hello!! would you like to explain any of your thoughts behind the screenshots you took for "Tell me I'm the only, only, only one"? some are self-explanatory to me but others I'm curious about! especially the last one since you'd posted it before too
and/or any director's cut thoughts you have about the fic (or any of your fics tbh)
also putting on my sunglasses and fake mustache as usual I am @leopardseye lol
hi! some of the screenshots are more vibey and some of them are directly referenced in my fic. this tends to be true for any of those "screenshots i took while writing" posts.
the last one of lara sitting on the ground while megan sits on the sofa which is the one i believe you are referring to is mostly just a reference to the #mirror sex and the fact that lara was on the ground between megan's legs tbh.
the "whatever" photo was from that pinky up reaction video where we get to see #jealous!lara. actually that video came out on april 24 and these were my texts at that point.
i only published my first one-shot on april 13. i had drafts started (in various forms of completed) of parts 1-6 before i published that first one (that's one reason why my publications were so quick, so much of it was pretty much ready to go at once).
this fic was really interesting to write because i started it ages ago. i just went back and looked - i first started the doc on may 8-the day after meichara went live in australia. so i did want/need to wait to get some more detail about the trip, etc for characterization and canon compliance reasons. i actually had just started writing my sodani fic (part 7) when i put down my first notes for this fic. i also was mid-writing my yoonchae pov fic (part 8 - i actually had a doc for this one before i started writing sodani, and even before publishing part 1!!!).
i ended up writing quite a few one-shots in between them in korea and them in australia (part 9-11 were all further back in time). also, since it has been a while, i had to do a lot of going back and rereading my own series for research to figure out what everyone would be feeling and when. i already have to do that anyways with the series at this point, but since i took a little break, i had to do even more research lol. it's kind of a huge mess. it's getting very unruly. #multishipmonster <3
i also went back and forth on if i would even write this one. i had a certain something planned after i finished strapgara that i toyed around with for a long time and ultimately i'm really glad i wrote this one because i think it sets up a lot of the emotional world for megara, especially lara, obviously, during megan's pov in strapgara. and i just love my megara so bad and i love spending time with them hehe.
i have toyed around with reorganizing my series to be chronological but i am not committed to that yet, i think reading it in the order i published it has a benefit. i just also think it gets confusing (if it's confusing to me i can't imagine as a reader lol like even this ask is so confusing i just read it back but oh well)
screenshot of my earliest notes for this installment of the series:
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