Independent queen workin for her throne

[mrsjaycaycapz]

In every page that fate has ever penned,

It's you, it's you—it's always you again

The chapter I keep returning to, on and on

The cry, the cry, still echoes your name alone

I keep holding on to all the words you said

[mrsjaycaycapz]

It's crazy how much can change. It meant so much to me. You were the only person to check in on me constantly. Someone who cared about my well-being. Someone who missed me. Who wanted to know if I've eaten. Who thought I was deserving of fun. Who checked in on me during a hard period in my life, asked how studying was going, who cheered me on. To be loved is to be known. My silent struggles wasn't so lonely anymore. I'm so grateful, even if it was for a short period of time, that you were there for me when I needed someone the most. I'd like to think we both were. Miss kita.

[mrsjaycaycapz]

It's strange. I remet so many old crushes and I moved on. Yet I still feel the same about you. After all these years. I can't shake this one no matter how hard I try. I don't know why. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[mrsjaycaycapz]

even after all this time, these feelings just never went away huh

[mrsjaycaycapz]

you make me so happy without even trying.

[mrsjaycaycapz]

wild when ppl say "oh why didn't jenn say hi to me?" how about why didnt you say hi to me??

[melodysbookhaven]

“It takes courage to let down your armor, to welcome people to see you as you are. Sometimes I feel the same as you: I can’t risk having people behold me as I truly am. But there’s also a small voice in the back of my mind, a voice that tells me, “You will miss so much by being so guarded.”

Rebecca Ross, Divine Rivals

[mrsjaycaycapz]

I’m so grateful for where I’m at and the friends I have. I am constantly being showered with kind words and well wishes, compliments and love. I am grateful for the season in life I’m in and the people who are apart of it. I may be a work in progress, I may not be the perfect pear in the bunch, but I’m grateful for the journey, for redemption, for love and to be loved and to be seen for who I truly am and be accepted for it. I am grateful. Everything is falling into place. I am grateful. Thank you.

[mrsjaycaycapz]

Talking to you has always put a smile on my face. You always made me happier.

[mrsjaycaycapz]

sometimes I miss you and I'm not sure why. Logically I know why I should not, but how I feel is not helping.

[mrsjaycaycapz]

After all this time you can still make me smile

I remember my old roommate mentioned noticing our interactions with one another and that she could tell you were really happy

Im grateful

[mrsjaycaycapz]

I cant believe im completing my third sem of nursing school

I couldnt imagine being where i am now even a year ago

I am grateful

Thank you

[distortted]

Trista Mateer, from The Dogs I Have Kissed

[mrsjaycaycapz]

friends dont look at friends that way

[mrsjaycaycapz]

“I could fall in love with you so easily. I’m halfway there already. You’re so perfect in my memory, and you’re perfect now. It’s like I dreamed you into being. Of all the boys, you’re the one I would pick.”

— P.S. I Still Love You by Jenny Han (via ay-u)

[belly-isabel]

But just because you bury something, that doesn’t mean it stops existing. Those feelings, they’d been there all along. All that time. I had to face it. He was part of my DNA. I had brown hair and I had freckles and I would always have Conrad in my heart.

Jenny Han, We'll Always Have Summer