Nothing Lasts Forever

Questioning: BPD, DPD. Diagnosed: Anxiety, Depression. This is a sideblog. I miss my ex. Everything is complicated.

[teachagainstfascism]

i just have this persistent feeling of “i’m not doing enough” combined with “i don’t have the energy to do anything” and it just really fucking sucks

[agithaaesthetic-blog]

[abused-but-not-broken-forever]

I want to show you every poem i wrote about what happened, every broken memory from what you did. Maybe then you’d get it. Maybe then you’d stop thinking I’m the one who hurt you

Icanttakethisanymore (via abused-but-not-broken-forever)

[brokenheartedsuggestion]

do you get reminded of me as much as i get reminded of you?

[desireforart-deactivated2015081]

[brokenheartedsuggestion]

P L E A S E C O M E B A C K

[brokenheartedsuggestion]

my version of you in my head is not the same as who you are now

[brokenheartedsuggestion]

it feels like i’m not allowed to be hurting.

[latenights]

do u ever just get waves of missing someone? like you’ll go for a while and be ok and then all of a sudden ur heart hurts

[cherryangel-bpd-blog]

missing the person who hurt u the most is one of the worst feelings like u abandoned me why do i miss u n want the best for u???

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I ask only to be thrown into the sun.

Wendy Rose, from Bone Dance: New & Selected Poems; “Lab Genesis,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[lonelyheartsociety]

i live to love and please. i don’t know who i am if i’m not hopelessly infatuated with someone, anyone.

[wnq-quoteoftheday]

Do not tell everyone your story. You will only end up feeling more rejected. People cannot give you what you long for in your heart. The more you expect from people’s response to your experience of abandonment, the more you will feel exposed to ridicule.

Henri J.M. Nouwen | wnq-quoteoftheday (via wnq-writers)

[ultraviolentangel-deactivated20]

Yeah, they should’ve treated you better. They should’ve cared more. But they didn’t and they don’t, and your life keeps moving forward.

[ssubliminals-blog]

constant feelings;;13.1.18

[0ffwhite]

a concept: being with someone, that won’t give up on you.

[bpdroses-deactivated20180617]

i hate the fact that i’m so dammaged i can’t fully have fun without feeling like absolute shit