As I remind your sweet smile, your eyes and your little fingers... While you tell me about your dreams and your hopes...
I will never forget you...
I will never forget the short steps you used to make while we both walked on the street avoiding puddles in a rainy evening.
I will never forget your cute hands playing your old ukelele while singing verses of love and joy...
Yet here I am, holding on the memories I have of you, keeping them and cherishing them in a hole within my heart... A little nook to keep the most valuable things life gave me: your smile, the sound of your voice, your eyebrows and your eyes, the warmth of your hugs.
And as much as I try, it doesn't matter how many things I can keep in that little nook of my heart, you will never be back.
I will never be able to hear your sweet voice waking me up in the mornings, nor the sweet sound of your singing.
Doesn't matter how much I try, pray and cry...
I will never wake up in the middle of the night and feel safe because you are beside me.
I will never be able to tell you again how my days keep meaning something just because i was able to witness the warmth of your love.
You will always be my everything, the first breath of my days and the last one of my life.
You will always be my world, my entire universe and the reason i can open my eyes after the nothingness in my sleep.
I wish you well, my heart, my love, my slice of heaven. I wish you well, my reason to exist. I wish you well, my sweet love. I will keep these memories in this little nook of my heart and try to live out of the joy they once gave me, although I am sure some day it won't be enough...
I am sure, even now when that day feels closer than ever before, that I am happy you gave me the chance of loving you and that I was once alive to witness you exist.
Good bye my sweet and only love.
Good bye my everything.
