You know what sucks is that when you constantly trying to make new friends who aren't the same kinda of group of people that you have hung out. Sure it's fun being around the same group but like, other friends are nice too.
And the biggest problem about all of this, is that, no one really cares about me, no one really wants to talk to me. No one puts the effort to talk to me when I've put so much effort and care into others. To make them happy, and maybe have them as friends but instead, they don't seem to give a fuck. I'm taken for granted and then I'm left on read, always, no goodbye no gtg, just a straight up read and left alone to die. And it's not like I get texted a few days later saying that your sorry or anything. God it's fucken bullshit but they don't care how depressed I really am.
