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Please understand I am not purposefully ignoring messages. I’m not in the right mindset to respond properly nor positively.

Hi.

I know very well that I owe an update/explanation since my last post. Some of you have seen me posting a bit on my side acc or Bsky to sustain my existence. To be honest a lot has been going on and the stress is nonstop. I am mentally, physically and financially drained beyond belief. From the end of March to mid May, I’ve been admitted to the hospital twice. As of today, I am admitted again.

Please bear with me as I am still processing my new health issues. It’s been overwhelming trying to put the proper words together of my situation.

I am so so tired.

⚠️URGENT PLEASE READ/HELP⚠️

I meant to post this a while ago but I’ve been fighting a nasty high fever that has been keeping me bedridden. Now I’ve lost a lot of time. Please consider checking my kofi, any shares is absolutely appreciated. Thank you all so much 🩷

(I know many of you are tired of hearing about this, and I’m so so sorry, but I promise this is my last time begging for help. My options are little to none.)

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Thank you all for reading, for sticking by me. I really do love you all, please never forget that.

#signal boost

Jesus fucking Christ.

Plugging in my Bsky socials! Non-spicy and Spicy ofc. I will start reposting some of my favorite doodles soon.. sigh, there’s so much..

#my spicy stuff would be popping if I wasn’t motivated once in a blue moon #what can ya do #oh man and I’m finding ppl from twit to follow again aaaahg #I hate starting new socials sobs

Hey I hope this isn’t weird but I just randomly remembered the chocobros au you used to draw back in like 2015/2016-ish and I just spent like half an hour looking to see if you had a blog still just to tell you I used to love that au and I hope you are doing well💙

Hello! It’s not weird at all, in fact when I saw people like the Roxas doodle I posted a while ago, I recognized so many names! HOW HAVE YOU ALL BEEN 😭also I can’t believe anyone still remembers the au, I wish I remembered it well enough like most of you guys did..

I wish I could tell you I was well, things have been grim and it continues to look that way. I can only say that I’m barely here.

#thank you for taking the time to message this

I can’t afford my medications or therapy anymore. For a moment my body pain subsided for about a week, but it came back worse than before.

What happens from here on out is unknown, but if things get bad again, I will give a proper goodbye this time I promise.

#I don’t know how I’m going to finish and take new commissions with this pain #please I’m trying