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blue night radio - 150117 jonghyun: it’s natural for human beings to cry, even animals too. have you seen pets cry? when i cry my pet at home will come running to me. (source: cosmicsticks)

unapologetically-human

When you find yourself drowning in self-hate, you have to remind yourself that you weren’t born feeling this way. That at some point in your journey, some person or experience sent you the message that there was something wrong with who you are, and you internalized those messages and took them on as your truth. But that hate isn’t yours to carry, and those judgments aren’t about you. And in the same way that you learned to think badly of yourself, you can learn to think new, self-loving and accepting thoughts. You can learn to challenge those beliefs, take away their power, and reclaim your own. It won’t be easy, and it won’t happen over night. But it is possible. And it starts when you decide that there has to be more to life than this pain you feel. It starts when you decide that you deserve to discover it.

Daniell Koepke (via psych2go)

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you are loved. even if it feels like you are all alone and no one can reach you from the darkness you’re surrounded by, there is always a hand waiting to pull you out of it. you are so important and your life is priceless. you mean the absolute world to somebody, please remember that you are loved.

tealesbian

other people succeeding and achieving things (school, jobs, relationships, etc.) before you do, does not make you a failure. it doesn’t make you bad at these things. it just means some things are going to take a little more time for you than it will for other people. you have time. there are no rules or deadlines by which you have to achieve and experience things. there’s too much pressure to have all these things done by your early to mid twenties but you have your whole life to figure yourself out and do what you want. you are doing your best and that’s what matters. i’m proud of you and you are going to be okay.

tealesbian

other people succeeding and achieving things (school, jobs, relationships, etc.) before you do, does not make you a failure. it doesn’t make you bad at these things. it just means some things are going to take a little more time for you than it will for other people. you have time. there are no rules or deadlines by which you have to achieve and experience things. there’s too much pressure to have all these things done by your early to mid twenties but you have your whole life to figure yourself out and do what you want. you are doing your best and that’s what matters. i’m proud of you and you are going to be okay.

tealesbian

other people succeeding and achieving things (school, jobs, relationships, etc.) before you do, does not make you a failure. it doesn’t make you bad at these things. it just means some things are going to take a little more time for you than it will for other people. you have time. there are no rules or deadlines by which you have to achieve and experience things. there’s too much pressure to have all these things done by your early to mid twenties but you have your whole life to figure yourself out and do what you want. you are doing your best and that’s what matters. i’m proud of you and you are going to be okay.

blossomfully

Sue Zhao

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“Love breaks my bones and I laugh.”

— Charles Bukowski

4:55 am / san diego / nov 26, 2020

It’s late at night and I’m trying to write this care-plan for the millionth time without success. I cannot focus on anything anymore during this quarantine. Sophie is sleeping in her bed and i’m borrowing her roommate’s desk to use my laptop. I’m listening to alex turner’s glass in the park, feeling slightly melancholic of everything. It’s my last year in college and quarantine has taken all normalcy from my life. It’s been nearly 5 months since I left /him/ and I finally, finally feel fee from his grasp. I’ve been talking to this boy for nearly 3 weeks and we have a beach picnic date on Saturday and I’m nervous as hell. Doubts cross my mind constantly: “why would HE like ME?”. I need to give myself a bit more credit sometimes. There must be some sort of good in me that I refuse to see. My friends tell me to step on the brakes whenever I get overly excited over the guy, which is totally true. I find myself wondering and daydreaming over this guy that could possibly crack my heart into two too.

I hope things keep going well in my life. I hope to become better at medical practices, more confident in myself, my looks, my abilities. I hope that this boy isn’t a disappointment. I hope to make more friends and strengthen relationships. I hope the best for myself.

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