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Soon.

I’ll be back in tumblr.  Feeling ko, may bagong episode na naman ang life ko ehh HEHEHE

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You know what is the worst day for me as of the moment its my birthday. My dog passed away yesterday, nobody remembers my birthday, and everything seemed so wrong today.

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Gusto ko na mamatay.

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Good evening, I survived thank God. How's life?

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Hey self! It's been months ahhh, kamusta na? Grabe, parang roller coaster ride ang buhay ko last 2019 till now. Ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. Minsan naisip ko, worth it ba talaga ang buhay ng isang tao? Kasi nasa point na ako na iniisip ko kung dapat pa ba akong mabuhay or hindi na.

Be strong self. You've endured a lot. Kaya mo pa yan. Wag ka bibitiw.

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The loneliness is killin’ me ..

When you reach the moment na narealize mong your not getting any younger anymore. Like, I’m 21 years old na.. yup! bata pa nga but for my generation, I may be old na ..lalo na kung NBSB parin ang status ng lovelife ko.  These past few days na fi-feel ko na talaga ang pagiging lonely hahaha.. yung tipong mga coteachers mo may lovelife tapos ikaw eto, single parin.. yung mga tropa mo ganun din, pati yung mga kapatid mo, pati mga kakilala mo. kahit nga yung mga nakakasakay ko sa jeep may lovelife na. kahit nga mga gay friends ko may lovelife din..  Minsan natanong ko na talaga sarili ko, Panget ba ako? Well, parang hindi naman ehh. I dunno. Maybe Im just being impatient to my Mr. Right :) Nvm. dami kong sinasabi. HAHAHHH

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GUIA BIANCA E. DANTA, LPT

To be honest, wala pa talaga sa plano ko ang mag take ng board exam. Why? Simple lang, once I have my license, ippush na ako ng parents ko na mag transfer sa public school which is wala pa talaga sa plano ko. Sabi ko kasi once na mag public school ako, more things to do yun..like, kailangan ko narin mag pursue ng Masters ko. Eeh.. hindi pa ako ready.

Hmmm.. that is why more pressure nun nag take ako ng BLEPT.. paano ba naman kasi yung mga kaBatch ko talaga sa DLSUD nagtake last March2017 and they passed the BLEPT.. tapos ako lang naiwan sa tropa ako :( Secret pa nga nun nagtake ako eh.. kasi sobrang pressure sakin nun..yung nandun yung thoughts na paano pag hindi ako pumasa? nakakahiya.. that is why i tried my luck and best last March...luckily, I passed the BLEPT.. hindi ako masyadong prepared kasi madaming event sa school.. but still, I made it! thank you Lord, thank you my parents and my family! LOVEYOU ALL!

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Life is unpredictable..

Actually I really want to quit tumblr, but after what I’ve read yesterday from the fb wall of my college professor. This changes everything.. I cannot express myself well after I knew that. Hindi ako makapagkwento sa friends namin, sa classmates namin, makapg post sa FB, Twitter kasi baka mabasa nila. Hindi ko rin sya makausap. Baka kasi ayaw nya ipaalam sa min.. pero grabe lang talaga yung nangyari .. 

The message goes like this: 

It was a few years ago, our speech laboratory was under renovation and public speaking classes were held in the library. Day 1 of every public speaking class is diagnostic activity, students would be asked to speak on certain topics... I called my students at random. Many were called and the class was about to end,very few were left when I called Josh, a fine young man in eye glasses, he stood and confidently walked to the podium. The moment he opened his mouth to say his introduction...I was amazed, his voice was soothing, his diction and grammar were perfect, his thoughts were organized. That moment I knew it...this boy is going to be my son. I gave him an outright A for that activity. I hugged him after class that made him so stunned and unbelieving. From that moment on, i witnessed how responsible and diligent he was. I was sure that he would be one of the best teachers of his generation. He never settled for mediocre work. He earned my respect and admiration as mentor and mother in La Salle. All the more I loved him as my son when I learned that his father died when he was very young and his mother did her best to give him the best. I saw my son in him and in my heart...I dreamt that my son would grow up to be like him...very smart yet very humble humble; very responsible and very loving;very good looking yet seemed not aware;very diligent and very Godly...all qualities any mom would be very proud to have. He was one of my sweetest children constantly visiting and connecting with me when he can. I was the happiest when he had his on the job training in Thailand...and I was so touched to ever receive a lovely shawl when he arrived home. The shawl that has become one of my favorites because I know my very good son especially bought it for me from his meager allowance. Last graduation day, I was in tears when I saw his lovely photo included in the graduation program. I was showing my son and my family that he is one of my sons in La Salle. I was so proud of him. But yesterday, I was totally devastated to receive a message from him telling me he has leukaemia. My world was shaken and I felt so bad. The future generation needs a great mentor like him. I cried and prayed. Joshua just like my other students is almost my own. I bore all of them from my heart. I had the chance to speak with him, that was the only time I was at peace...he is to take oral chemo to save his life and he is still teaching right now. He continues to live and be a mentor because he said...God sustains him. I was supposed to be comforting him but it turned out to be him comforting me as I was crying. He assured me he is okay. I truly feel for his mom. Their situation and my situation and my son is similar. I am so hurt for them both. Please I appeal to all my friends and to the Lasallian community, Josh is the pride of DLSUD.....please...let us bombard the gates of heaven with our prayers that he be well. He is very much needed in the teaching profession. Let us start praying NOW!!! Thank you.

Grabe, sobrang shock talaga yung na experience ko after ko mabasa to. Ang bata bata pa ni Josh para magkaroon ng ganoon na sakit. Sobrang nakakaiyak. Hindi ko alam na all this time may sakit sya na ganun. sobrang sakit isipin na malaman sa co-teachers nya yung kalagayan nya ngayon, nakuha nya pang mag biro na nasusuka daw sya pero nalunok daw ulit. how can he take that serious thing into a joke..  sobrang tatag nya talaga. hinahangaan ko sya. sana gumaling si josh. madami pa syang purpose sa mundo. Please pray for him..

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minsan talaga, mapapa-isip ka na lang talaga ng masaya bang magka lovelife? Yung tipong sa tropa nyo ikaw na lang walang bf. tapos kahit sa work place mo ikaw na lang ang single at laging walang date! HAHHAHA hindi naman sa nagmamadali ako, kaso kasi minsan talaga naiingit na lang talaga ako bigla. Hmmmm. naku, sana talaga na traffic ka lang Mr. Right. willing naman ako mag intay,wag lang yung masyadong matagal! HAHHAHA syempre gusto ko rin nman maging masaya at magkafamily in the future~

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the power of music arises when the eclipse occurs

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Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.

Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept (via

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