The Last Poem That I Write For You
Tell me when exactly it all changed
The exact moment you decided
That the love was no longer there
Because while Newton said
That the first law of thermodynamics
States that energy cannot be destroyed, only transformed
How is it possible that the energy you felt towards me, the energy you called love,
Tell me how you’re so good at getting women
I could only assume it was an aftermath of not receiving the love
from the very woman who should have loved you first,
when she let you into this world, but not into her heart
They say that the first cut is the deepest
And that’s the first heartbreak you’ve never been able to heal
Each day I survived without answers to these questions,
I am not heroic enough to love you through the complications,
not at the expense of cutting myself with the very scalpel I wanted so badly to use on fixing your injuries
In the end Newton was right,
Energy cannot be destroyed—
I realize this as I watch my love for you transform
From one so passionate and burning, one that always has to be near you
As an old friend you might think of every now and then,
Wholeheartedly accepting that I am not for you
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