you are my muse

vera | 20 | hungary this blog was mostly dedicated to muse. i'm not really using it anymore but i want to kinda keep it because i have good memories here

[cydonianassassin]

you guys!! i know i’m not using this blog anymore but i’m seeing muse tomorrow!! i can’t fucking wait omg i’m so pumped haha. is enyone else coming to the gig in vienna? does anyone want to meet up? 

also does anyone know a way to meet muse? like not stalking them or anything just after the gig maybe haha idk i only met them cause i won backstage passes the last time so i have no clue... 

[cydonianassassin]

attention

hey guys! i want to let you all know that i’m leaving this blog and i don’t think i’ll ever come back. if you want to know why i’m leaving this post pretty much sums it up but you can always ask.. i’m not saying that i don’t like muse anymore because i still love them and they’ll always be part of my life but i don’t feel comfortable on this blog anymore. i hope you understand because… it’s hard for me to leave..

i have a new blog tho and if you want to follow me send me a message off anon ;)

i wish you guys all the best and thank you for everything! <33

[cydonianassassin]

Sad to see you go, best of luck!!! :) xx

honestly, it’s sad for me too.. i wish you all the best!

[cydonianassassin]

I really love your blog, but i understand why you decide to leave it...i wish u all the best :)

thank you so much anon!! hope you’re having a great day c:

[cydonianassassin]

attention

hey guys! i want to let you all know that i’m leaving this blog and i don’t think i’ll ever come back. if you want to know why i’m leaving this post pretty much sums it up but you can always ask.. i’m not saying that i don’t like muse anymore because i still love them and they’ll always be part of my life but i don’t feel comfortable on this blog anymore. i hope you understand because… it’s hard for me to leave..

i have a new blog tho and if you want to follow me send me a message off anon ;)

i wish you guys all the best and thank you for everything! <33

[cydonianassassin]

attention

hey guys! i want to let you all know that i’m leaving this blog and i don’t think i’ll ever come back. if you want to know why i’m leaving this post pretty much sums it up but you can always ask.. i’m not saying that i don’t like muse anymore because i still love them and they’ll always be part of my life but i don’t feel comfortable on this blog anymore. i hope you understand because… it’s hard for me to leave..

i have a new blog tho and if you want to follow me send me a message off anon ;)

i wish you guys all the best and thank you for everything! <33

[cydonianassassin]

hey sorry what is ur theme

hello! you can find my theme here

[cydonianassassin]

attention

hey guys! i want to let you all know that i’m leaving this blog and i don’t think i’ll ever come back. if you want to know why i’m leaving this post pretty much sums it up but you can always ask.. i’m not saying that i don’t like muse anymore because i still love them and they’ll always be part of my life but i don’t feel comfortable on this blog anymore. i hope you understand because… it’s hard for me to leave..

i have a new blog tho and if you want to follow me send me a message off anon ;)

i wish you guys all the best and thank you for everything! <33

[cydonianassassin]

attention

hey guys! i want to let you all know that i’m leaving this blog and i don’t think i’ll ever come back. if you want to know why i’m leaving this post pretty much sums it up but you can always ask.. i’m not saying that i don’t like muse anymore because i still love them and they’ll always be part of my life but i don’t feel comfortable on this blog anymore. i hope you understand because... it’s hard for me to leave..

i have a new blog tho and if you want to follow me send me a message off anon ;)

i wish you guys all the best and thank you for everything! <33

[cydonianassassin]

seriously i fucking hate uni now..................... i’m so fucking furious you have no idea........  i don’t even wanna go back.......... i’d rather fucking die

i’m expected in my first year to know EVERYTHING about uni life and how things are done i’m expected to get good grades so i can get into one of the dorms next year i”m expeced to have enough credits to get a degree MEANWHILE my major doesn’t even give me enough credits to get a degree so i HAVE to take a minor as well which means twice as much studying BUT HERE’S THE THING i had a pre-made timetable in the first semester bc ofc i couldn’t have done it by myself and you know what????????????? i get 17 fucking credits for it instead of the required 30 bc what ooooh yeah i don’t study maths i aint getting any credits for studying LINGUISTICS.................. but the thing that makes me furious the most is that other people studying engineering and IT are getting 6 credits for a subject and i only get 2 or rarely 4 for a subject which means i gotta have at least 15 subjects //which my major isn’t providing ofc// to get all the credits that are required???????????????????????????? and ofc i can only be ranked by my first semester bc my second is still active and it’ll only end when the third starts so i’m pretty much fucked but you know what?????????????? i only got to know these things when it turned out i wasn’t accepted to nowhere and i’m only told how to appeal their decision one day before the deadline hOW FUCKING GREAT IS IT??????????????????? I’M LIVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE CRYING EVERY TWENTY MINUTES AND WANTING TO DIE YEAH

AND YOU KNOW THIS IS ALL MY FAULT

EVERYTHING

[musclemuseums]

“If I was ever going to make music, there’s no one else I would really want to work with” - Matt Bellamy

[birdcagesanddemons]

[hyperxmusic]

Reading Festival 2011

[musclemuseums]

Drum and Bass Jams | Drones D&B [Drones]

[i-only-dream-of-you-my-beautiful]

[hyperxmusic]

53/? Photos of Matt Bellamy Live → Sonisphere Festival [c]

[cydonianassassin]

so here is what troubles me the most these days

alright so.... i feel like i gotta be honest with you guys not like many of you care but i need to get this thing off my chest

i don’t even know where to start... the reason i’ve been away from tumblr for a while is that i’m... not that into muse anymore... i feel like i’ve been living a lie for like more than a year because i kept blogging about them because that was all i had been doing for more than 4 years now and i just can’t let it go??? i’ve been trying to surpress all these feelings but i can’t do it anymore... it’s really hard you know.. i’d tell myself that it’s just a phase and i’ll be all over them when the new album comes out but it just didn’t happen.. i mean i love their new album and i still love them and they’ll always be part of my life but..... i don’t know it’s really hard for me because i feel like i lost my connection to them and.... it won’t work..... the other day i was feeling really down because apparently i didn’t get accepted to any of the dorms on campus which means there’s no place i can live at and i’ve been trying to find apartments to rent and i want to appeal their decision which seems hopeless... so naturally in these kinda situations i’d listen to muse to make me feel better and that’s exactly what i did but nothing happened... it was getting even worse because i realized their music won’t be able to help anymore and it’s just really fucking hard because i want it to help so bad but it just won’t work and i can’t do anything about it and i feel so powerless and abandoned and..... i feel like i have nothing..... i feel like i lost everything...

i’ve also been feeling left out in the muse fandom and.... i thought taking a break would make all this disappear and i could go back to loving muse with all my heart but now i know it won’t work and i don’t know what to do...