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who will save you now?

#graceland #mike warren #mike needs a hug #whump videos #charlie demarco #there's a lot more charlie and mike stuff than i expected #but i love it lmao #blood #bruises #drug addiction #withdrawal #emotional whump #pain #asphyxiation #needles #guns #gunshot wound #emotional breakdown #crying #trauma #ptsd #temporary death #abuse #self harm #self medication #team #worry #aaron tveit #vanessa ferlito #love to see that white boy in distress

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not to just post the thirteen most stressful seconds of the movie out of context but I really like the vocal performance here, the shrieks and breathing getting a wheezy sharp quality makes it sound really authentically panicked

#move over mike warren i have a SECOND poor hobbled fox to think about!!!!!!!

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The X-Files: S04E23 (Demons) | GIF Request by Anonymous: When Scully finds an obviously not okay Mulder curled up in the motel tub and wraps him up in a blanket

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8/∞ countless scenes I can’t stop thinking about. ↳ GOOD WILL HUNTING (1997) dir. Gus Van Sant

#thinking about this movie again!!

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AARON TVEIT as ∟ Adam in American Horror Stories S01E02 ∟ Jay Gantz in American Horror Stories S01E06

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☕️- the treatment of female characters in fandom.

recently I've been thinking about how I think some (I repeat some, not all, not even most) of the reason behind why it's harder for female characters to get popular enough to achieve real blorbo/The Character status is a kind of overcompensating reaction to a certain type of male gazey voyeurism in mainstream media. in my horror/tragedy niche I'm seeing six posts a day on my dash along the lines of "mmm I need that brunette bisexual man writhing around crying out in pain," and, yknow, love that, strong agree, but I absolutely never see that kind of blorbo sadism posting where the vague character figure is a woman. the most discussion I ever see of female characters suffering beautifully/sexily is people making fun of booktok m/f dark romance; wanting to see a woman as that kind of "chew toy experiencing the horrors and accidentally being kinda hot about it" protagonist is treated as completely off limits. at best it's laughable and at worst it's a sign of rising fascism.

and I think that sucks! I think there's a huge gap in the market in queer fandom spaces both for women who identify with that Eternal Suffering Era archetype and for people who are attracted to women in that "The Character covered in blood" way. I'm particularly talking to sapphics in the audience right now: I am very much not telling you to eat your vegetables, I'm telling you that you can eat desert without going directly to hell. that brunette bisexual woman can also be covered in blood while having the worst day of her life for five years straight and you won't go to feminism jail for thinking about it.

#very smart people talking about this today i see #the strong residual fear of “i dont want to beat up a woman!!” combined with violence as sex leads to people really avoiding that altogether #in the gender neutral utopia feminist future i will finally get my blood crusted women hiding gunshot wounds and spitting blood!!!#well.i mean i have her now and her name is charlie demarco BUT THERE WILL BE MORE OF THEM!!!!!