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hey God,

it's me again. except this time, i'm feeling more joyful than not, despite life not looking the way i thought it would at age 29. i love that I've had this blog for 16 years now. it's delightful to have this as a visual platform to see my growth throughout the years, even before i knew you. because you've always known me.

i've obsessed so much about marriage, that even though i've been more happy in singleness for longer than usual, these feelings for a man of God have now creeped up again. and this time it's not been born out of rebellion, but possibly out of my own understanding. my friend Karen thinks i should be with Mohamed. i don't think i should wait for a man that still lives in unbelief. that still is seeing other women. who still continues to ignore year after year.

i understand that you give countless chances, because you are love. but you have to understand me too. i have love because of you. and i cannot keep standing for a man that has shown no progress these past few years.

maybe Sebastian isn't it for me either. but i'd rather try this out than stay in the dark, waiting for someone to return.

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