( ⌗ ) 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝚙𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛 .ᐟ

[d4rlngs]

#      𝙳𝟺𝚁𝙻𝙽𝙶𝚂      ›      an  independent + semi-selective writing/muse blog, primarily for original characters that are lovingly tortured by an emotional punk.

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kesi adjei, twenty8. a recent phd graduate ( psychology ) and investigative journalist that resembles lovie simone. pinterest.

melin kaeo adulyadej, twenty9. an olympic figure skater and instructor that resembles jingjing yu. pinterest.

reese andrews, thirty. writer, producer, and host of ‘grave signal’ ( think tales from the crypt meets podcast movie ) that resembles zendaya coleman. pinterest.

joy kanticha dumont, thirty4. freelance artist ( hyper realistic oil ) + graphic designer ( horror book covers ) that resembles davika hoorne. pinterest.

safiye ersoy, thirty2. sports dietitian for local nfl team that resembles hande erçel. pinterest.

benjamín flores, thirty2. high school guidance counselor that resembles danny ramirez. pinterest.

malik hawthorne, twenty8 ( 308 ). part time literature professor and full time vampire that resembles tyriq whiters. pinterest.

grace kwon, twenty9. technology conglomerate heiress, software developer, and occasional hacker that resembles go younjung. pinterest.

ajayi makinde, thirty3. a ceo in the private security sector that resembles tosin cole. pinterest.

park suji, twenty7. author and amalgamation of grief that resembles kim yoojung. pinterest.

iniya  rajinikanth,  twenty9.  autopsy assistant and streamer that resembles charithra chandran. pinterest.

catalina ruiz, thirty5. assassin and gang leader head that resembles melissa barrera. pinterest.

mint chaluai sawangsri, twenty5. florist that resembles miu natsha. pinterest.

peach jarunee thao, thirty8. freelance designer that resembles brenda song. pinterest.

yoon chaewon, thirty1. scare house actress that resembles go minsi. pinterest.

[bynattys]

UPDATE!     an additional 1,023 gifs of go yoon jung in can this love be translated? (1.09-10) can be found in the source link below,  bringing the total count to 4,490 gifs.    remember to be respectful of my usage guidelines if you plan on using.  

added content warnings:  none.

[crashbandacoochie]

fyi if we’re mutuals you have full consent to be as feral as you want in asks and dms

[spacejams]

in the source link, you’ll find #166 gifs of KIM YOOJUNG, an actress born in 1999, from backstreet rookie (2020), episodes 1-3. yoojung is korean so please cast her accordingly. all of these gifs are 268x150p and were made by me, from scratch. you can edit these into gif icons if you provide credit, via link, to the original post. please like or reblog the post if you’ve found it helpful! cw: eating, alcohol note: please read my rules before you use. this pack is in progress and will be updated.

[aloyhh]

don’t flirt with me I’ll start imagining you in my little delusional scenarios before bed

[raesource]

angst-y sentence starters

if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the sentence starters are being sent for .

“ I never asked you to save me - I asked you to stay. ”

“ You keep saying you’re fine, but I can still see the blood on your hands. ”

“ Don’t touch me. Everyone I love ends up broken. ”

“ I forgave you the first three times. There won’t be a fourth. ”

“ You weren’t there when I needed you most, so why are you here now? ”

“ I stopped counting the days since you left - turns out forever is shorter than I thought. ”

“ All those promises you made sound like lies when I say them out loud. ”

“ I kept your side of the bed empty for a year. It’s time to admit you’re not coming back. ”

“ You look at me like I’m a ghost, but you’re the one who killed us. ”

“ I would have burned the world down for you. You wouldn’t even cross the street. ”

“ Say it. Say you never loved me so I can finally stop hoping. ”

“ The worst part isn’t that you lied - it’s that I still believed you. ”

“ I practiced smiling in the mirror so you wouldn’t notice I’m falling apart. ”

“ You taught me how to trust again. Thanks for the lesson. ”

“ Every time you walk away, a piece of me goes with you. ”

“ I didn’t lose you. You threw me away the moment someone better came along. ”

“ Stop apologizing. The damage is already done. ”

“ I still reach for you in my sleep and wake up colder than before. ”

“ You said ‘forever’ like it was easy. ”

“ I keep replaying the last time you said my name, trying to hear love in it. ”

“ The silence after you left is louder than any fight we ever had. ”

“ I was ready to die for you. You weren’t even willing to live for me. ”

“ Tell me where it hurts, so I know where to stop touching. ”

“ You moved on so fast I didn’t even get the chance to miss you properly. ”

“ I built my whole world around you, and you just walked out the door without looking back. ”

“ The worst lies are the ones we tell ourselves to survive loving you. ”

“ I finally deleted your number. My phone still autocorrects ‘I’m sorry’ to your name. ”

“ You weren’t the villain - you were just cruel with good intentions. ”

“ I hate that I still check if you’re okay when I’m the one bleeding. ”

“ We didn’t break up. We slowly tore each other apart until there was nothing left to save. ”

“ You said you’d never make me cry. Look at me now. ”

“ I keep the voicemail you left the night everything fell apart. I’ve listened to it so many times I know your pauses by heart. ”

“ Loving you feels like drowning in slow motion while you stand on the shore. ”

“ I wasn’t enough to make you stay, but I was enough to make you feel guilty about leaving. ”

“ You came back like nothing happened, but I’m still picking up pieces you don’t even see. ”

“ I stopped leaving the porch light on. You never noticed anyway. ”

“ The saddest part is I still defend you when people ask why I’m not over it. ”

“ You didn’t just break my heart - you broke my ability to believe anyone else. ”

“ I finally understand why you always said ‘don’t get attached.’ You never planned on staying. ”

“ Every happy memory we had now feels like evidence in a crime scene. ”

“ I wish I could hate you. It would hurt less than this. ”

“ You keep asking what you can do to fix this. Start by going back in time. ”

“ I smiled in all the photos so no one would know you were destroying me behind them. ”

“ The hardest part of letting go is realizing you let go first. ”

“ I still flinch when someone says your name like it’s a curse. ”

“ You weren’t a chapter - you were the whole book, and now it’s on fire. ”

“ I didn’t lose feelings. They were murdered, slowly, every time you chose not to choose me. ”

“ I hope one day you look for me in a crowded room and feel what I feel every single day. ”

“ You walked away like it was easy, but I’m still here trying to remember how to breathe without you. ”

“ I finally stopped waiting for you. That’s the closest thing to healing I’ve managed so far. ”

[dcmonblood]

GREY'S ANATOMY 19.19 ☼ Wedding Bell Blues

[gaycommunist]

why didn’t you make me good enough.. so that you could’ve loved me?

“washing machine heart” mitski // eila chatti “faulty” // livia laing “the lonely city // anais nin // normal people (2020)// @ibvyache // @psychwarded // neta l. @psychicdonuts // noor unnahar

[kosmogrl]

and I want you more than any stupid song could ever say btw

[zephyrdaze]

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[the-borgias]

BETH DUTTON in Yellowstone 5.08 • A Knife and No Coin

[lstjcdi-deactivated20171019]

found this on facebook and now i really want it as a plot inspo?? if you like this i’ll probably come to you to plot lmao also this can be any orientation though i’d love m/f or f/f for this

[inkpressedpetals]

[nobcdysgirl]

𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨: anyone 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞: max alvarez. 27. bisexual. he/him. youtuber ( for a channel called spooksquad ) 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐨: this post

he tried to be friends. it was a good effort at least, right? however, the more they hung out, the more max thought he couldn't handle this for long. he wanted something more than what they have but didn't know how to approach it at first. rather than keeping it to himself, he blurted out, “i don't know if we should stay friends.”

[d4rlngs]

for a second, she just stares at him. not because she doesn't have something smart to say ( she always has something smart to say ) but because her brain apparently decided to leave her body and go investigate a nearby hallway. ❝ wow, ❞ a laugh eventually escapes her, soft and disbelieving. ❝ that .. is terrifying to casually drop into a conversation. ❞ her notebook disappears into her pocket before she begins fidgeting nervously with her pen. ❝ did i, like, miss a ghostly omen carved into a wall somewhere that said friendship expiration date approaching or something? ❞ that was impossible, she knows, because she doesn't miss anything .. like every time he wandered off on his own. how easy conversation became when it was just the two of them in some abandoned hallway or dusty staircase. that somewhere along the way she'd stopped looking for stories in those moments and started looking for him. ❝ i mean, i thought we were okay, but if i did something, please tell me. ❞ she shrugs, still attempting lightness but failing just enough for her vulnerability to show. ❝ otherwise i'll have no choice but to spend the next three business months assuming you got possessed by someone that just thinks i'm annoying―which, to be fair? understandable. ❞

[gnawseate]

an open interaction, featuring the vigilante by the name of bloodhound + daytime publication fact-checker and researcher, arthur trenton ─── open to any muse thirty+, any gender, any relationship type. no taboo, please read my rules prior to interacting.

" it's nothing, okay? drop it. " feeling caged, shifting where he sat to absolve himself of the discomfort — yet, it persists, crawling up his neck and down the length of his arms, inescapable in every way. " it's just work. stressin' me out. nothing else. "

[d4rlngs]

❝ right, and i'm the queen of fuckin' england. ❞ eyes roll, though her words are void of malice. she only wishes to help. she always wants to help. a hand lifts to adjust her glasses before her arms cross at her chest. a burden shared is a burden cut in half, a phrase often repeated to her throughout childhood is what she wants to say, but she swallows it, still opting to match his gruffness .. well, attempting to. ❝ if you truly don't wanna share, that's your prerogative, but don't insult my intelligence by lying to my face. ❞

[nobcdysgirl]

𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨: anyone 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞: angel sattler. 26. bisexual. she/her. personal assistant ( or college student verse ) 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐬: friends w. benefits, situationship, open to anything!

“look, this was fun, but it's getting late and i should probably head back,” she spoke. her head and eyes gestured to the door after putting on her shirt, leaving her in that along with underwear underneath. however, as she looked around the room for her bottoms, angel gave them a puzzled look. “have you seen my shorts though?”

[d4rlngs]

propping herself up on one elbow, she watches the other search around the room. ❝ that's tragic. seriously, my heart goes out to you. ❞ mint continues to watch her before letting out a soft laugh. ❝ have you considered that maybe your shorts got tired of being ignored and left? i mean, if i got tossed across the room the second you walked in, i'd have self-esteem issues too. ❞ she stretches languidly across the bed, entirely too comfortable with the situation. a beat before she dons a pout, playful at the edges, ❝ i'm not kicking you out, you know. you don't have to rush off if you don't want to. ❞

[poohsources]

lack of interaction ≠ lack of interest. sometimes, life gets in the way, or my muse doesn't cooperate with me the way i want, or i'm simply too anxious to take the first step. but just because we currently don't have any interactions going, doesn't mean that i'm not interested in writing with you and your muse(s). maybe the perfect opportunity hasn't presented itself yet, or i couldn't think of a good enough plot but that never ever has anything to do with you. after all, we're mutuals for a reason and that's usually because i enjoy seeing you on my dash and would love to write with you ― whenever that may happen.