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Oracle of Delphi the original shit stirrer

Life when every day is a struggle

Life when I’m convincing myself to not commit suicide everyday

Life when I’m always mad at myself

Life when I’m good at literally nothing

Life when I’m a failure and a disappointment and pathetic

When ur already a failure at the rip age of 17 so u lowkirkenuinely just have to end it all now before u make things worse

Dude how have I already fucked up this bad I’ve barely been alive😭😭😭

Me?? ME wanting to die??? What ur !!! Youre crazy!!!

Hey guyssss <333 quick question why are we still making dolls when I exist. U can dress me in cute clothes I’ll be so pretty and cute and good and you can do my hair and I’ll be soooo pretty

When I remember his eyes and his control over me and mmmpgpgfsffff how big his hands were and how he could just hold me down for as long as he wanted and WHY do I get so crazy fucking obsessive and lovesick and WHEN will someone match my crazy love stick stalker obsession or GOD FORBID OUTDO me and OUTCRAAZY me PULEAAASEEE WHEN IS IT MY TURNNNNNNN

Screaming and sobbing and banging my head angainst the wall I already have a million things to worry about and I’m already starving myself to delirium and you’re telling me I have to worry about a WHOLE ASS MAN TOO?? DUDE !??? WHAT??? FUCK OFFFFFFAAA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭NOOOA DONT WANNA DOTN WANNAAAAA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔😖

Is it even starving urself if ur having creatine?? This is peak self care really

I have a terrible habit of worship. If you treat me even a little nicely I will fall to my knees and pray and devote and paint and sculpt in your image

I love love love love love praise please tell how good I am I am sobbing and clawing at my skin please tell me I am good at something- anything

“When were you last okay” and I can’t find a response and no one asked me that because I push away anyone who tries to help me or fix me because I’m my sickness is all I have and it’s the most interesting thing about me and I am losing myself little by little everyday. Both physically as the numbers drop but also I feel crumbs fall off my soul and fizzle out into ash somewhere behind me

“You’ve gotten so much thinner!”

Thank youuuu❤️ it’s this thing I’ve been trying called not eating❤️❤️

Body shaming the only girl who has always always always been there for me no matter what even since before my birth is insane

Life recently

On my deathbed oh em gee someone save me

‘Is this how I die’ I say after only like 5 drinks

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