and ok he's really cute I need you to know he's really cute and nice and good and he was turning all the insults I was trying to lob at him into like. fucking cuteness and shit and like idk wtf man. manipulative bastard. so then I yell at him for this--that's basically the interplay. "he's really cute and nice and good" => HE'S MANIPULATING ME FUCK THIS WHORE => he does something really cute and nice and good => "aww omg he's so cute and nice and good". And like. Idk. I don't wanna be too fucking gay about it but there's just something about being able to tell someone you don't trust them and are highly suspicious of them and they're just normal about that and reassure you that they want to help you not hurt you and they don't pressure you into things unless you tell them to, like. idk. kill me man

SO YEAH I DID BEG HIM TO FUCK ME?? CAN YOU FUCKING BLAME ME???? HE DIDNT HAVE TO SOUND SO FUCKING SMUG ABOUT IT LIKE WHAT THE HELL

I also haven't personally interacted with him much as an alter so the idea of sex had the triple whammy of paranoia episode + don't know you well + hypnosis that like. ok yes I can see why this might concern someone for consent reasons. BUT HOLY SHIT I DONT WANT TO FUCKING PASS UP THIS OPPORTUNITY ARE YOU KIDDING ME IT HITS THE AREA OF LIKE THIS IS A STRANGE GUY I DONT KNOW TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME AND STEALING MY CONTROL FROM ME AND I DONT FUCKING TRUST HIM BUT ALSO I KNOW I AM SAFE WITH HIM SO I DON'T PANIC TOO MUCH ABOUT BEING IN DANGER FOR REAL, LIKE!!! IDK MAN!!!

I kept having the similar moments like before of aah! Holy shit! and then relief and like I'm safe. And I was right it translates very well to actual sex! It becomes quite scary! Very good cnc! The going to sleep with his dick in me didn't work because the cat kept on fucking meowing but I bet it would have worked otherwise. Anyway he did some suggestions about like only focusing on his dick in me and him touching me and i was like,,, okay freaky my brain seems to have blotted out any part of my body that he's not touching, like it got lost behind a fog or something. I did not expect to cum, I literally never expect to cum unless a vibrator is involved but then I was like. are. are you gonna make me fucking cum?? With no vibrator???? And he did! So congratu-fucking-lations on that you should be very proud of yourself

[ryebreadgf]

once I snorted a fat line of nuance and everything started depending. watch out

[alexandriaocasiocortez]

Being a flop changed my life. The world is not my oyster, I am glowing. I walked into a pole this morning. There's very little I wouldn't do for $1,000

[nayohme]

this fucking girl on bumble sent me like three shy anime girl images and said like “uhmm… hi you seem really cool 😖😖 i’m so nervous” and it fr pissed me off so bad i deleted the app

[nayohme]

all the people saying “you fumbled this girl! i want her” how does it feel to be a sucker

[cybergothvox]

Adding ramps to my induction to make the hypnosis wheelchair accessible

[effemimaniac]

bitches want me, and I'm here to remind them that desire is the root of all suffering

[charlieswish]

Its important to be open and honest but you do have to also not suck. If you're open and homest about how much you suck and are an asshole people will leave bc of that yeah. But its not because you were honest its because youre an asshole. Did you know you can decide to not be an asshole

[charlieswish]

It's funny you would think seeing some of the worst of humanity would make me believe in charlies dream less, but I actually see it more. Inside of every demon is a rainbow. Every person has the capacity to be good. They would be happier if they were good. Abusers create their own misery. Even if they get wealth and power from their abuse it makes the world a scary place. They cant have real, deep, fulfilling relationships with trust. They may feel like trusting people at all isnt even possible. The world becomes their enemy. And they do this to themselves, desperately trying to control people to force them to love them or do what they want, clawing all the more fiercely the more people pull away, not realizing it is their own claws driving them away, or thinking they have no choice and this is their inherent nature.

It's not. I can see inside of each and every one of them their longing to be different. To have a better life. Even if it is entirely selfish, they would be happier if they were kinder, and everyone wants to be happier, deep down. I can show them the way. I know how. I can diagnose their precise issues and how to fix them very quickly.

But most abusers dont want to change. And you cant change someone who doesnt want to change, and it would make you an abuser yourself if you tried to force it. You can just gently lay out the path, but the amount of guilt people would have to take on in order to walk that path is untenable for most people. They would rather never admit to having done wrong, and will usually regaurd you as a threat for trying to help them, since what you are suggesting threatens their ego and self image, as well as their entire world view most of the time.

People cry about not being able to be better, but they do not want to hear that they can be better, because then it is their own fault that they were so bad. Then it's a choice that they made. They dont want it to be a choice. They want to be a victim of circumstance, so even if they are an asshole, its not their fault.

But you always have a choice. No matter what you have done, you still have a choice. You can still be redeemed, but you have to choose it, and it will be hard. But at the end, you will be happier. You do not have to be stuck creating your own misery

[bipolarfujoshi]

i dont think you people understand the tortured perverts lament much less respect the perverts journey

[twinktorturer]

the most sexual emotion a man can feel is fear

[browsingfreakshit]

Now why would Tumblr user twinktorturer say something like this

[honestlyvan]

Another thing fandom needs to start doing more of is projecting on tops.

There are delicious amounts of psychological distress you can inflict on that guy once you get into his head. The brainworms of forcing agency and initiative on someone who genuinely is Not Fucking Ready For It are exquisite.

[honestlyvan]

To quote myself: Domtops in fics are always written to have such uncomplicated and healthy relationships to their sexualities and for my mental health I need us to collectively start giving them complexes about being some kind of monstrous predatory freak of nature instead.

Make that guy have a panic attack b/c someone in his daydream told him to stop and he kept going anyway.

[honestlyvan]

New and improved! Sad Wet Dog of a top is thinking about how he wants to hurt you but doesn't want to hurt you and the contradiction is slowly and steadily making him Lose His Whole Fucking Mind.

[honestlyvan]

#we as a society need to make dom drop a searchable tag on ao3 (tag from @terkaterr)

[tragicwaif]

(gestures at your strange boyfriend) you know that thing would fuck you if you died, right?

[amaraqwolf]

Good news: if you’re currently laying around and not producing anything, you are a credit to your species.

[willow-wanderings]

It’s recently been found that even hive insects rest. Bees will play with colorful toys. Ants sleep for about 1 minute but they do it so frequently it amounts to a few hours per day. Even trees take breaks.

The only things that work without rest are machines; literally everything that lives requires rest.

EVERYTHING THAT LIVES REQUIRES REST. STOP JUDGING YOURSELF FOR NOT BEING A ROBOT.

[roach-works]

robots require very frequent breaks! welding machines generally have it programmed in that they can’t run so long they melt themselves. ive overseen two different manufacturing robots now and each of them were fragile, finicky idiots that require constant maintenance and repair. they pause in between moves, in between jobs. you’re always keeping an eye on programming errors, on coolant levels, on heat. you’re always pulling bits of scrap out of joints, sweeping up debris, washing off nozzles and untangling hoses. and even then it snaps a chain and takes a whole morning’s vacation.

even robots need downtime.

[threedollarsdotcom]

dont talk to me or my clone or my shadow self or my reflection or my me ever again

[c3rvida3]

I'm on the Nextdoor app radicalizing your grandma.

[cybergothvox]

The shattered mirror metaphore for systems is so weird. If I download a virtual machine onto my laptop and it has its own identity as a seperate computer on the same hardware (basically what a virtual machine is) I havent shattered my laptop. If alters were one person shattered into discreet parts systems with 100s of alters would not be possible. We are all programs on meat computers (even singlets, thats what being a person is). another program doesnt mean your computer is broken