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クソ暑いと感じるモードレッド by Tonee@C108土曜日 東3メ-16a@toneeartwork
Please help me. I have nothing else.
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I wish I had more perverted freaky black and brown friends 😔
I should call her...
Trauma is crazy cause I'll just be chilling and then all of a sudden I'll be like "oh shit, I was raped"
Absolutely no shade to people who like boypussy but it's hilarious when people post about wanting boypussy and then follow me cause like you are barking up the wrong tree. There is no shot you're getting that from me even if we were married sorry I don't bottom or let myself get penetrated and I know that probably makes me lame to people who like tboys but it is what it is I dont mind being subby or subservient or anything, it's got nothing to do with like the power aspect of it I've just had bad experiences and also it just doesn't feel good to me Thats not to say I want you to unfollow me if thats your kink, just don't want you to waste your time
I wish I could be angry, I wish everything in my life hadn't beaten it out of me, I wish I didn't get praised for how calm I am, I wish people wouldn't do whatever they want to me because they know I won't get upset at them, I wish I could scream and throw things instead of just shut down, I wish I could get emotional and cry or laugh so much I can't stop or jump around or break things or yell when I'm scared, I wish I was more human
Remember when you were a happy kid living freely? You barely noticed the difference between you and the boys until one day, everything changed. Now you notice the way they're looking at you, the way your body is no longer your own. Suddenly, you do everything you can to hide your body from yourself and from them. You're nauseous at how they salivate at everything that makes you want to kill yourself. And then the worst part is, you see these things on the girls around you, and you can understand. Not only do you feel gross and vulnerable, but now you feel guilty too. How can you subject these girls to the same vile lust that you hate? It's better if you just feel nothing. Let the men do whatever they want with your body. No one will ever love you how you want to be loved. Let them touch your tits and fuck you while your eyes glaze ever. Turn it off. Don't think. Don't feel. This is the best you can hope for. This is what they've told you you're made for. At least you're loved, even if it makes you hate yourself. At least you're loved.
Saw a conversation about how abusers are not evil monsters 24/7 and it's important to humanize them and I definitely agree but I want to point out sometimes abusers are only abusers because they have power. My mom is not an evil person, I dare say she's even a good person most of the time. The problem was she shouldn't have had kids. She was not in the mental, emotional, or financial state to raise children and to be honest 20+ years later she still isn't and probably never will be. She abused me to the point I have severe trauma but I think if I wasn't her child we could have even been friends. Abusers aren't abusers because they're bad people, they're abusers because they have power over you that they misuse
I'm beginning the process of learning how to take slutty pictures of myself
I haven't decided yet if I'm going to post face pics eventually
Oh nice very cool cause god forbid some poor unsuspecting victim sees uncensored tummy
Me: "be cool, be chill, don't act obsessed, wait for her to message first"
Gf: "hi :)"
Me: "I would rip my heart of my chest and give it to you still beating if you asked me to"
"How come sometimes you call yourself lesbian, sometimes bisexual, and sometimes straight?" Gotta keep people on their toes
I reclaim the fact I grew up super trashy and classless by just embracing my status as a stray mutt like yeah people think I'm gross and stupid but that's because I'm just a street dog lol
Insane for me to remember that when I was still living with my mom I was fully convinced she was going to kill me. Like not even intentionally but I thought one day she might go a little too while beating me and I wouldn't wake up
I was actually hoping she would because that would've meant that it would finally stop
Feeling the mommy/daddy issues recently anyone wanna adopt me so I don't have to think about how my parents didn't want me
Stories about the transmasc experience (or a close approximation) could actually be really compeling but the problem is to tell it people would have to grapple with a lot of things that make them uncomfortable (and I mean transmasc people too)
It is funny when people say cis gay guys don't like trans guys cause from my experience I am often beating them off with a stick like I have been very popular with gay guys since before I even started t and I don't know why