Aidaluz Martinez

EZRA ♡♡♡♡my everything Balancing the Mom life and my own.... One step at a time. 👣

[daluzmartinez]

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[poemswords]

[surqrised]

“Do you want to be happy? Let go of what’s gone, be grateful for what remains, and look forward to what is coming.”

— Unknown

[books-n-quotes]

“Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell…”

— Karen Marie Moning, Shadowfever (via books-n-quotes)

[poems-and-word]

[poems-and-word]

“And when she needs to shelter from reality she takes a dip in my daydreams.”

— Arctic Monkeys, Arabella (via music-and-quotes)

[the-book-diaries]

“I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour, Hold Still (via the-book-diaries)

[books-n-quotes]

“I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break.”

— Marya Hornbacher, Wasted (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

“I had to decide what I was going to do, and what I was going to be. I was standing there, waiting for someone to do something, till I realized the person I was waiting for was myself.”

— Markus Zusak, Underdog (via books-n-quotes)

[daluzmartinez]

I am my biggest enemy

My eyes burn from crying so much.

I don’t want to blame my emotions on the pregnancy, but maybe that’s it ...... Or maybe it’s just I’m tired of being unhappy. I always say “do what makes YOU happy”, but what about MY happiness?

I know what would make me happy!

So why do I hesitate?

Am I being irrational?

Should I just push my feelings to the side until the next time I feel like this?

No.

Do what makes ME happy..... NOW not tomorrow.

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💙🦋

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Cry, pray, take a deep breath..

Sometimes it’s hard to focus on the positive when everything around you is falling apart. That’s my life lately, and although there are a million things I can be grateful for, I still get trampled on by negativity. I don’t have that mind set where I can throw my hands up in the air and give up ! Never!

So I cry, pray, take a deep breath, and think of what God is trying to teach me in these moments. There will be a light at the end of the tunnel, but I need to have trust and patience.

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Life has gotten a little bit busy lately...

Adding a new member to the family!

Coming soon 3/19/18 💖