live fast die young

live fast, die young bad girls do it well cyn & 20 & not your little girl spoiled brat

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“Right, and then the rest of the conversation only proved how…let’s say ‘young at heart’ you are.”

[cynxblue]

“You don’t know anything about me.”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“Sure, you can be upset, but to the point that you’re threatening to strip down just to be seen as an adult?”

[cynxblue]

“You only think I look young because of my appearance, so I’m using my appearance to prove you wrong.”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“Not acting like a five year old having a tantrum when somebody doesn’t want to look at your tits, for one. And not using your father to threaten people when things don’t go your way. I’m actually the same age as you, I guess I just had a different upbringing.” 

[cynxblue]

“I’m not having a tantrum. People always tell me I look young. I’m allowed to be upset.”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“If you think that’s what makes you an adult you have a lot of growing up to do. And look at that, I’d still feel like a pedophile if I checked you out.”

[cynxblue]

“What do you think makes me an adult then? And how old are you, anyway?”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“I’d rather you not. If you want to be seen as a grown as adult maybe you should start acting like one. It might help.”

[cynxblue]

“I do act like one. I have a job. I  go out and get my own goddamn groceries.”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“Well, you’re just going to have to get over that. Find somebody else to look at you like a grown ass adult because I don’t see it.”

[cynxblue]

“What do I have to do? Get fully naked? Streaking sounds like a great idea. Maybe I will.”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“Why is this upsetting you so much? I’m sure other people look at your tits far too often…”

[cynxblue]

“Because you’re looking at me like I’m a child, and I’m not. I am a grown ass woman. And I’d rather you look at me like that.”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“I wasn’t looking because I’m not a pedophile.”

[cynxblue]

“I’m an adult. You can look at my goddamn tits.”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“Right, I don’t have time to argue with twelve year olds so I’ll just go ahead and say ‘okay’ and leave it at that.”

[cynxblue]

“I am twenty years old. Have you seen my tits? These are not twelve year old tits.”

[gabe-owens-deactivated20180125]

“Well then I’m the wing woman. It can work both ways….I don’t mind if you leave me in the dust, I’ll find a way home.”

[cynxblue]

“I guess you’d make a decent wing woman. You’re hot enough.”

[ruinfollows-blog]

there was nothing that could have prepared atalia for the question that had been asked, butterflies swarming in her stomach; uncontrollable and all-consuming. ‘ does a short peck on the lips one time count? ’ though in atalia’s eyes, she couldn’t see that being counted as a kiss — not a notion even worthy of being called a kiss.

[cynxblue]

“No,” Cyn said, the ghost of a smile still on her face as she moved herself closer to a girl. “It definitely does not. Have you ever wanted a real kiss from a girl?”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“You don’t even look old enough for an ex, no offense. You keep telling yourself that, darling. Maybe it’ll be true one day but today is not that day.”

[cynxblue]

“Fuck you. I am an entire full adult. Today is that day. Every day is the day for me.”

[wysunhee-blog]

“Alright, where are they though?”

[cynxblue]

“They’re behind you... don’t turn around.”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“In my experience, you don’t hide from the cops unless you’ve done something wrong. Why do you say that? Just because your father works for the government? You’re not the only one with connections around here.”

[cynxblue]

“Maybe I just don’t trust cops. Maybe my ex is a cop and those are his cop buddies. You don’t know me. I’m the only one with connections that matters, though.”

[gabe-owens-deactivated20180125]

“What wrong with wing woman? Is that not a thing anymore?” She frowns, Henley sitting back in her chair and sighing. “I don’t know, I tried.”

[cynxblue]

“I’m not really the wing woman type. That’s all. I’m more the leave you in the dust for some person I just met kinda girl.”

[ruinfollows-blog]

the redness in her cheeks grew; this time partnered with a slight tingling sensation that spread beneath the skin. lips would part subtly once the other’s finger would hook beneath her chin, wanting to speak but not quite finding the words; not knowing what to say, or if the words she’d blurt out would be ones the girl would want to hear. so instead of nervously rambling words, she’d take a moment to process the moment before embarrassing herself completely. the girl’s stare was one atalia found incredibly difficult to break away from, pinned down by her stare alone. ‘ that does make me feel better. ’

[cynxblue]

Cyn grinned, corners of her lips turning upward in their intoxicating way. She didn’t know this girl, but she screamed something the opposite of Cyn, something good, something innocent. Her tongue darted out to wet her lips before she asked her next question. “You ever kissed a girl before, blondie?”

[mediaiveseen-deactivated2018012]

“And if I just turn you in instead?”

[cynxblue]

“I don’t know why you think there’s anything to turn me in for, but I can tell you that turning me in would have more consequences for you than for me.”