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alright guys im deleting

ok im actually gonna freak the fuck out

i wish u could make tumblr private LOL

drama in the scene and somehow its getting back to me who doesnt know anyone im like PLS im literally just here for the music get away from me

been trying to tell people in my life younger than me im proud of them

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i cant fucking believe this is happening to me. I can do all of my job functions just fine. literally the only thing I cant do is push carts but we have a WHOLE STORE WORTH OF OTHER PEOPLE TO DO IT. I am a great cashier, Im great with customers, and everyone likes me. He absolutely cannot get my pronouns right and has to mention my disability every single time he talks to me. if it were my race, gender, or sexuality it probably wouldnt even be happening. I know the pronouns thing is because of the way I look, but that actually makes it WORSE. I know Im feminine U DONT NEED TO REMIND ME !!! and also I HAVE reported him to HR its ongoing but lord help me I just cant believe its happening again

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like girl. 1) just because im disabled doesnt mean I cant do anything. the accommodation was for a chair at my register which since then has helped me greatly and actually contributed to my quality of life. I am good with customers, and I know because they tell me to my face. I rarely make mistakes in my transactions, including managing cash. the employees all like me too. all of the managers besides this particular one seem to as well. I just happen to have chronic pain and fatigue caused by a neurological & nervous system disorder and need a seat. Im diabetic, and lows are LITERALLY LIFE OR DEATH. its not a fucking joke!!!! like do you know diabetes is one of the leading causes of deaths in the united states?

2) I know I am misgendered often because of my appearance. I have long hair I wear in traditionally femme styles, I wear makeup, I dont bind. I dont get upset when people I dont know misgender me because most people dont know any different. I definitely believe other trans and queer people see me for I am, even a lot of my cis friends. some people just dont see that yet, so I dont get upset. but the difference is, I have told these people. “shes open on three” its like!!! who!???? me ?????? GOD it’s really upsetting me and its making me regret a decision I really felt good about. I refuse to change my appearance for the appeasement of cisgender people. it felt so good to get a nametag with my real name on it, but Im still being called “she” and “her” by everyone around me. it’s making me feel like because of the way I look I will never be accepted as a man.

on a bright note, it makes me appreciate my friends more. Theres a friend of mine who is a cis, straight man, but he treats me like his equal and talks to me the way he talks to his male friends. he is the first cis man I have ever really felt accepted by. I have noticed that cis men dont know how to talk to me because I look like a woman and talk like a man. Im also autistic, which doesnt help because nt ppl dont know how to interact with us at all period. I love this kid, Ive known him since he was 16 and he’s really moving up in the world and Im so proud of him. when I see him later this month I think I need to tell him this. we met the garden together ffs thats twin

i cant fucking believe this is happening to me. I can do all of my job functions just fine. literally the only thing I cant do is push carts but we have a WHOLE STORE WORTH OF OTHER PEOPLE TO DO IT. I am a great cashier, Im great with customers, and everyone likes me. He absolutely cannot get my pronouns right and has to mention my disability every single time he talks to me. if it were my race, gender, or sexuality it probably wouldnt even be happening. I know the pronouns thing is because of the way I look, but that actually makes it WORSE. I know Im feminine U DONT NEED TO REMIND ME !!! and also I HAVE reported him to HR its ongoing but lord help me I just cant believe its happening again

its definitely bc im disabled but trans & alternative in THIS blood-red pearl-clutching ass town definitely isnt helping JESUS I HOPE THEY FIRE HIM

is my boss targeting me bc im disabled, trans, goth, or all of the above? lets play a game

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GRIEF IS TEARING ME APART I FEEL SO SAD AND SO HAPPY WHEN I THINK OF YOU AND I STILL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

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i posted this without realizing it was the 8 month anniversary of his passing and my 2016 flashback photo was us on christmas eve

thank god im about 3 seconds from my therapy appointment because im about to freak the fuck out

it’s really unfortunate that I cant do winter anymore because my heart is at the beach but my whole family is in cold ass bum ass fucking UTAH i need to escape but im scared

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He had been reeled in by this annoying Canadian, and all that he knew was that he wanted to stay. He wanted to anchor himself to Shane and just...stay.

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okay Ill watch it

the part of me thats 13 and relating every song to my characters will NEVER DIE idc that im 23 and listening to sleeping with sirens thinking “this is sooooo noah & damon coded” and twirl my hair and giggle and shit

justin pearson u r SO julia

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just remembered 100 gecs. YAY 🩷 I LOVE THEM im gonna listen to them all day tomorrow

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the fall out boy & nicole dollanganger remix of hand crushed by a mallet was TOO iconic i fear … I need laura les to collab with hayden anhedonia RIGHT NOW

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also lowkey in the studio with LDP too like… that would be too iconic

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just remembered 100 gecs. YAY 🩷 I LOVE THEM im gonna listen to them all day tomorrow

damagecollect1on

the fall out boy & nicole dollanganger remix of hand crushed by a mallet was TOO iconic i fear … I need laura les to collab with hayden anhedonia RIGHT NOW

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