Life As It Is

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How I envision myself in the future is with a degree a job and a family. Throughout my life I have seen close people of mine struggle with finding a job and feeling horrible when they couldn't pay bills and ask for help. Close people of mine that I care for so much! They didn't have the opportunity that I currently have , they didn't have that college education. In the future I know I'm going to graduate with the degree that I desire. Once I get my degree I'm going to be able to pursue the career that I want which is to be an accountant. After I get myself settled into my own apartment or house I'm going to travel as much as I can with my partner and friends. After, I plan on getting married. Once I'm married I want to have children. Once I have children I'm going to have such a beautiful family and make beautiful memories with the people that I love.

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A common day in my life. Work, class, eat, nap, eat, hang, study, sleep. Basically that's a common day in my life. I wake up debating my plans for the day but it always results the same. Usually when I am really exhausted and need some more sleep or need more time to finish a project I don't go to work but usually I do. I go to work and leave and go straight to my classes which are back to back. After I'm done with my classes I usually nap and go eat. After I'm done eating I hit the library to do some homework or just to study or just to have a little bit of relax time. After I finish what I have to do or just need a break I go back to my dorm and just hang with friends and my boyfriend. After I usually go to sleep really really late and then wake up and repeat.

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Everyone has a different opinion and a different stand for what they believe is right and wrong. Often at time some get stuck in the middle choosing between 2 sides and often they choose "The Wrong Side Of The Debate." What I mean by this is that there are time in our lives when we are put in uncomfortable situation and have to choose a side whether you know much about the topic or not. Then when asked about why your stand towards this topic you're just standing there like, "uhhhhhhhh" and then the scolding begins. Often it's better then to say "you know listen, honestly I have no stand towards this please don't make me choose" rather than choosing a side that you have no knowledge of and are only choosing because there's more people ok that side than the other. Always stand for your ground OR sit . It doesn't matter, as long as you feel comfortable with yourself.

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The grammatical tool that I believe would be essential for English language is a mini heart. Let me explain. Every single time there is an emotion, any emotion, a heart is placed at the end of the emotion or at the end of the emotional sentence. For example, in an essay someone writes ,"I was devasted ♡ when I found out my dog died in a car accident."

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I have always been taught the difference between what is right and what is wrong. Morals is a huge concept that defines my life. I was raised to always do the right thing even if you don't get the reaction that ok hoped. I feel like it is nice to do the right thing. For me it makes me smile knowing I did the right thing and it puts an even bigger smile when I see others do the right thing. Not everyone grows up being taught to have morals but when they do it is nice to see that they do have them. Sometimes the people who don't have them aren't respectful and when I see or hear anyone being disrespectful and doing the wrong thing it just makes me feel awful. That is why I know morals define my life. I'm not perfect and I do make mistakes but I am happy that morals defines my life dramatically.

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Drunk in love by Beyonce Drunk in love is what I am . Love can be between a family member, a friend, a pet or a lover. I am so in love. When Beyonce wrote her song and when I first heard it I didn't think much of it but now that I found someone that treats me so amazing and does whatever he can to put a smile on my face, I hear this song and always feel as it is directed towards me. Beyonce sings about her being in love with her husband Jay Z. One line she says "why can't I keep my hands off you" and I feel the exact same way . I know it's kinda cheesy but he's like a big oh teddy bear that I just want to hold all the time. I really love this song! The whole beat and the whole lyrics are so nice and the song just makes me wanna get up and dance. This song says a lot about me. It possibly says that I like upbeat music and like to dance because the beat of the song makes me wanna get up and groove. It also says how much I love and cherish my boyfriend and love all the time I'm with him.

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“Oh fasho, thanks for putting a filter on though” -Sofia Youssouf Here we see fellow UCR students studying for “Midterm Week” in the famous Amberlight at the Aberdeen Inverness dorms . Sofia Youssouf, best known as Sofie, is caught off guard collaborating with her hallmates. She thanks me for filtering the picture that hides the stress that overwhelms her. Good Luck on Midterms Y’all!

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My room is my dorm room. Back home I always had to share my room with 2 other people which meant I had to share the bed which is why I don’t consider my room back home MY room. I’m in a double at the dorms where I share the room with my roommate (pretty rad gaal) but I have my own desk, my own closet, my own bed, basically my own space. On my desk I have all of my essential for school. I love having lots of school supplies and having a large range of variety. I have a board on top of my desk where I post important notes, important memorable pictures and what not. On my desk I also have speakers but I love to bump my music and get jiggy with it! My bed I have 2 blankets because I like to be bundle up when I watch my shows. Also, I have all sorts of pigs like a pig neck pillow and on my shelf I have pig shakers because I love pigs! I also have a Link plush toy on my bed because I was pretty obsessed with playing Zelda video games. Also, on my shelf I have all the arts & crafts projects that I created in programs because I love to save my crafty works. What my room could possibly say about me is that I like to be organized when it comes to my school work and study place and that I like to do arts and crafts and I guess my room could also show the playful and the kid side of me.

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Interviews have always given me the jitters. Every time I am being interviewed I get nervous. When interviewers ask me question it’s always, “why do I want this position?”, “What can you bring to the table?” or they give us scenarios about a certain situation. I like it when they would give me scenarios because then I feel comfortable being myself and acting out what I would do. When questions are very professional I tend to get nervous because all i think about is not messing up and looking presentable and by me doing so I lose my train in thought because all I’m focused on is on one thing. If they ask me personal question like “how was your day?” or “how about this weather huh” then I get more relaxed and calm and then interview goes more smoothly.

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It was block party. Although I was never able to meet the performing artist I felt their hot presence when they were performing. As soon as I heard that Sage The Gemini was going on next my friend and I squeezed ourselves all the way to the front where the railing was at. As soon as he came on stage both my friend and I could not believe we had Sage The Gemini right in front of us. We were smiling from ear to ear because we both loved his music. We were getting our groove on and taking many videos and pictures.

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It was about 8 years ago, I was 10. The age of ten was when I had my first pet, sugar. She had white crisp fur but she was already grown. I was not able to see our dog sugar grow up since she was a puppy. My family mostly left her outside where she would run and dig holes. What I did not know was that she had a secret hidden hole where she covered up during the daytime but would uncover it during the night. Since she was a dog that we got from the pound she was use to running around freely in the streets, like a hooligan. Little did I know, she was a freak. She would like to sneak out at night and get freaky with the neighborhood dogs. I found this out because one morning, a big chunky dog was outside our fence as if he was waiting for our dog sugar. “Shoo shooo go away”, I told the dog and then he left. Later that night I heard barking where I went outside and sugar was uncovering her secret hole and started to leave with the big dog. I was not allowed to go out into the neighborhood by myself late at night so I let her be. Few months later we found out she was pregnant. Filled with excitement I would jump up and down knowing we were going to have puppies. The following weeks I realized she had lost her “baby bump”. I told my father and investigated and she was no longer pregnant. He kept searching and realized that she ate her children and buried the remains. The next day, we gave her away.

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It was April 2rd. A normal Saturday you may assume. Every Saturday has been the same. Wake up, eat, nap, wake up, study and go back to sleep. Every Saturday I spend it with my boyfriend. This is not just my regular relaxing day but it is also his. This is the day, where rather than rush to class we can stay in the dorms and just enjoy each other’s vibe. This Saturday we were able to have a nice day. The weather… oh the weather.. It was the weather that Riverside was known for, hot and stuffy. Once we woke up he had practiced and I waited for him to get back so we can eat. When he returned instead of doing our normal routine we actually stepped foot outside and went on what you can say “a little cute date”. Walks are the best. Walks are the best because with whomever you are walking with you get to spend a nice bonding moment where you can catch up on the lessons that life has given us. Walks are the best because it gives us a chance to talk to the person next to us about a deep moment. Walks are the best because rather than being in a car driving to your destination you are able to physically connect to that person. Physically hold a person’s hand without any distraction of “keeping your eyes on the road”. Physically hold a person and tell them that it’s going to be alright. For me the best part of our date wasn’t the movie nor the dinner but rather the walk there and back. The simple things in life are what truly can make a person happy, well at least to me that is what makes me happy. Knowing a person enjoys little moments that someone else would think is worthless is what made my day such a beautiful one. This Saturday was a normal Saturday, a Saturday with joy in the simplest things

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Broken smiles? Maybe the old me.

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