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@dalbicheseoseo
Based off: “I can’t do anything right.”
Open to m/f
“I don’t even know why I try anymore.....” Jaein mumbles as he collapsed face first on his couch with a loud sigh. Jaein has been in such a depressive mood for the last week and wanted nothing more then to hide away under his covers of his bed for the rest of his life. He just feels like he can’t do anything right anymore and with no one around him to confide in he has just been bottling up his emotions.
dalbicheseoseo;;
“No I probably will…” he said laughing as he held his face in his own hands and followed him around backstage “you have like no idea how nervous I am right now…your group has been my favorite for awhile…I was in a dark place a few years ago and your music helped me get better…” he tells the other as they walked but he kept his head down as he told he because he always hated to admit it.
This is when topics get serious. There has been a crash seminar about this years ago. Itae knows that in most cases, the management tries to keep such matters away from official spots to keep an overall positive & safe environment for the fanbase. But it doesn’t mean it matters any less! Itae gives him a smile. “Well, I’m glad you made it through it & we can give our best today to give you a show you remember.”
He smiles back and looks over at the other “trust me when I say this, I am better then I was back then...if I ever start feeling that way I just turn on my music and get myself over it, I’m definitely not that person I was back then.” He says “but I apologize for saying that, I know you probably don’t want to hear it, it’s just being something I’ve been dying to say to at least one of you in person one day. To thank for you for making music that helped me get better.”
dalbicheseoseo;;
Minho nearly screamed when Itae, came into the dressing room because honestly he wasn’t expecting him to come in here by himself already dressed in his stage gear. “Your going to make me die if you jump in like that and surprise me” he said with a slight laugh as he stood up to follow him “and I’ll really be the ghost we talked about.”
He could already feel himself wanting to panic as he followed him out of the dressing room and he hand to sigh again to control himself to not panic.
“Oh, no, don’t die! That would be horrible” Itae replies with a smile. He’s his usual public bubbling self, it’s part of the role that’s written for him. Whilst actually not the actual Maknae of the group, for many fans he clearly appears more as the ‘cute’ type due to his appearance. Thus, he tries to fill out that role here and then.
Itae bows politely to all the hardworking peopke behind the stage tho, the noises of the fans who are slowly let in start to fill even the backstage area. “Well, we have three rooms to get dressed as we switch between three costumes tonight. One room for hair and makeup and kinda one for like food and all thtat stuff. Tho, we usually split up a bit, relaxing before it goes on stage unless we have an interview prior or we take special shots for social media. If you want to know anything, just let me know.”
“No I probably will...” he said laughing as he held his face in his own hands and followed him around backstage “you have like no idea how nervous I am right now...your group has been my favorite for awhile...I was in a dark place a few years ago and your music helped me get better...” he tells the other as they walked but he kept his head down as he told he because he always hated to admit it.
dalbicheseoseo;;
The last few days have been hectic to Minho….he couldn’t help it, he was meeting one of his favorite groups and he couldn’t wait to actually to them in person, he held it barely together on Snapchat but he knew talking to them in person he’d be a mess on the inside.
~hours before the concert~
With his ticket clutched in his hands, he could barely contain the nerves that were causing his hands to shake as he followed the group’s manager. He bit down on his own lip as he was told to wait in a room and that he’d be back in a few minutes. Minho sighs softly to calm his self as he wipes his hands along his pants.
The time prior to their stages always feels rather exciting even there are constantly those taking clips and pictures for the fans online. Part of the idol life remains to make their fans feel as they are part of every second. Which other country has professional “fancams” focusing on the different bandmembers?
Since this month’s giveaway has been presented by him, Itae knows it’s his job to spend well planned 20 minutes with the fan.Their management started doing those a few months ago to & so far it seems to work out just fine.
“Ah! There you are! It‘s my first time being the giveaway host” he greets the young man, bowing slightly. Itae’s already fully dressed up including make up and stage costume. “The others still getting ready. I will give you a small look around behind the stage before you can meet them. Afer that you will be shown to your place & you are invited to join for the shoot afterwards.” And likely dragged to be in some. It’s all about the fans, after all.
Minho nearly screamed when Itae, came into the dressing room because honestly he wasn’t expecting him to come in here by himself already dressed in his stage gear. “Your going to make me die if you jump in like that and surprise me” he said with a slight laugh as he stood up to follow him “and I’ll really be the ghost we talked about.”
He could already feel himself wanting to panic as he followed him out of the dressing room and he hand to sigh again to control himself to not panic.
dalbicheseoseo;;
Min-Hooo: Oh No….I most definitely will panic 😖 you’ve got me panicking now that I know I’ve got to take a video with all of you.
Min-Hooo: I am now deceased and my ghost will make an appearance for this said video.
Min-Hooo: or will I be a zombie…either way I’ll be panicking on the inside.
The smile wouldn’t wipe off Min-Ho’s face as he kept staring at his phone, he honestly couldn’t wait for the concert now.
itaeitae: stay alive then! itaeitae: we will see you in two days!! 🎆 😺
[End of the Snapchat]
Itae-won throws the smartphone back to the manager as it was the “official” one. He hums, smiling amused: “Ah, it’s going to be fun to meet that fan for sure!” Meeting with them surely is his favorite part of their work. Of course, he adores to make music but to see that it moves people makes it all worth.
The last few days have been hectic to Minho....he couldn’t help it, he was meeting one of his favorite groups and he couldn’t wait to actually to them in person, he held it barely together on Snapchat but he knew talking to them in person he’d be a mess on the inside.
~hours before the concert~
With his ticket clutched in his hands, he could barely contain the nerves that were causing his hands to shake as he followed the group’s manager. He bit down on his own lip as he was told to wait in a room and that he’d be back in a few minutes. Minho sighs softly to calm his self as he wipes his hands along his pants.
dalbicheseoseo;;
Min-Hooo: I’m so glad I live alone, I literally just screamed tbh. 😭😭😭
Min-Hooo: I’d be disappointed in myself if I died and couldn’t meet you but, I’d be a ghost though so I’d find away beyond the grave.
Min-Hooo: I’m glad this is private, I’d hate for everyone to see my freaking out to you. 😫 I’ll post something soon then so you can make an announcement but my Twitter is @BunnyMinhox
Min-go covered his face with his pillow and screamed into it, not believing that this was happening to him. He logged onto his computer and made the post on Twitter and tagged the group in it.
@BunnyMinhox: I can’t believe this happening but I won the contest. 🥰 I didn’t think something this amazing would ever happen to me.
ItaeItae: it’s fine we have your contact data!!! ItaeItae: well, we are super looking forward to meet you! a private delivery service will bring your ticket including pass tomorrow. make sure to bring it to the concert and be around roughly an hour prior to official times
He rolls on his stomach, trying to figure out whenever or not he should give him a soft warning.
ItaeItae: tradition has it to take a short vid with the winner for our social media so just as a warning. tho, don’t panic, i’m certain you will look fantastic as all our fans are just the best! 🥰
Min-Hooo: Oh No....I most definitely will panic 😖 you’ve got me panicking now that I know I’ve got to take a video with all of you.
Min-Hooo: I am now deceased and my ghost will make an appearance for this said video.
Min-Hooo: or will I be a zombie...either way I’ll be panicking on the inside.
The smile wouldn’t wipe off Min-Ho’s face as he kept staring at his phone, he honestly couldn’t wait for the concert now.
dalbicheseoseo;;
Min-ho all but threw his phone across his bedroom because of the notification he got from Snapchat. He entered the contest to try and meet one of his favorite groups and he didn’t think he would actually win and get a snap from one of the members personally. He was mentally freaking the hell out. He gathers himself for a moment and the responds.
Min-Hoooo: Hello! 😭
Min-Hoooo: I’m online, just trying to not die.
Min-Hoooo: Are you serious!! 😭😭😭😭 I didn’t think I’d actually win.
itaeitae: oh, please don’t die! itaeitae: i’d be super disappointed not to get to meet you! itaeitae: also dw, this is 100% private. tho if you feel confident post this, we would love to make an announcement tweet with your @ on our official twitter.
Itae is having fun with the conversation. Their manager just clears his throat, reminding him that he acts for the entire band right now.
Min-Hooo: I’m so glad I live alone, I literally just screamed tbh. 😭😭😭
Min-Hooo: I’d be disappointed in myself if I died and couldn’t meet you but, I’d be a ghost though so I’d find away beyond the grave.
Min-Hooo: I’m glad this is private, I’d hate for everyone to see my freaking out to you. 😫 I’ll post something soon then so you can make an announcement but my Twitter is @BunnyMinhox
Min-go covered his face with his pillow and screamed into it, not believing that this was happening to him. He logged onto his computer and made the post on Twitter and tagged the group in it.
@BunnyMinhox: I can’t believe this happening but I won the contest. 🥰 I didn’t think something this amazing would ever happen to me.
Muse: Itae-won, 23,m, Idol of the Boyband Lightspeeted (This is an AU to his usual main verse) Open to: mutuals / non-mutuals Relationship: strangers / friends Summary: Congratulations! Your muse won backstage tickets for a concert & Itae congratulates you personally via snapchat.
itaeitae: hello?? 🌸 itaeitae: are you online??? itaeitae: maybe i can convince you to respond to me if i tell you that you’re the lucky winner of this month’s “ticket” giveaway! 🌈😺
Min-ho all but threw his phone across his bedroom because of the notification he got from Snapchat. He entered the contest to try and meet one of his favorite groups and he didn’t think he would actually win and get a snap from one of the members personally. He was mentally freaking the hell out. He gathers himself for a moment and the responds.
Min-Hoooo: Hello! 😭
Min-Hoooo: I’m online, just trying to not die.
Min-Hoooo: Are you serious!! 😭😭😭😭 I didn’t think I’d actually win.
open to: f / m / nb muse: kitae plot: ‘look, i know we’re really good friends. that’s why i’m asking for your opinion on my onlyfans content, okay?’
“Yeah, the lighting sucks, but I’m not a professional photographer.” Kitae huffs as he scrolls through some pictures on his phone. He bites at the inside of his cheek as his eyes scan over each of the photos. After a moment he pauses, a look of thought coming to his face. “Should I hire a photographer or something? That’s really expensive though.” Kitae groans to himself as he slides his phone to his friend next to him. “That picture could look so much better, right?!”
Min-ho sipped from his coffee as he listened to Kitae talk about his Only Fans pictures and he couldn’t help but to look down at the other’s phone and sees the said pictures and he couldn’t help but to blush. Sitting his drink down and grabbing the other’s phone and passed it back “you’ve seen my pictures have you not?” He asked because his own account he had to make extra money on the side “my lighting doesn’t look that bad, which it isn’t terrible in yours maybe you should come to place and shoot there and try with my lighting set up I’ve got.” He suggested to him “if you want them better what a collab of sorts then?”
dalbicheseoseo:
He blushes softly at the squeeze to his hand as Woosung pulls him closer out into deeper waters with him. “You know I trust you….” he says smiling softly at him as he swam out with him “you know I won’t swim out this far without you….I never do.” He giggles lightly at the wrinkle of Woosung’s nose and does as Woosung said and lays back in the water and sighs as he closes his eyes.
he knows what it feels like to be calm when his body is submerged in the waters. it’s his only escape and he wants jiang to feel the bliss that he feels. woosung holds the other close, letting the waves take its course. “do you like dolphins?” he asks, wondering if he’ll be able to get a chance to show the other who he truly is.
Jiang’s head rose a bit out of the water and looks at woosung as he nods. “I do like them, one of my favorite creatures of the sea” he tells them “I’ve always loved watching them swim out in the open, showing everyone and everything what it truly means to be free.”
dalbicheseoseo:
He laughs again and squeezes her hand “I promise I won’t mess anything up, I’ll try my hardest to make sure I’m the best help for this to make your Christmas spirit go up!” He says grinning “but letting you know now you’ll have to help build the house.”
“You’re gonna do great!” she promised with a small grin, “everything’s gonna be fine.” With that, she hummed a bit, nodding, “oh please, like I wasn’t going to help. I’m not gonna leave all of that to you. And honestly… the building part is the most fun, so… I’d help even if you told me not to.”
“You saw my disaster last year, it could bearly stay up right with all the frosting I put on it.” He said laughing loudly as he grinned at her “you made fun of it for hours.”
dalbicheseoseo:
He laughs with her and squeezes her hand back as she slipped her hand into his and leaned down closer to look at the instructions they would have to follow. “I mean it won’t be that hard for us to move together at the same time to be able to make all of it” he says to her “or you mean make a double batch incase I mess something up.”
“Oh no,” Holly laughed softly, shaking her head, “this double batch, we’re going to be making all at once. So if you mess up one, you’re messing up both,” she teased. “But, lucky for you, we’ll have enough to remake it if that’s the case. And besides, you’ve got me, so you’re not gonna mess up, it’s gonna be fine.”
He laughs again and squeezes her hand “I promise I won’t mess anything up, I’ll try my hardest to make sure I’m the best help for this to make your Christmas spirit go up!” He says grinning “but letting you know now you’ll have to help build the house.”
dalbicheseoseo:
A loud laugh escapes him as he walks over to her and looks at the directions that he was given the directions for baking the gingerbread. “This doesn’t look that complicated to make…” he said looking at the card and standing next to her “now hold my hand so we can start this.”
“Ah yes, the hand holding,” she said with a laugh as she slipped her hand into his and squeezed it gently, “now… I’ll have you know, baking with one hand is very difficult, so we’re gonna have to work together to be one cohesive person, since each of us only has a singular hand. And… we’re probably going to have to make a double batch in order to be able to make a house and some residents for said house.”
He laughs with her and squeezes her hand back as she slipped her hand into his and leaned down closer to look at the instructions they would have to follow. “I mean it won’t be that hard for us to move together at the same time to be able to make all of it” he says to her “or you mean make a double batch incase I mess something up.”
dalbicheseoseo:
“A mug cake is literally just cake mix and milk and probably an egg if it’s not out of a box and then stick it in the microwave, it’s not that great.” He said laughing and leaning his head back a little and then moved to look back at her as she said he couldn’t pout but he grins as he pokes her forehead and grabs an apron “then give me directions and hold my hand so we can start baking.”
“Quiet you, I’m trying to give you some credit here,” she laughed, clicking her tongue a bit, as she moved to rummage through the cabinet for her recipe, finally pulling out a card with her gingerbread recipe on it, “here we are! Now get over here so I can quite literally hold your hand.”
A loud laugh escapes him as he walks over to her and looks at the directions that he was given the directions for baking the gingerbread. “This doesn’t look that complicated to make...” he said looking at the card and standing next to her “now hold my hand so we can start this.”
dalbicheseoseo:
Jiang watches as the other smiles at him and he couldn’t help but to smile back as he. “Nothing.m bad will happen to me hopefully and I knew you probably wouldn’t be to far behind in joining me in the water” he says to him “you always seem to appear when I’m here.” Jian watches as Woosung moves deeper into the water and Jian bites his bottom lip as a hand was held out for him to take and he takes it, letting his hand curl around the other and smiles back at him. “Where are you taking me?”
woosung chuckles lightly, “you’re right, it’s kind of my job, isn’t it?” he shrugs as he carefully pulls the other close as he moves deeper, “nowhere, just… deep enough. trust me, i won’t let you fall.” he smiles and gives jiang’s hand a reassuring squeeze, “but don’t go this far when you’re alone, though! the wave currents are gonna be scary.” he wrinkles his nose as he floats in the water, “now close your eyes and relax. i got you.”
He blushes softly at the squeeze to his hand as Woosung pulls him closer out into deeper waters with him. “You know I trust you....” he says smiling softly at him as he swam out with him “you know I won’t swim out this far without you....I never do.” He giggles lightly at the wrinkle of Woosung’s nose and does as Woosung said and lays back in the water and sighs as he closes his eyes.
dalbicheseoseo:
“And how many times did I apologize to you though….your so mean.” He pouted and crossed his arms over his chest as he sulked for a moment and his brows rose as he listened to her coo at him. “If your giving me step by step instructions, you better lace your fingers with mine then and stay beside me. The most I’ve baked was a mug cakes and that’s simple.” He laughed at his own misery as he leaned against the counter.
“And you have since been forgiven, just… not immediately,” she laughed softly, shaking her head. “No pouting, mister. That’s not allowed right now.” She smiled at what he said next, shrugging a bit, “I believe I can handle that demand,” she nodded, “besides, mug cakes are an art form in themselves, so you’re going to need to give yourself more credit here.”
“A mug cake is literally just cake mix and milk and probably an egg if it’s not out of a box and then stick it in the microwave, it’s not that great.” He said laughing and leaning his head back a little and then moved to look back at her as she said he couldn’t pout but he grins as he pokes her forehead and grabs an apron “then give me directions and hold my hand so we can start baking.”
dalbicheseoseo:
“And I told you I didn’t mean to break the house but you know how clumsy I am in the kitchen Holly.” He says grinning at her “you won’t even let me cook for you anymore” he pouts again thinking of when he almost burned their stove down when making them dinner before “I mean if your going to hold my hand the entire time then maybe I’ll be a good assistant and not a hazard.”
“A punishable offense is punishable even if it was a mistake,” she teased, grinning in return, “No, I won’t, because we need our stove, Haneul. We absolutely need our stove, or I will lose my mind, and we can’t have that.” Though looking back, it was a bit amusing to think of the time that he’d nearly sent it up in flames. “I suppose it depends in what sense it is that you want me to hold your hand,” she cooed, though she was certainly poking a bit of fun, “I’ll give you step by step instructions, don’t you worry.”
“And how many times did I apologize to you though....your so mean.” He pouted and crossed his arms over his chest as he sulked for a moment and his brows rose as he listened to her coo at him. “If your giving me step by step instructions, you better lace your fingers with mine then and stay beside me. The most I’ve baked was a mug cakes and that’s simple.” He laughed at his own misery as he leaned against the counter.
