───‎ ‎ ‎oh,‎ ‎ were they even mine?

is it our time that is hollow,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ or is it my chest?

[gnawseate]

#gnawseate, an independent, semi-selective and low activity tumblr multi-muse. as cherished by jj, they/them, twenty5, southeast asian, eastern standard tz. featuring a collection of original characters. non-roleplay blogs and muns under twenty1 dni. please read my guidelines prior to interacting, which can be found underneath the cut.

⁰¹ˑ roster. ⁰²ˑ plots. ⁰³ˑ prompts. ⁰⁴ˑ opens. ⁰⁵ˑ opposites.

eternally low + sporadic activity, characterized by bouts of inspiration. sometimes i'm super active, other times i'm on one of my other blogs! my mind is constantly bouncing somewhere, but in no way does it indicate a lack of interest for threads and connections. it's just how i work! i also work full-time and am mostly active on weekdays.

no zionists, antisemites, transphobes, islamaphobes, racists, nazis, fetishizers— the list will go on and on. just don't be gross. no vagueposting either. call real shit out or handle it yourself. if you don't write any bipoc, don't follow me! str/nger things or h/rry potter muses, even if 'removed from canon' never interact, you will be blocked.

please also do not interact if you write any of the following: step/inc.st, ass.ult, and anything transphobic / homophobic / racist / etc. i am okay with ships with an age gap as long as the youngest muse is above the age of twenty5.

this blog will feature mature content, specifically in terms of nsfw, substance use, self harm, mental illness, talks of gender identity and dysphoria, and more. all will be tagged as 'trigger tw'.

open to plotting via ims or disc, but the primary way to kickstart interactions is via replying to starters / liking starter calls / sending inbox prompts. i tend to be very slow with getting back to people ooc and prefer to just write! please feel free to send memes of any kind, even if it's testing the waters of antagonistic or romantic.

banned fcs. the usual problematic people, no one who wants to be used, no one deceased either, also just for my own comfort i will have to reiterate: all members of bts, all influencers who are white men sorry they scare me, the cast of stranger things, the cast of scream7, aaron taylor johnson, belmont cameli, camilla morrone, chase stokes, dove cameron, ester exposito, felix mallard, hailey bieber, hudson williams, jacob elordi, jeffrey dean morgan, jessica chastain, joe burrow, jon bernthal, justin bieber, karjenners, leo woodall, madison beer, margot robbie, michele morrone, michelle randolph, nicola peltz, norman reedus, sabrina carpenter, sebastian stan, selena gomez, tate mcrae, taylor swift, timothee chalamet — i don't mind following multis with these fcs, i would just request others.

credits. all blog graphics are by me unless stated otherwise, all gifs used can be found here.

btw, i love making muses for new plots / exclusive muses for mutuals so if you ever want anything, hit my line and let's do smth fun!

current thread tracker can be found here.

[gnawseate]

i'm so sorry for going awol i fear the life of working at a small non-profit has me burnt out and passing tf out right when i get home</3 that being said, i think i'm gonna put this blog on hiatus and step away for the foreseeable future, but if any moots want to write on d*sc, it's much easier for me to get to and we can talk and worldbuild in our lil' server! i'm also open to just chatting there, if you'd like :3 just im me for it!!! my musings blog is @indenavarette if anyone would like 2 be moots there but................... for now, i will miss u all............. until next time.........

[taiturner]

Anna Sawai as Cate Randa MONARCH: LEGACY OF MONSTERS — 2x09 "Ends of the Earth"

[meretmanons]

NAYEON This Is For - Concept Image

[gnawseate]

mamdanistan is so beautiful tonight

[sacrificeds]

“ you're   the   one   who   told   me   to   let   off   some   steam,   so   why   do   you   care   who   it   is   with. ”

[gnawseate]

" i thought the what, or who, with would be obvious. " he didn't allow himself to let the lingering jealousy surface, playing at the sincerity only shown by a flash of a smile. " i don't mind you playing hard to get, taeng. only, just remindin' you that you have options. "

[rabbitscansw1m]

“   i   was   thinkin'   i   could   fake   this   shit   all   night,   but   i   don't   wanna   take   it   that   far.   ”

dylan   minkov   is   listening   to   “   situations   ”   by   the   hails,   for   @gnawseate

[gnawseate]

" let's go, then. " a suggestion, stated matter-of-fact, paired with the rise and fall of a shrug. " you don't have to deal with all these industry jack-asses. you've got other people in the band to deal with 'em for you. "

[grrlmusic]

Sarah Pidgeon

[eroscestlavie]

What do you guys do for work. Job share time. I want to know

[gnawseate]

i'm gonna be so honest guys this heat wave is taking it out of me i will be back to regularly programmed streaming #soon bc we're getting another fan and maybe an ac installed who knows JDFHDJFS

[enbloom]

                      ❝   you  swore  that  you  were  done  with  the  self-righteous  restraint  act.   ❞      wound  pulses  beneath  her  skin,   unaccustomed  to  this  level  of  ferocity  from  the  other.      ❝   you  made  a  mess.   ❞

kanya saelim,  open  to  vampires  ! [  thirty4,  she&her,  bisexual  ]

[gnawseate]

" it's not self-righteousness. it's protection — for you, for everyone. " easy to say when her fangs still skid atop the surface of kanya's skin, dragging a trail of ichor in its path. " i'm sorry, " plain, cold, pricking at the tip of her thumb, dragging it over the puncture sites, " it'll heal over. let me get you something to eat. "

[tetheredatlasarchive]

reply  speed   ≠   my  interest  in  our  thread  /  plot  /  or  you,  in  general.

[da-pitt]

Isa Briones attends the 2026 Actor Awards (x)

[lrhrps]

i’m .,, dying for a plot where it’s like these two friends & and somehow somewhere tht can be discussed they ended up kissing and it’s like ?? wow ur good at this… we really shouldn’t but can we like,, kiss a lil bit more ?? and from then on it’s like every time they get together they kind of make out ? a lot ? and then it’d develop to hookups with breathless “just friends, right?” mixed in with it and that was fi nE bc they were just friends like no feelings at all lmao…,, until one of them eventually gets a boyfriend/girlfriend and the other is just like haha yeah dude no i don’t care that’s cool…,, it was just for fun anyway… i don’t miss our little thing together i swear i’m not jealous…,, not at all i don’t havE ANy FeeLINGS FOR U WHATSOEVER..,,, fuckin beautiful jerk and it’d just be really angsty and fluffy and lots of developing feelings tht shouldn’t be developed nd n*ce

[jellyaced]

nothing  is  a  massive  word  to  throw  around  when  he  looks  tensed and  stiff. she  watches  the  way  he  shifts  on  the  cushion,  trying  to  shake  off  a  chill  that  obviously  didn't  come  from  the  room.  she’s  been  trying.  she  really  has.  she’s  spent  weeks  turning  a  blind  eye,  sweeping  the  quiet  shifts  in  him  under  the  rug,  pretending  the  distance  is  just  a  temporary  thing.  a  rough  patch.  but  it’s  getting  heavier.  “ you’ve  been  stressed  with  work  before  but..  you  were  never  like  this, ”  her  voice  is  calm.  she  doesn't  let  her  gaze  flicker  away,  keeping  her  eyes  locked  onto  his.  “ but  okay,  dropping  it. ”  an  easy  retreat paired with a shrug. a  too  easy.  “ we’re  all  privy  to  keeping  stuff  on  our  own.  you  have  your  secrets.  i  have  mine  so  yeah  okay.  dropping  it. ” but not quite. “ is it another woman ? ”

[gnawseate]

he's sure it couldn't go unnoticed — late nights, dodging calls, eventually arriving at their doorstep with damp hair, freshly showered. infidelity is the assumed route of thought, commonplace and pitifully so. only, while he wouldn't dare cross the threshold of an adulterer, he feels okay sneaking into a gym just to wash the blood out of his own hair. a sin in its own, though ichor and retribution was far more palatable than treachery. arthur wants to soften, reach out and soothe over the hurt, but his nature didn't lie in gentleness. he could only shift, tick his jaw to the right and clench, tendon strained and clearly visible. " you know i wouldn't do that. ever. " it's plain, cold, surely not comforting one bit. and, a redirection, his own eyes narrowed in response. " your secrets? what do you mean, your secrets? "

[gnawseate]

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[gnawseate]

an open interaction, featuring the vigilante by the name of bloodhound + daytime publication fact-checker and researcher, arthur trenton ─── open to any muse thirty+, any gender, any relationship type. no taboo, please read my rules prior to interacting.

" it's nothing, okay? drop it. " feeling caged, shifting where he sat to absolve himself of the discomfort — yet, it persists, crawling up his neck and down the length of his arms, inescapable in every way. " it's just work. stressin' me out. nothing else. "