jr

[expensiveity]

jealousy can hide in compliments, envy can be disguised as support, and hate can hide in love. just because they're giving it to you, doesn't necessarily mean they have it for you and that the intentions behind it are pure. idc how well it’s dressed up. discernment will tell you every time if you would just listen attentively. if you ever get a ickling about anyone. trust your instincts + go with your gut. cause 9/10 chances are it is what it looks like. pay close attention to the energy and not the words and/or actions they potray.

[d4lk]

Weak,alone,lonely,tired!

[d4lk]

Pain.

[d4lk]

Medications proving futile.

[d4lk]

I’m tired.

[d4lk]

Breakdowns every week.

[d4lk]

Lonely and alone.

[d4lk]

Pillows soaking wet from tears.

[d4lk]

Depression is the worst.

[d4lk]

I’m tired of being sad all the time.

[d4lk]

Drowning in my thoughts.

[d4lk]

Frustrated

[obsidiansistren]

Always have a plan.

Always have a goal.

Create deadlines.

Reward yourself when you accomplish things.

Have accountability when you’re procrastinating and/or slacking on your goals.

Remember the why; avoid complacency.

Be patient with your plans. We can assume an outcome, but we never know until we live and experience because we tried to begin with.

Adapt to changing conditions when considering your plans and goals. Move accordingly with the transitions instead of fighting them.

Don’t romanticize the outcome; enjoy the process.

Your journey is your own. Don’t compare your experience to another’s.

Be deliberate in your actions. Do things with intention.

Think logically and ahead, but don’t overthink. Stress takes away. Mindfulness adds.

But most of all, have fun. Take risks. Have conviction. Bet on yourself. Stick with it, but know when to cut your losses.

All in due time.

[expensiveity]

i wish people would normalize being lost in life and just not knowing anything. not knowing what you’re passionate about, where you want to live, what you want to do, where you want to go— or what lies next. as a society, we normalized going to school, finding a passion, getting a job, finding a partner, getting married, having kids, working hard to earn an honest living. but what about when shit just doesn’t go that way? you really just don’t know. and what’s even worse is, you don’t know why you don’t know or even where to start so you feel alone. you feel as though you’re a disappointment to your family. as if you failed in life. but you haven’t, it’s okay, to not know. to be lost. you have your whole life ahead of you to figure things out. patience is a virtue. there is no time limit on life. you don’t need to rush. don’t allow society to fixate the narrative of having all your shit together at a certain age. it isn’t realistic for most. being lost is so much more normal than we think. and i just wish people would be more transparent about it.

[d4lk]

Coping with excruciating and debilitating depression.

[blck-xcvi]

What are you so afraid of? Is it love or wasting your time?

[d4lk]

Both:(

[d4lk]

The last few months I’ve been working on me, there’s so much pain in my life. I’ve been so cold to the ones that loved me , I look back and I realize I’ve been hurt so much that whenever I get too close to people I would cut them off. Part of it being vindictive and partially based on fear, but it was also totally subconscious.